Friday, September 30, 2005 10:12 PM
this is the third time i'm typing this.lousy comp.yes as i was saying i did sth really dumb for physics.ahhh.please let me pass can alr.anyway thanks for the bag:)(tallie michael cheeky right?)haha oops.and hai.dun wan to change.dun wan dun wan.i am so idiotic.maybe i really am bad.
gosh.
Thursday, September 29, 2005 10:17 PM
scaredd.stupid haven't finished phy.and must start remembering gp.ahh.this is scary!
5:11 PM
tomorrow!so scary!hai.never mind faster come faster go.only that i'm super unprepared.but always fail anyway.gp n physics.ah.failed both during bt.never mind think positive!
i want to watch you run!why must have math n cl ao papers.
Wednesday, September 28, 2005 10:59 PM
damn.its 11 and i can't bear to leave.you you you laa.
10:12 PM
i will go off at 1030.i must be disciplined!today's physics lesson alloed me to see some light.why didnt it come earlier.man.and i wish there were such things for the rest of the subs too.anyway today is leo's bithdayy!haha happy birthday.
okay 1045.i promise.
Tuesday, September 27, 2005 8:46 PM
i'm wasting my time againn.had some more presents:) thanks laogong butler n brush for the wallet:) and ecaco for the so rubbish thing!only u all can think of it and embarrass me!thanks anyway:)and da en!haha.okay i can't multitask.rah.give you some attention.haha
Monday, September 26, 2005 10:29 PM
today was the perfect waste of time.if you get what i mean.(:
Sunday, September 25, 2005 10:44 PM
it's not good to have your mum's birthday one day after yours when it's less than a week from promos.you can't study the day before your birthday and you can't study the day after cos its' your mummy's birthday.gosh i am so dead.sinful dinner too.i ate a whole goddamn chocolate freckles peak myself!and i tied a knot in the cherry stalk with my tongue:D okok i need to get down to do my eom.
i don't know what makes me hold on.i think its you.
Saturday, September 24, 2005 10:48 PM
okay back from the hunt.I LOVE MY NERD CLUB:)less is more.more is even more.so here's an individual thank you message for all of you.
Adrea: thanks for doing all things so sneaky.and for all the stress you were under being worried that you'll mess it up.don't worry you didn't(: "AHHHHHHHHHHHH"
Bess: yesyes you are the best!really happy to see you cos i thought your mummy wouldn't let you come so late.i miss you so much!now you got your darlingg already must update me with all e developments okay?(: "SHIT JAMIE SAW ME"
Cin: yes you.the one who's worse than me.te one who still wouldn't give me a hug despite it being my birthday.i know you don't mean it.haha.sorry i messed it up a little but i know true leaders can only be seen in times of adversity:) "YOU ASSHOLE WHY ARE YOU HERE"
Liting: another one!mummy so strict i'm so glad you came:) you and bess are more distant than cin and adrea but that doesn't mak me love you less!you and your 17 slaps. "AHHHH.HAPPY FINDING THE CLUES"
friends are the bestest.especially my nerdiest friends:) they make me the happiest:) 17 balloons are alot and they make me look like a complete fool running around with them.but they are pretty and i love them all.thanks nerdies:)
8:34 PM
maybe it loses its splendor as you grow older.but thanks:) i was pretty surprised.haha.here's the people i would like to thank for making the nasty ageing process much more enjoyable(i think it's gonna be quite long so just look under the category which you'll probably be in.
