Singing in the rain

Friday, April 29, 2005 10:34 PM



o1 comchair!oh my i din really gave it serious consideration but just now gave it a shot n yeah!haha i really want to thank those ppl who support men believe i can do it.n also keng fai for just accepting it under peer pressure(sorry!) and helping me not feel so tense down there.go for prom co man!haha tmr gotta go do some stuff to prepare for sports day n watch touch comp at taka n go class dinner.oh well everything's gonna be fine!(:



Thursday, April 28, 2005 9:05 PM



yesterday ended so late!but we've got our entire exco elected already.congrats on those who got in!wow everything's moving so fast n today gloria my laopo looked so tired poor her gotta juggle so much!we're sup to have a class outing on sat so i hope ppl turn up tho i dun really know e deatails myself.i really hope i'm making e right choice.anyw i think my haircut's quite unique k!got see in magazines on la is not i cut myself!mean ppl who say i did.hmmph.haha oh well



Monday, April 25, 2005 9:46 PM



my feet has blisters la so long nv train on hard ground.in fact i hardly remb really training on hard ground.today was a rather motivated day!had a new file!today was presidential q&a.go mr president!will be calling cin later.quite tired of stuff sometimes.i just dunno wad to do.



Sunday, April 24, 2005 7:13 PM



sinful day.ate choc icecream for lunch already den went over to adrea's house and ate s scoop of simply chocolate at the icecream palour.e second one's so much better:)i filed my stuff!its so neat i cant stand it man.haha and i got a new file for sch!sigh i feel so organised.BUT trig is still too hard for me.im stuck again.n those i did had like really weird fractions.wa the weather is very hot i need a fan blowing in my face.cin nv call me.either tt or she call n i not at home.ah



Saturday, April 23, 2005 9:09 PM



went shopping with gloria today.din really shopped properly but i so long never wear my shoes den today got blister.anyw me n siewchi planned to surprise gloria n she came with this damn big rose for her!haha i so pro la.shared a cookie monster mudpie at nydc with gloria it was so nice!n had mos burger after tt.felt fat.haha.so long haven been out liao.oo adrea bought new shoes its not bad la.if cin came today it'll be perfect but i guess it cant be perfect all the time right?suddenly feel bitter.



12:14 AM



watched a beautiful mind today.can't believe i actually watched part 2 at 5pm today.nv really thought i'll stay back n watch a movie showed for math week.haha den after tt i tried to do math!(really it was not cos i was inspired by e movie!)but trigo was too tough for my slow brain la.had dinner at macs for first time in ages!came home fell asleep.hope tmr can go out with gloria my lao po tmr!haven gone shopping in like a million years!



Thursday, April 21, 2005 10:03 PM



Heart stop pounding before he hears that you care.

"I love this boy who doesn't love me. So I asked my best friend what I should do so he would love me too. He replied, 'Just be yourself because that's the reason why I'm falling for you.'"

yup i'm in my fairytale mood again.



9:18 PM



my dad joined e parents' support group?!!?!?oh my goodness la i cant believe it.anyway today got new ppl coming for training!touch is really nice n fun but its really intimidating when e seniors are so damn good its so scary!today was feeling quite crap in the earlier part of the day but i sorta learnt to change my mood!sort of anyw.but i still get v sleepy during pracs!only like for a sudden moment i'll like wake up (i think its when she cals on me).today slept during chinese n got caught.aiya sleeping alot.friday!last day of week!oh man oh man!im so happy:)



Wednesday, April 20, 2005 11:59 PM



i still get jealous.



9:49 PM



decisions decisions decisions.i hope whatever i choose will be right.i think many people are tired.hope we'll all be recharged soon enough.i think somehow e camp made me feel like i've distanced from so many people.adrea cin.hopefully we'll be able to catch up sometime soon.life goes on no matter you can catch up or not.so just carry all your undone tutorials in your bag n try to copy during recess!ok im getting weird.



