Friday, December 30, 2005 11:28 PM

i'm really sorry for the bad organisation today.it could have been much better but i guess we weren't really prepared.nevermind we will perservere and it will all go well!come on people let's lift your heads up high and show them what we're made of!silly me burnt my hand by mistake.so lousy ah.nevermind.rest well everyone, and get ready for tuesday. it's gonna be showtime.

:)

Thursday, December 29, 2005 8:42 PM

but we always gotta adapt to sudden and big changes right?

it's coming in less than a week and i'm bloody damn sure that we're capable of anything we set our minds too.just remember my good quote!"it's okay not be hot but not hot-tempered".heh.love you guys.i think the 32nd is a damn good bunch.nice people:)

and for the one who doesn't seem to be smiling,

you are my sunshine,
my only sunshine,
you make me happy,
when skies are grey.
you never know dear,
how much i love you,
please don't take my sunshine away.

so let the sun shine in,
face it with a grin,
smilers never lose,
and frowners never win.
so let the sun shine in,
face it with a grin,
open up your heart and let the sun shine in.

there!i said i was singing it for you and i really was!

Wednesday, December 28, 2005 8:36 PM

cin's looking at dresses online and they are really pretty.especially that babydoll one!anyway just came home from adrea's house.got a little drenched from the rain while walking home.went over to laze around a little and find some let's jammish clothes.haha.there's something wrong with me nowdays.always feeling bloated and wanting to eat more(not that i ate alot la) but i ate a packet of peanut butter m&ms at adrea's just now and i just finshed 2 packets of chicken rings and 2 packets of super rings.i think i'm gonna eat some more.

i will watch america's next top model later!cannot forget.hope tomorrow will go smoothly.and next week's gonna be our show babes and dudes.so let's jam!

Tuesday, December 27, 2005 11:20 PM

today i thank you all for the cooperation.for sitting through the long brieifng and yes you all are the best.and so is my com:)

and yes i miss the ones who aren't here like they usually are.haha

Sunday, December 25, 2005 11:23 PM

less of the christmas-sy feeling.but doesn't make the day less perfect than it could have been.met the nerd club for lunch treat and ate like siao.walked around and took photos.took a bus to(laughing at some of their boyfreinds on the bus trip yes it's really stupid the things they do.haha) adrea's house and lazed around before playing 7 Deadly Sins.IT'S A HILARIOUS GAME.MAKES US SO DAMN MALU.I AM NOT GOING TO SAY WHAT I DID.hha okay i pressed caps by mistake but i am also emphasising on how maluating it is.or funny.looking forward to new year's eve.will be playing it at liting's house i think.

and later when i came home my sis and i went abit mad.we were singing duets and it's really not very often to see both of us spaking to each other without arguing or saying anything unpleasant.and there were a few moments when my dad sis nd bro were sitting at the dining table and eating the 933 curry chicken in some bun and playing some guessing game.sometimes family is nice too.

oh yes thank you for the presents today:) adrea laureen liting daddy and whoever else i forgot.i think having a full stomach makes you think less.happy jamie.

:)

alright now it's time for some work.

12:24 AM

somehow that christmas feeling and smell that i speak about and get so excited over hardly seems to be present today.for now at least.maybe after i get up tomorrow with a wonderful christmas dream it'll come back?i miss it.i have a feeling it'll return full blast next year.cause i'll be so free and don't have anything to worry about:) but that's next year.so meanwhile let's make the best of the day and get entertained by the self proclaimed cool nerd on her webcam.heh.

Saturday, December 24, 2005 10:37 PM

i am not very happy with the things i bought at marina square.everything falls off!firstly the beads of my right slipper dropped off when i was walking to the mrt station so i went home and replaced them with my own beads.and when i was trying to show liting the difference between the left and right slippers(i asked her to spot the difference and at first she couldn't see any diff) and she told me "oh one side got the diamond the other side don't have?" and i'm like "what the hell???".yes the stupid diamond(fake one la duh) dropped off from the right slipper :( and the stitching of the sequins on my long black skirt is so so lousy i keep getting my toes and slippers entangled in them cos the stitches are so wide.gosh.and yeah the thread broke in the end and about 3 sequins fell off:( :( :(

but never mind about that, it was a quite good day i must say.i met cin at 3.30 to buy somebody's present.and i ate a regular strawberry chocolate chip blizzard.and walked around in art friend(i like imagining all the things i'll paint or make if i ever became rich and don't have to study anymore).and i still love the musical box wind mechanism thing at the better toy store.so cute.and later met liting while cin went for phy tuition(i wanna go for mr ong's phy tuition again!).showed her my aladdin shoes that i liked and went to shop for log cake.and ate a curry puff and a pack of regular fries on the way.FAT JAMIE.okay anyway and i saw the mango dress i like on sale!but no more size:(

my stomach is so damn bloated after coming back from adrea's house bbq.had the nice sausages and lamb chop.and played cards as we acted liting's funny scene and shared about the latest developments of ahem ahem.and getting all excited about how we're gonna go our combined nerd club dates next time(yesterday some people went double dating ah.haha).how nice to forget about school once in a while and just enjoy the company of your best buddies.haha just like how some hen clucking person made me forget about the rubbish stuff the other day.heh:)