05s63: The family!(laogong laopo butler brush) and my brother!yes i love the puma cap and top(laopo!yueling cher samuel!) and thanks(freddo jx samuel) so much for going to get my cake during break and ending up late for lecture:)the other people in class yes you all made me much happier for so much enthusiasm when you all said you were not going to sing my birthday.haha.but yes i love the class tons.
council: kailinggg!thank you for the top(i realised the puma one's also red and white.i'm like so patriotic.hehe) and for your constant encouragement when i complain about dumb rubbish.and yes mark for the present in my face.not my fault tt time i had to put yours in the hole ok.and every single one who msged me to wish me a good birthday.yes thanks for remembering(extra thanks to those who told me to stay hot.haha jk)
the REAL family: thanks mummy and daddy for the angbaos:) and my sis and bro for the handphone pouch and earrings.(okay cindyko i still think the pouch very obiang.haha)
random people from hc: yes those in my senior class thanks for remembering too.enthusiastic cheeky owes me a big present because he was so enthu abt my bday he wished me 1 day in advance.haha.and tallie!and yes the gay yaochen who gave some random call in the morning.haha oh and shiyang for the very early present.thanks
random people not from hc: okay theres alot.like ms tan!yes quote"i must remember!afterall you are my model chairperson :D".and huey yinggg!!!!goodness you remembered!tan siewchi i am not fat okay!haha remember i love you like i love fatty chicken drumsticks.hahaha.jiadi also!and adityo you woke up just in time at 12 (what time is it over at US?) to say happy birthday:)and yess taneemin for being well.surprising:)sorry la i deprived you of sleep.haha
nerd club: must thank one.every yr thank lor.just like that lor.haha.adrea so sneaky.but yes still love all of you.i know it when you all got stuff up your sleeves okay.
the list could go on forever.but i think you'll die reading.sorry if i left you out you can come fnd me to get your name on the credits:)birthdays are always special.today isn't an exception.im going on my hunt now:)
Friday, September 23, 2005 10:11 PM
all the things they do to make you happy.i love my class.the family(yes including the brush and the fired-a-million times butler) and those who are distantly related all made me feel superly special:)how can i forgot kailing and all the random not in my class but still mean alot and care alot.nevermind i'll do the full thing tomorrow.
thank you.
Thursday, September 22, 2005 10:39 PM
new phone.don't want you to go:(
Wednesday, September 21, 2005 10:07 PM
suddenly the night seems to be going down the drain.why don't i understand anything.i hate feeling like this.
and i didn't even mean it.
Tuesday, September 20, 2005 9:44 PM
when you don't fall asleep studying:writing bright pink and orange notes with kailing.
when you go mad and lose yourself:ms yan's gp period.
when you know something's wrong:cry laughing.laugh crying.
Monday, September 19, 2005 10:19 PM
and i'm here playing solitaire.what the hell for.
10:05 PM
deadd.still not in the focussed mode.and i got more wrongs in my phy than ever.dynamics only okay.dumbbb.please slap me:(
the days aren't getting better.
don't bluff.
Sunday, September 18, 2005 6:47 PM
i don't know why i'm here when i don't have any clue of what to type.porridge does not make you fat.i ate porridge for dinner.i will not be fat.
7 minutes.
6.
goodbye.
Saturday, September 17, 2005 7:20 PM
my mum is crazy.i think she's watching stairway to heaven for about the 4th time or something.gosh she's like one of those dumb still-going-through-puberty girls who go mad over some guy(i already got past that stage hopefully it will never ever come back).hehe.quite funny.and she keeps tempting me into watching another show.must be some other serial or movie that has kwon sang woo inside.rubbishh.
and i realised the bed isn't a good place to attempt to study.especiall for a stupid boring subject like physics.you'll fall asleep.i think i studied for 1 hour on the bed and slept for 2 and a half hours.doesn't balance does it?
haven't ran in ages.somehow the canal seemed longer today.i am getting slower in all aspects man.
Friday, September 16, 2005 9:31 PM
i hate dumb jamie.it's stupid how she takes like 10 minutes to understand the cathode anode recuction elecitron flow after hearing the explanation for like 3++ times already.stupid dumbdumb.and how she only gets 2/7 for the mcq in the tys.dumbbb.
if there wasnt welfare duty i'd have gone to rj with laopo.but cin came over to study anyway.wakeup jamie.please start panicking and studyyyyyy.
happy birthday to the sexy hot legs lee yitian.hehe.
and the 9 o'clock show is so huh?ok but i still want to watch it.
