just bathed.was watching tv with sis.she borrowed mvp from friend den i keep watching with her.smtimes get fed up with e show n it really copy lxhy.haha who cares anyway right?so feeling hot now.guess cos i always mathe with hot water.today was tchers day n i went back to primary sch.missed e food so much put so much chilli into e small bowl of noodles my nose started to run.haha.adrea's sis was so funny.threw e cup into e bin den remembered supposed to return it den she picked it frm e bin n wahed it.haha.nth interesting.bored to death.

Which toe are you?

You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.


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What Drink Are You?

woah so exciting today ah.first time police talked to me thru loudspeaker.went to the old railway track near my house with adrea cin n bess.i saw a police car den was quite surprised cos its a running track den nv c car on it b4.so lucky stop just below e track.so i was like oh no got police.adrea thjought i was joking.den plice got in e car again den wqe thought they were leaving but the worst wasnt over- they reversed e car a little den came out with a loudspeaker n said "girls come down". only a little bit malu lor.haha.we went down e opp direction so they coludnt get us or lecture us or wad crap.haha..cool man..first time.guess its e most interesting thing tt has happened recently.hahahahahahahah

Yoshimi - "Happy Beauty"


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heyhey art wareness day is over but got e week left..i think our art installation was not bad..so many ppl signed on e shower curtain..think its so cool.hey if anyone happens to be there go sign my curtain.yeah.haha.head hurts so much.esp on the right side.lessons are quite horrible.cant listen.smth's wrong with me and i wish it'll go away.please.tale of 2 sisters was not bad.at least part of it cld be understood.i mean u'd be like huh? until e last 15 minutes but at least it was explained not like ju-on.wanna watch league of extraordinary gentleman.ppl say its gd.cin got e vcd of freaky friday so save money dun hafta watch at cinema=)

Feel stressed out.wish i didn't exist.wish all my troubles were disappear.i'm too busy to die now.looked down from the fourth storey during rehearsal and was a little tempted to jump but of cos i didn't or u won't be seeing this now.if only i could turn back time or be given a new identity.i wouldn't have done some things i did.i wouldn't be suffering the consequences of my mistakes.LIFE STINKS.SERIOUSLY.if not for my friends i would just kill myself now. ok maybe try to get killed in accident cos its a sin to murder yourself.yeah

Nokia 6100 is the phone for you. You always do what
you are told. You never make mistakes - or
atleast you try not to. You get upset easily
when what you have plan need to be changed,
especially at the last minute.


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so long nv used comp feels weird using it..common tests over but feel as if end yrs are over..like dun have anything to do though im sure i have lotsa overdue hw..mum took back fone yesterday..hmmph..but if she din im sure i'll exceed e sms so mebbe it was a gd thing..celebrated laureen's bday yesterday and had dis cake fight..real messy and took lotsa photos...hope they coem out soon..everything has been so quiet i dunno wad to say...arts awareness day coming and supposed to put up our art instillation thing i think..so little time..saw many cute cards at bestway..e pics were so cute there was one about how "i wanna tell u how i love u so much i cant hold it much longer" or smth den had dis boy who looked like he needed to pee badly..so cute and so many more but one card so ex so cldnt get any..life's boring..sigh

L-O-V-E (Nat King Cole)

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you can adore

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you


L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you can adore

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you

second time today cos seldom get to use comp at home...oh well...nth much to say either just typing for e sake of typing...tried blading but failed la cos cant seem to balance so like more of trying to walk den blade but nvm abt tt..tired n dun feel like doing much so bleagh

watched singapore's brainiest kid yesterday and it was ok la..only tt gregory was so cute!!haha..ok im getting crazy but he really cute esp comparing with e many nerds there..haha..today got nth on and mr lee juts reminded us tt common tests was in 2 days and wad am i doing here!?!?haha..learning chinese but always seem to b at same page..oh well

using comp at adrea's house..dun think i'll get a chance to use at home..ndp was over like 3 days ago..was gan kai wan duan but now nth to say..just kinda miss it..yeap n learnt rollerblading on sunday but din quite work out..fell twice and was quite malu but ok la..shall go learn again..common test coming liao and haven start studying so wish me luck..i always liddat one..life's back to its boring state..dun remind me..so busy n getting blur..like adrea..as blur as adrea should be a similie or however u call tt..haha..

"Goodbye To You"

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

had imt today and guess wad?i failed!!..not like its anything new..missed by just 1 pathetic mark lor..stupid mark..hmmph..haha..n smbody got perfect score..kao no fair kz..cant u give up one mark to me den i'll pass? nvm shant brood over it..just hope i'll pass e live range..n *dreaming only* can get marksman..its nice dreaming but reality hurts smtimes..anyway wished i was smarter n better at stuff..i think i really m going frm bad to worse evryday..things now take a longer time to process in my brain..yeap..guess its aftereffects of not eating veggie for donkey years..trying to eat but doesnt wanna go into my mouth..

>>Should I Stay (Chemistry OST)


Had a drive Driven by your love

But when you messed around I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed needed someone true

But you changed your mind or had I failed you?

Wished you've been careful with my heart

But you tore it apart and broke an angel's heart

I guess what's true has an end somewhow

But I am living proof of what love is about



It's hard holding you loving you losing you

It's sad to be true and be fooled by you

I don't know I wanna know Should I stay or should I go



You played me on, played me like a clown

But I feel for you, even though I'm down

My heart is heavy, heavy like a rock

But I am so amused you're still in my thoughts

What's done and I'll never feel the same

But we had some good times, guess it's sad just the same

I guess the truth doesn't matter somehow

But you were living proof, of what love is about

sian man..today was daze-day n walking ard like dunno wad e hell i doing liddat..nth happening..tmr got imt..hope i dun fail..today looking thru e microscope sorta screwed my right eye up and tts my master eye so how e hell am i gonna shoot tmr i have totally no idea..yeap..gonna miss cme..tts very good..haha..there seems to be so much going on on fri i dunno wad to do..anyway countdown to ndp 3days..everythings gonna be over..

