Tuesday, January 31, 2006 7:32 PM
In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cause true love never dies
In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'll never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other, standing on the same street corner though it rains
Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world I'd make this last
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
And its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cause true love never dies
And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way i feel
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
And its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies
Saturday, January 28, 2006 9:28 PM
i'm not falling sick.not not not!:)
9:19 PM
it's odd i don't feel the chinese new year spirit.nevermind when the angbaos start coming in i think i'll feel it:) and next sat we're going to the chalet at changi.so pretty the seaside!aiya i hate it when i'v got limited time on the comp.can't wait for tue too nerd club gonna visit laureen!
rush rush rush.why can't i have more time:(
Thursday, January 26, 2006 11:10 PM
tomorrow's cny celebrations!:) i'm damn happy now.heh.okay that was random but yup let's smile while we can:) i feel so damn proud of you:) okay shit it's getting stupid to smile so much.and i really love the j1s this year did i tell you that?:) okay enough of the smiling.goodnight you people out there.
Sunday, January 22, 2006 9:19 PM
so what did i do today?a little bit of alkenes.and i got stuck.nevermind.and i couldnt stop eating.i bet i ate more than half of bro's icecream.but i think it was quite a slack day today.i shall go shower and try to finish the alkenes.sleeepy.and where did you go.lala.
the more i think of you, the less you'll think of me.right?
12:22 AM
did new year shopping today and spent a hell lot of money(okay i just didn't spend so much in a long while).
miss you.
Thursday, January 19, 2006 10:45 PM
today was a better day.much better:)
Wednesday, January 18, 2006 11:27 PM
today started out baddd.but it ended good anyway, cos o1 evaluation was good(i think) and we had our treat from our o1 teachers(okay yes mr lee you say i haven't thanked the teachers here yet so here's THANK YOU for the food.heh).
i'm looking forward to tomorrow, and tomorrow's tomorrow, and hoepfully all the tomorrows:)
Monday, January 16, 2006 8:35 PM
went running and got lost!it was terrible la tsk ran so far!ran till jelita there and then down to holland v but later we got messed up with the directions and the guys refused to ask for directions.nevermind felt fit!exercise is always good.
and when you hear those random people walking past you(i don't exactly know who they are but they are j1s) and shouting let's jam! together you feel really honoured:)
Sunday, January 15, 2006 10:28 PM
went to vsit the best friend today.and wrote letters to both her and adrea.will be trying to make up for all i did(or rather, didn't do).
completely lost at school work.i mean completely.nevermind.
and such choices are the most horrid to make.
Saturday, January 14, 2006 10:45 PM
i miss the best friend:(
1:32 AM
o1's really over this time.oh man haha despite all he stress and worrying that i missed out stuff(but i have all the great com members who'll rememeber for me), i think i'll really miss it.how often do you get to ask the people the same question everyday and getting an enthusiastic response?especially when it's sorta like the shortform of your name?heh.but all these aside, i really really want to thank all my committee members, i thinkthat they should get more recognition for everything they did, like campfire com for the wnderful night we had, games com which stayed up so many nights to plan those fixures n routes, packaging which gave us hundreds of the free packages, programme ics who pondered so long over how to fit stuff into our random slots given, publicity for having such great designs seen anywhere and everywhere throughout the 2 weeks, and dear rui my sectretary who never fails to reassure me that i'm not going to bur my fingers and i'll light the campfire properly(i realised u're job is made so much easier when we only had 2 formals.haha).other than the 14 people in my wonderful committee, i reallly wanna thank the council for bearing with me for all my last minute worksession changes and random staying back and sudden new things in a day.
and here's the most important who made o1 as successful as it was.the j1s.i'm reallly impressed by all of their infectious enthusiasm, somehow they managed to make their whole 2 weeks full of spirit and energy.i love the way you all shout "let's jam!" so loud even though you all must have heard me ask the question like 536858 times.i love the support and understanding you all have for the games we have.and i love the way you love your ogls and class coucncillors and ogs and classes.and especially to my class and my junior class, i really think that u all are wonderful people trying their best to make someone else's life better.we'll be good seniors:)
i'm sleepy.it's been a long day and we're so dammit lucky.thank god:)
Thursday, January 12, 2006 12:28 AM
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you.