8 days to being very happy and then worried and 19 days to freedom.well almost.
Thursday, September 15, 2005 9:34 PM
irritating.even though i have no choice but to study when i'm downstairs i can't seem to do anything.arghhh.and this girl was singing which made matters worse.not that her voice was bad but its just she was listening to her mp3 and singing along so it was pretty irritating.arghh.and i missed you again!damn.stupid tv.why must i be watching it??ok cannot ji dong.miss miss miss you.-slap myself-
Wednesday, September 14, 2005 9:28 PM
now i found someplace to study.the obscure study corner at my void deck.there are zero distractions unlike home where there's the computer and tv and food!or too much sleep.(except thinking of you) i cannot do anything other than work.okay and daydream too but that's another story.i shall go there more.
phy spa was scaryy.the after effects were still haunting me for a good 15 min after the thing.rahh.so many things to do so little time.
10 more days:) i wanna be oh so happy.
Tuesday, September 13, 2005 10:16 PM
oh ya.my mummy's mad.she went to join some kwongsangwoo fanclub or sth.she was reading some messages or some nonsense from other fans and i'm like ?!?!?!?.she is so lag.but it's really queer seeing your mother so mad over some korean star.
i don't want to fail physics!okay stop thinking.i don't like to go madd!ok i am not making sense here.
9:31 PM
this is dumb.i should be doing revision!okay never mind cos the new 9 o'clock channel 8 show is interesting.its so huang miao i dunno how it can be real.irritating!i don't feel like doing any work.idiot idiot.and i want to eat chocolate now:(i must stop having those evil cravings.discipline!cannot give in.
physics spa is tmr.how come i don't seem to be doing anything about it??
captain's ball with the class really gives you abs.i nearly died/peed in my shorts laughing.we are just such a funny bunch when we play(recall ball bouncing off shawna's head like twice.hehe).that made pe actually fun today!didn't slack or do boring stuff.
ahh i must do it.yes i will attempt to read physics.i think.
Monday, September 12, 2005 6:34 PM
i'm such a slacker!never mind come online ealy do work later.haha.n i think i messed up my chem test.never mind!i am going to watch america's next top model later:)happy happy.daddy wants me to keep the laundry.my sister is irritatingly lazy.sleep sleep sleep la.make me get scolded.i don't want to do the issues and ideas.so much.i want to complain about random stuff.i was in the stupid whiney mood today.and i cannot eat prata today because it is so loaded with oil and fats so i ate sushi for dinner instead.
apple for later.i'm hungry:(
我没有你的消息 因为我在想你
Sunday, September 11, 2005 5:45 PM
this is dumb.i am playing solitaire.and i can't win until after 5 games or sth.irritating.do work!!
gosh.
4:19 PM
went back to sch to help clean up.doing the metrosexual compre halfway but im falling asleep.cannot be sleepy!
just remembered that i am an anomaly!yes really.the length of your left fingertips to the right fingertips should ideally be about your height but mine is wayy off.i have short arms and tiny hands.
today felt quite 幸福. and tan siewchi i don't care we must go out after promos.someone so sexy yesterday la.haha and i really still don't get how to wear a hairband.what is wrong with my way huh?you better teach me!
great gab made me happy twice!yay.
2:21 AM
I don't care if being with you
is meaningless and ridiculous
If it's wrong or right.
I'm gonna give you my love tonight
and tomorrow night 'cause
you're my-i-i-i-i-i, baby, you're my favorite waste of time.
My-i-i-i-i-i, baby, you're my favorite waste of time.