STUDENTS DRINKING
You're a novelty sign. You like to joke around,
and most likely are one of the intoxicated
college students, this sign is talking about.
You're the life of the party, and when you're
around, everyone has a good laugh.


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oh yeah?

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives,
Where we're gonna be when we turn twenty-five.
I keep thinking times will never change,
Keep on thinking things will always be the same.
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back,
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track.
And if you got something that you need to say,
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day.
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down,
These memories are playing like a film without sound.
And I keep thinking of that night in June,
I didn't know much of love, but it came too soon.
And there was me and you, and then we got real cool,
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me.
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared,
Laughing at ourselves, thinking life's not fair.
And this is how it feels.

As we go on, we remember all the times we had together.
And as our lives change, come whatever, we will still be friends forever.

So if we get the big jobs, and we make the big money,
When we look back now, will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule.
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye,
Keep on thinking it's our time to fly, and this is how it feels.

Chorus

La, la, la, la. Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la. We will still be friends forever.
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end,
And suddenly it's like we're women and men.
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us around?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town.
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye,
Keep on thinking it's our time to fly.

Chorus x 3


quite sad eh? theres a start, theres an end

You should be dating a Leo.
23 July - 22 August
This mate is honest and loyal, with a sunny
disposition. Though this lion has the tendency
to be arrogant, sulky or smug, he/she is
unrestrained in bed.


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You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.


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woah finally got myself a new blog..it's actually identical but oh well..imt is on thur..we'll be going ourselves..like w/o seniors..kinda scary..its like suddenly we're by ourselves..screwed up my geog test..got like 10/20..tts pretty bad..was plannign to go back primary sch to eat e food but promised to help josef tan to put up board..theres gonna be chocs so not tt bad..haha..i feeling so damn lazy..dun do my hw..n i cant do e number patterns..e first question we did it in e notes but my brain cant do it..ndp's coming..all e time we spent practising..its all for this one day..wow..n common test also comign liao..i think i need lotsa luck for it..my brains konked out..tomorrow will be a happy day =)

[ Thu Jul 31, 07:54:33 PM | JaMiE Ko | edit ]
dunno y e posts dun appear but i'll still type anyway..had maths n physics test n i think smth went wrong with e physics one..it was a 35 in paper n i think i finished it in 15 min..weird..expect to fail anyway..going to peacehaven to bring e old ppl to sch for ndp celebrations..tts considered cip..n doing some sewing thing for cip also..feel so busy..common test coming..few things i need to do:
-stop feeling so sleepy
-save money
-pack my sch desk(ms tan says theres a mountain of rubbish in there)
-organise my worksheets *i think this is impossible
-get a life
-stop complaining its boring
-try to not let things get so boring
-get a haircut
-get ready for ndp
-pack my room
-be smarter

think my brain's shutting down..cant remember things as well n im like slower now? n i had dis terrible headache yesterday night?was listening to symphony 92 fm to get me to sleep.. perfect 10 was a little too noisy n din really help e head =)

[ Wed Jul 30, 08:24:19 PM | JaMiE Ko | edit ]
feeling tired..really tired..had pft yesterday..hate shuttle run..got like 12 secs..its totally horrible..got like c i think..was aiming for a..at least ifah can cheat but shuttle run how!?n today had 2.4 run..12.32 secs..improved by 1min 27 secs..quite happy :) my brain hurts n i got physics n e maths test..was doing some physics just now..my due theory wb..like i think physics n me totally dun click..i dun get physics n it doesnt get me..sigh..i got crappy marks for e chem n bio test..feel horrible but i guess have to study harder n stop cryin over spilt milk..stress stress stress..got so much of it..tmr must hand up journal..i think i lost my friend's one..was collevting it n some went missing..haiyo..

[ Sun Jul 27, 07:07:19 PM | JaMiE Ko | edit ]
today had tuition n i din really pay attention cos he was teaching matrices n we learnt tt liao..bought dis cosmetic bag for 1 buck frm dis rgs girl n she donated 2 bucks for my ncc card :) oh n e dunman high girl name melissa i think she damn flirty lor flirt with e ugly guy behind n ask him question must twirl her hair..haiyo cant stand it man..den when i was walking home (it rained earlier) the floor was filled with dis yellow round thing i think its some kinda seed..it was real pretty..there were like millions of them on e path and it looked so nice..u hafta see it to believe it..yeah n i ate alot today again..nth new..haha

[ Sat Jul 26, 09:09:04 PM | JaMiE Ko | edit ]
today was ndp preview n it was alright..i ate 4 mashed potatoes..i dunno how i got everything down..plus 2 pieces of chicken for dinner..haiz..was hallucinating during e first part of e parade before e simulated prime minister thing cos they were singing some idian n malay song izzit i cant even tell den i think it sorta made me go weird n plus e food..e ppl din look like ppl n i saw food n comp games..weird..got e goodie bag n mum says its better to get e actual day one cos they give some thermometer thing..oh well who cares anyway..feel a little sleepy..oh n eillen called n we're supposed to go out nxt sunday hope i can go plus e day bfore is rod n hope mum might allow me to stay at chalet but i seriously doubt it..busy busy busy n time passes real fast..