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Friday, December 23, 2005 11:49 PM

i got giddy trying to find the uniforms from balestier hill secondary and folding the blouses.well at least i earned some money.good experience and now you know how kiasu parents get.

nearly died trying to walk around alone.so when i got tired i bought sour cream and onion pretzel from auntie anne's and sat down and ate besid ethe recycling bin and bought yami yoghurt when i walked past.and when i got really really tired and couldn't find seats at ps, i just went to the toilet and attempted reading issues and ideas when on the toilet bowl.but i'm sleepy!.okay i forgot what i wanted to say.and the night was good when i spent it with the best friend.

gosh i'm sleepy i'm sleepy.can't think right.

Thursday, December 22, 2005 11:13 PM

perhaps love.i still think takeshi kaneshiro is the man i want to marry.hoho.

and i had the stupidest dream yesterday.and today was so scary.i am worried.i will finish the job tomorrow and i promise to make everything right by monday.yes i will.

now good day to those who can cheer me up and make it right.okay i'm not making much sense am i?lalala

perhaps love.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005 11:50 PM

goodday:) hotdate was quite wonderful. thank you very much it was such a joy.lalala :) no it wasn't a rubbish day.haha i told you i'm not gonna use rubbish today.

and when i came online i realised i've got so much to do.please please i can get thru this.I AM NOT STRESSED.haha.rightt.

Tuesday, December 20, 2005 10:23 PM

i was so going to jog in the morning but i left my shoes in school.heh not my fault.tomorrow got hotdate!haha.ad today's fireball burned so very well(except that there was alot of black smoke luckily the school name didn't really turn black).good job campfire ppl:) and games seems to be looking alright too.and so is programme.and packaging.and publicity.and runi my secretary!so yup this is a very random motivational thing la but go people you're all doing a fabulous job so far and one more week and it's e big showw!:)

and i don't know why i can taste the lychee cooler in my mouth still.i think its the syrup it leaves some weird taste inside for a long long time.lala

Monday, December 19, 2005 8:30 PM

other schools get to do their acadamic orientation in the holidays and we have to do ours when school reopens?waste our timee!ohwell sad case anyway had a council sports day thing which my laopo n kengfai organised and i am so lousy and slack i need to exercise more soon!esp after today's sushi buffet.gosh i must've eaten like siao.i had that awful tummy!so i had to suck in and hold my breath a little as i walked long orchard or ppl will all think that im pregnant.nehneh.tomorrow can wakeup abit later, let's hope trial burning goes well:)

things are looking good for me, so how about you?

Sunday, December 18, 2005 9:03 PM

i'm proud of myself!okay not really.i didn't go jog to feel less flabby in the end.was too caught up in that korean show my mummy was watching.snow white or sth.i was scoling about how the show is so stupid and slow and irritating but i just couldn't tear myself away from the television set properly.so as i packed my room i walked in and out a dozen times and wasted a whole lot of time.but it was quite good la and i hope the girl ends up with e younger bro he's much cuter and nicer laa.okay but that wasn't what i was proud of.the real thing was that i packed my room!not really properly but it looks much neater than it originally was.and i kept some stuff away and left them as good memories:)

a random dream: i dreamt i died.gosh.i was shot in the head.and i nearly couldn't wake up cos i thought i was dead.bad dream.tsk

Saturday, December 17, 2005 8:52 PM

shopping!i feel rubbish.finally paid for the rest of the skirt and got my slippers and bought a green flamingo bra!so cute.okay anywayy i have only 5cents left in the wallet.sad case right.i hope money falls from the sky tomorrow.

haha.the days get better:)

Friday, December 16, 2005 8:12 PM

everyday's been spent on council so far and altho i do keep saying i've got no life i realised council's my life.or sth like that.not that i'm really complaining, i like it more when i'm occupied, when i'm not left alone.okay that makes it diffcult to EVER start on homework but when there's no one around it starts getting lonely and empty and sorry but tutorials do not help fill up the void.

on a happier note, thank you yueling for the famous amos cookies:) i like chocolate chip cookies especially without nuts in them because they will get in the way and obstruct the real chocolate taste.heh.sometimes i do feel contented.chocolate does the job pretty well i think.haha.and like the quote from oscar wilde on adrea's house outside the icecream palour - life's to important to be taken seriously.

goodday to everyone :)

Thursday, December 15, 2005 9:09 PM

today went pretty okay.only that i was super tired.stupid kingkong so late for what.haha ohwell nevermind i came home and fell asleep and when i woke up it was dark.when am i going to marina square to collect my skirt??later the deposit forfeited and someone buys it ah:(

and so this is how it's like to feel empty.