1:04 AM
and so it is.over already.i miss fireball.and maf.thanks for coming hope everyone enjoyed themselves:)i did.
thanks dawei!!you are so niceee!for the "graduation as a fireballer" cert and chocs and so much drinks:)
jinrui: for your postcard and hairbands:)
joy: for your so unexpected encouraging note!(i don't flirt with too many people okay!hehe) :)
xun and runi: for being great members of our fireball teamm:)
kailing: for withstanding all the late nights to plan for the whole big maf:)
weeleng: for being kailing's wonderful secretary:)
cin and liting: for coming tho u had no link to hc or the mass dances and songs(being the highlight)
and everyone else i didn't but made this whole experience so memorable.oh ya ms wang for sending me home.haha.okay sounds as if i won some big award.but going through maf is something i don't think i'll ever forget or not miss.ahhh.
Friday, September 09, 2005 10:36 PM
learning college songs now.why must the chinese words be so difficult.
come for maf tomorrow!even if you have zero interest in celebrating mid autumn or whatsoever, at least come admire the beautiful lightings(we painstakingly hammered in every lightbulb), pretty centrepiece, massive citygate(scaffolding and climbing all over just to put up chang e), colourful fountain(yes!with lights and all set up by ourselves!) and of course the oh-so-wonderful fireball(soaking our hands in kerosene and getting wire cuts and playing with so much fire).come see what we sweat, bled, cried, laughed over for the past 16 work sessions.it's gonna be our show.where everyone's gonna see the fruits of our labour.whether we do speedy flawlessly or sing without missing a note, i don't think it matters so much anymore.When everyone link arms to sing 唱一首华初的歌, or shout their lungs out when the opposite sex sings in 心旅, or simply when you laugh at the person in front of you trying to do right-jerk left-jerk with his/her butt in Wild Wild West, everything just falls into place perfectly doesn't it?
we've come a long way.tomorrow's the night.cherish it.
Thursday, September 08, 2005 9:22 PM
Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
12:25 AM
full dress rehearsal!i think i have grown very attached to our small fireball family:)with our so nice fireball ic dawei(who's going to treat us alot alot.hehe) i am enjoying myself always.oh and this is a little late but happy birthday mark:)and i am lucky to have nice people who never fail to protect me!kailing(when i grabbed her and hid behind her from that evil cockroach) and calvin(when i jumped and grabbed his hand when the alarm system suddenly went off).it's no joke to be in school so late okay!scaryy.today had quite a few spooky stuff(the evil fireball!and knot through the twine).
enough of that.mei you yuan fen:(and i so wanted to catch up with liting!!hai.exciting!!!cin n adrea better tell me abt it.hehe
Tuesday, September 06, 2005 8:22 PM
what's wrong with me.i checked under that pile about 3 times and why didn't i see it.gosh i'm blind.
8:17 PM
i can't find my chem tys!!ahhh did anyone see it?:(
3:38 PM
very sleepy.adrea's laptop cant type l properly i gotta press hard.i will do the fluids tutorial later!i wrote out the definitions on drawing block in very colourful ink.was studying at kap but the woman said it was lunch hour and people were complainin that there was a lack of space.i really wonder how effective studying at adrea's house is.i think listening to symphony 92.4 makes you sleepy.or maybe its just physics.
wake up!
12:13 AM
i am inspired to go on a healthy diet after watching america's next top model.felt so yesterday.i heard something on the advertisement for mayday's new album.something like if we could go back and relive those precious moments they won't be as precious as they are to us now.quite true ain't it?goodbye.
Monday, September 05, 2005 8:23 PM
i am only leaving all those things so that i can laugh at them.cin u better be thankful i am so nice to you.thank you for the icecream today(tho i do deserve it for checking through your summation-you suck!make me look until so dizzy and all e mistake is due to the wrong sign!)ok today i studied at adrea's house!but i also pulled out about 10 strands of hair cos i cannot get chemical equilibrium.i hate le chatelier.his stupid principles.and i like my green book.and new markers.i feel motivated to write things!
when i say random things they might not be completely random though some are maybe when the hairband breaks or ring gets too tight they mean something but i'll never really know.i hate it when my daddy shouts.everbody flares up and there goes the not so happy family.i know what i'm talking about yet i don't.keep quiet.come fly away with me.i hate quarrels.i want bailey's chocolate chip icecream in a cone now.thank you very much.