Tuesday, April 19, 2005 8:24 PM



i'm starting to get used to the very busy life now.stayed back to try to do econs timed assignment outline.i promise i'll try to catch up on the weekends.it'll be hard to fit pw in somehow.i realised it's a little hard for me to totally not care about class stuff.whenever i see people wanting to pon pe i still feel bad.or when laoshi gives some paper thinking im still e ct rep i still just take it from her n do it.its hard to let go of some things i guess.anyway physics test was very terrible la.haha im no more e mcq queen!

Once upon a broken heart
I was walking alone in the dark
Looking for a way to start again
What I wouldn't give for a friend
There was no love in my life
There was no light in my eyes
All the tears that I had cried and cried
Seemed like they'd never end

And I never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine

hey klar can u send me e song?it sounds so sweet:)



Monday, April 18, 2005 10:44 PM



Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time.



10:00 PM



hai i think i'm gonna give up on physics.im really shity at it.n cin!hai i wanna c ur haircut la cos i bet i'll nv c how it looks like today ever again.to think they tot u were a touch rug spy.haha thats so funny la.sigh busy busy.



Sunday, April 17, 2005 9:48 PM



came home today!!so dirty n tired but i quite liked e camp:)minos!we're like so nice k.everyone in my group was wonderful i hardly think there how can it be a better .our item was pretty funny n all thanks to paul!!plus u cheorographed our cool dance n u did ai ni so well too!!but im like so dead haven done so much hw.i think i'll stop at question4 halfway for chem tut since i dun understand chem bonding i keep on doing also no point.haha.damn there's still chem prac phy prac econs essay outline phy tut phy yest econs test.life is just so good u know.



Thursday, April 14, 2005 9:09 PM



tomorrow got council camp!i haven't washed my pe shirts to bring!ah!and hw.oh man.but today touch rug was fun!oh well its been fun for quite long liao la.eating rotiboy for e first time.its retty nice.but so oily!oh man oh man i cant remember e council item dance!hai.everything's gonna be alright!i miss cin.i miss many things.



Wednesday, April 13, 2005 10:56 PM



today went to turf city to cheer for e xcountry ppl.time passes so quickly its been a yr.still remember last yr we held vanguard sheets with names of those crescent ppl running.sigh i miss those happy times.felt quite dumb waiting for 284 at e bus stop when it takes like 10 min to walk home frm there la.so pissed with e dumb bus system.anyw when i came back mum was talking crap la.not tt i really blame her.i did come home at like just 15 mins ago.anyw met up with adrea bess cin at e xcountry cheering den we went over to liting's house to talk n have dinner!it was perfect(tho a little hot).didnt even have to think about homework or e busy schedules and stuff.just talk n laugh at every1.drats.miss everything.



Monday, April 11, 2005 8:52 PM



discusing stuff online now.minos!ahah.anyw wed hopefully i'll be going down to cheer.xcountry!i hope i dun have to give up touch rug i nv really tot of skipping training tho now i know i have to soon.sigh man.



Sunday, April 10, 2005 7:16 PM



it always happen la.procrastination.i shall at least finish my gp essay tonight.den e other stuff try to rush tmr la.hai.freddie idiot better go see doctor quick.n gloria lao po i'm always your lao gon k everything will be fine i understand:)and adityo welcome back!ok im gonna hav t learn to manage my time frm now on.haha.this week got tests so im pretty screwed!:)im trying to look on the bright side of life.



Saturday, April 09, 2005 9:02 PM



had council initiation n i didnt know i could get this pink.my hair din even feel like hair anymore.paint is evil.haha anyw im e minos for eleco and xunyu v nicely volunteered to be e grp leader!haha n he kindly let us use his house pool shower to clean ourselves of pink paint!had golden rooster for dinner.rather tired but quite happy.i think.