Wednesday, January 11, 2006 12:18 AM
met the junior classes today and they are nice and enthu!hha really enjoyed sitting at the table(despite getting niaoed like shit) and talking so much rubbish with them.
returning tolessons tomorrow and i feel completely lost and out of place.yay not bad ah.so i'll just go through all the lessons we have tomorrow and get on with life.wow.haha i think i'm going mad.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006 12:07 AM
really tired to type.but hearing all the voices of them cheering like crazy(even if the teachers scold me for making too much noice) really makes you feel all warm inside, like you really know that orientation is going on and the people are trying to show class spirit and all.i'm damn proud of that :)
Friday, January 06, 2006 10:02 PM
i wish we had more control over the class allocations.nevermind, let's hope monday will be okay.
halfway there people!don't worry i've yet to lose my voice completely:)
Wednesday, January 04, 2006 9:13 PM
oh man.i nearly did something so silly today.thank goodness for cin.oh man i suck seriously.
anyway games are starting tomorrow.get enough rest babies cos we're gonna having fun tomorrow!:)
Tuesday, January 03, 2006 10:06 PM
first day's over!and i'm proud of all the councillors:) things are going to get better ya?i will be more enthu and lively and think of better things to say!and i got toally no mood to study at all.or do any work.i'll just wait for after the 2 weeks then maybe i'll start proper.but after first 3 months then start would be funner.haha okok let's not think so far yet.lalala
Day 1 down!still got more to come!:)
Monday, January 02, 2006 8:38 PM
i hate it when my daddy shouts at us for no damn good reason.sucks.and i don't understand why is it that my mum gets to watch her bloody stupid korean serials all day and no one else gets to use the tv.sucks man.and i want to bloody destress by watching my favourite project runway later and i bet no one's gonna allow that.sucks sucks sucks.
nevermind i shall do something else then.will not let anything ruin my mood today.tomorrow's a very important day!
but i still goddamn wish the dvd player will spoil.owell.
so people, this is it.the real thing. LET'S JAM! :)
Sunday, January 01, 2006 10:30 PM
got up reallly late.will be going to take a bath soon and i think i shall attempt 1 gp question.haha.i will not distract myself from o1 too much.so fast!ahhh.and its irritating how the liquid keeps coming out of that burst burn boil randomly.like no end one la.
cheers. happy 2006:)
2:18 AM
well.a year gone by and i hardly noticed.it's so damn true when they say jc passes so quickly.there were so many things that happened in 2005 and i won't bother naming all of them, but they did change my life, or at least made a difference.new people new places new commitments.
sometimes you get so caught up in the rush of things that you forget the ones that were most important to you.and yes i've come to realise that friends are really important.like the nerd club, like cin, they'll always be there even if others go away or leave you behind you know these are the people you can always count on.and yes the new people like my laopo(although we had some misunderstandings i know we're gonna be a very good married couple!heh.and the LT3 wedding was not THAT lousy okay!) and all the councillors of 32nd, even tho i never got to know many of you well, i really do know that u're all a talented bunch and i'm so thankful i got all of you to help in the o1:) and let's see. i've got kailing my dear chic. we only started to know each other after maf but thanks for always being there.and there's joy.i dunno how she even came in but i'm glad she did:) and yeah we've got random people like taneemin.and tansiewchi the fatty chicken drumstick!i think i've got an affinity with that sch ppl huh.oh yes! and i've got great gab my nicebro who listens to me whenever i'm down.and also samuel my other bro(and i'm his bro too for tt one) who is training to be a counsellor so i'll be able to complain to him when im sad next time.and i remember my senior class.they're really fantabulous.and i hope that we'll be just as nice to our junior class too.
ohyes so much memories to think back upon and smile at last year(2005, sounds weird refering to it as last year). there was speech day.oh yes and campaigning for council.and june holiday hotdates.and whatever flings and newer hotdates.and nerd club gatherings and laughing at the nerdies' boyfriends(of those we least expected to be attached turned out to be the fastest).i always look forward to our birthday treats when we'll gather and update about so many so many things.and it's also just like how i feel attached to 05s63 too and i miss them after not seeing them for so long.
alright i'm a little tired and there's so much of 2005 to think about.but there's 2006 to look forward to too.so let's make the most out of today.okay i see i'm starting to type nonsense.i'm glad for everything that happens to me.and they say that when you drop an eyelash, close youe eyes and blow it away after you make a wish.and i always wish to be ahppy forever.so yup.please come true:)