It's like jumpin
It's like leapin
It's like walkin on the ceilin
It's like floatin
It's like flyin through the air
It's like soarin
It's like glidin
It's a rocket ship you're ridin
It's a feelin that can take you anywhere
So why they call it fallin
Why they call it fallin
Why they call it fallin
I don't know
There was passion
There was laughter
The first mornin after
I just couldn't get my feet to touch the ground
Every time we were together
We talked about forever I was certain it was
Heaven we had found
So why they call it fallin
Why they call it fallin
Why they call it fallin
I don't know
But you can't live your life
Walkin in the clouds
Sooner or later
You have to come down
It's like a knife
Through the heart
And it all comes apart
It's like someone takes a pin to your balloon
It's a hole
It's a cave
It's kinda like a grave
When he tells you that he's found somebody new
So why they call it fallin
Why they call it fallin
Why they call it fallin
I don't know
Ooh, why they call it fallin
Why they call it fallin
Now I know
12:06 PM
i ate up the dumb muffins.goodness
Sunday, September 04, 2005 9:15 PM
caught you.
8:50 PM
i made a book!a nice green book with the shiny confetti thing i'm obsessed with now.it's so pretty.it says "Jamie's Book:) (to plan for promos) "See! i did some work!ok never mind.art is fun.
i don't want to do work!:(
i missed you!damn.ok mei you dong xi:)
3:38 PM
fell asleep waiting for mum and sis to finish using comp yesterday.maf rehearsal was pretty tiring yesterday but it went well!don't need to go back school on mon!my fellow chic is so pro:)go kailing!!
i'm proud of myself.so accomplished:)filed my worksheets.somehow i don't hate filing as much as i used to last time.maybe cos if i don't file now i've got nothing to study from.haha.i am going to plan a timetable!yes really.
everybody please come for maf!the lightings are sooo good.saw it for the first time last night.it blew me away.you can really just sit under it and go waaa.really.but please support fireball too.we go through getting so many wre cuts and soaking our hands in kerosene just for you all okay.my hands still have some kerosene smell despite bathing PLUS washing my hands with handwash.stinky.
i am going to eat icecream with adea on a rainy day.
Friday, September 02, 2005 8:56 PM
math was yucky.but nevermind.hope we'll get everything done tomorrow so monday will be free.i wanted to see liting!oh well never mind i'll see them when they get together:Dbanner looks good.come for hc open house!and maf!
not everything has to have a reason.candy doesn't.dreams don't.i ain't got one for missing you either.
Thursday, September 01, 2005 11:14 PM
stupid superstar.make me never do math.ahh.i give up.hmmph.but i thought kelly was good.
and i jus got reminded of our fun spa exercise.AHHH
7:48 PM
Fly me to the moon
Let me sing among those stars
Let me see what spring is like
On jupiter and mars
In other words, hold my hand
In other words, baby kiss me
Fill my heart with song
Let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore
In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you
7:08 PM
i will do math later.went to kap to study and there was a war.i've got scars all over.and cin is very sneaky and pervertic la.i've nv seen ppl using toes as a weapon!gosh.this one that one the one.she says it's dying.but not so soon right?my sis went to watch the superstar finals.sounds fun.rj got a day off tmr.i've only got a math lecture test.yay.
i know so little about her.it's sad.
good luck for the people who got prelims tmr don't worry i got a math test too.
You blow a fuse
Zing boom
The devil cuts loose
Zing boom
What's the use
Wow bam
Of falling in love
The sky caves in
The devil cuts loose
You blow blow blow blow blow your fuse
When you've fallen in love