Friday, April 08, 2005 9:52 PM



all of orange got in!so did bazhang n x-se haha.my q&a skills arent good but nvm la all over liao anyw right?thanks so much for supporting us k?im sure orange will be remebered for a long time at least i will remeber e banner is with me!and thanks cheeky no wonder e brand is sins.so deliciously sinful.i feel indebted.tmr got clashes already.hope everything will work out in e end.finally e weekends i wanna take a break.(:



Thursday, April 07, 2005 9:49 PM



oh ya n i really wanna thank e seniors who helped today with our orange squash giveaway!tallie yaochen cheeky shihan ok michael u abit also la.n wang hao for e trash bags altho i din use as much as i told u to bring haha oops overestimated.thanks everyone for helping.so nice u all are!:)



9:38 PM



tomorrow!scary.im so gonna die for e phy test its independent learning la n obviously i haven tried to learn anything yet.sigh no mcqs some more.no stage fright tmr pls!



Wednesday, April 06, 2005 9:05 PM



cin came by today:)played table soccer.i must improve!i think mr gow is quite nice he din scold me for sleeping in class.haha.it was a pretty good day today i guess.nt tt tiring.n e oranges were cute!im so piled up with hw.sigh.



Tuesday, April 05, 2005 9:00 PM



2.4 today.its ok this yr is slack yr nxt yr i'll improve!sth weird happened today.dunno wad it was exactly.just made me feel odd.oh well.anyw this person presenting supposedly sound n look like me?!everytime she said sth lame so many ppl turn n look at me la.at first i heard "Jamie!" in e middle of e presentation la.scare me.den ya i realised got some resemblance haha.looking forward to tmr!sch's ending at 2!n friday too!gonna watch e polo match :)



Monday, April 04, 2005 8:48 PM



just came home!i ate chicken porridge!so proud of myself i din walk onto macs n sucuumb to temptation.haha.anyw today's trainign was diving day.i must have looked silly.today was e first day wearing sch u n it wasnt tt bad just tt cant open your legs very wide.oh well.i feel mean sometimes.i must not get irritated easily.hmm yes tomorrow shall be a better day.but is napfa really tmr?!if yes den im so dead.our sch doesnt even let us practise!boo.



12:40 AM



adityo's so abstract.im now stuck n cant slp cos i cant understand any of his blog entries.oh well.din finish e pw crap.but did math tutorial!n finish chinese compo!:)



Sunday, April 03, 2005 3:34 PM



just came back frm icecream palour.ahh!ate a scoop of simply chocolate in a cone.delicious.when i was walking back i bought a raspberry ripple in a bread icecream!!damn.i am greedy.



2:06 PM



just went for a run n did some sit ups with hope of trying to salvage those horrible fast food eating habits of mine.oh well hope it isnt too late.haha.guess wad im gonna meet adrea at the icecream palour at 2.30.so much for e healthy diet lifestyle thing huh.i feel v guilty i refused to go to malaysia with family for qing ming.but i mean my dad jus told me yesterday tt we are going today?!tt leaves me with no time to even try to do any work la.not tt im really doing any now yet but im gonna try later k.i aim to finish my chinese compo n pw crap n do some math or chem tutorial.oh well just aiming high again.haha



12:06 AM



today had a bad start but ended up ok la.did all e oranges!nearly went crazy.disracted now.type another time.haha



Friday, April 01, 2005 9:59 PM



argh.feeling quite crappy now.i feel awful.its tt stupid mood that makes me think alot again.i really think tt either im too immature or e world is really fake.who cares abt so much stupid boring stuff.i dunno.its just me n my stupid brain thinking weird thoughts.everything is stinky.ok dun ask or comment abt this part of e entry ok.

anyway today im a real poser finally!wore ac uni for april fools!haha some say i look like poser some say i look like beng some say i look like animae some say i look shuai some say i look handsome some say i look cutesome sa i look like hooligan.haha yay at least got positive comments.but most agree tt i look like a guy in it.hahaha tt was e most fun thing today i think:) cin came in e same uni too.haha