1:09 AM

kingkong!so out of point so ugly but that ugly thing as so nice.i am itchy from the previous mosquito bites.argh.and joy is full of rubbish.hahahah

Wednesday, December 14, 2005 2:08 AM

my eyes can't see very properly.and autumn in my heart is such an unglam show make me cry and cry.and i am a little bit sleepy la.i need to blink to see.but it's not cos im sleepy that's why it's blur.maybe i'm going blind.haha

Tuesday, December 13, 2005 6:30 PM

i have my week's budget all worked out!my daddy went away so he gave me my week's allowance and i am NOT going to spend all until i am so pok i have nothing to eat:)worksession is fine except that i got gazillions of mosquito bites.there were like six in almost a row on my left thigh.gross and itchy.went for a jog with kailing.so flabby!i will run more.

everything will be okay?sorry adrea if i made you angry.i really got think about it!

Monday, December 12, 2005 11:45 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITING!
haha the birthday surprise was super entertaining and funny.nicholas was damn brave.anyway it was all successful and all so happy.so long since the nerd club were all tog.looking forward to our xmas:)

and touch rug farewell bbq wasnt much of a farewell since zero seniors turned up but we had fun la.and alot of food.i was sleepy tho.

and yes i'll get that sticker for you.get well soon:)

Sunday, December 11, 2005 8:23 PM

went for some lion funfair thing at republic poly with adrea and alf.and yay alf had 70bucks and i had 10 bucks worth of coupons.we were damn rich!ate like nobody's business and bought so much nonsense and played games it was still hard to finish spending them.and i got a pair of shorts for 5 bucks!but its a little tiny.ohwell.

later went to temasek club and helped my daddy with his booth.it was so boring i nearly grew mould.but there were marshmallows and strawberries with chocolate for free.and popcorn.and er those cute balloon sculptures.but basically i just got really bored.luckily it ended.

and now i'm growing fat:( and i just ate some yanyan biscuits from the fair just now.and some meiji plain crackers.stop it stop it stop wanting to eat flabby jamie.tskk

Saturday, December 10, 2005 10:27 PM

shopping like mad!i bought 3 quarters and a white shirt and racerback and one piglet sleeveless from giordano.haha you stand to gain when you have a mummy who wants to reach a minimum of $120 so tht she can get a free travel and sling bag.haha i think these kinda thing is aimed at my mummy those kinda pattern one.and she is a memeber of some korean actor's fan club.what is the world coming to.

and taneemin where's the fighting spirit??don't so lousy can.tskk

Friday, December 09, 2005 10:13 PM

today is a mad day.i bought a dress and a skirt(okay only partially cos i left a deposit for the skirt cos i didn't have any money left to pay for it) and a pair of earrings(with cin's money).it was a good bargain!and if i had the money i would have bought a pair of slippers and a little golden bag and and and i don't know!oh ya!i want the giordano corduroy shorts.man.so many things i want.i feel like yoyo.promiscuous.hahahahaha.okay that was so rubbish.

1:22 AM

prom was fun and the people looked good!and i think my senior class is really wonderful and they all looked very good too.and selling flowers was made so much easier cos of their support:) and also thank you for all the flowers.i never received so many before tho actually alot of them were given at my suggestion of them buying for me (yes kaizhi thank you so much i like sunflowers.heh).and i do look forward to our prom next year.but that would mean having to get past o1 and a levels.yay.sounds so easy huh.nevermind i am sleepy i shall go sleep.bathe tomorrow la.okay dunno decide later.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005 11:38 PM

naima's sis looks like her!and they make me inspired to go on a diet again!ahh can't wait for the next series!:) :) :)

9:22 PM

nearly couldn't get up today.tomorrow's prom!so fun i am going to see what everyone wears!haha.and i've got a headache after falling asleep with my contacts on at bess's house.

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okay anyway as i was saying, i watched chicken little!and haha he is pretty cute la.especially when he kissed that ugly duckling.so funny!and i had dinner with cin at macs.no actually i ate and she watched.and we couldn't figure out wad e auntie clearing the tables was saying.and finally later i told her we din understand and she pointed to cin and asked "nan hai shi nu?(boy or girl?)" don't cry cin!i get tt too!hahaha.and i am going to watch the return of america's next top model later.yayy.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005 11:41 PM

to the best friend: happy birthday:)

and i hope you had fun today.tho it wasn't nearly so perfect, it's the thought that counts isn't it? and i do hope you like that cake that i made (didn't fool you but fooled adrea bess and laureen.heh). my first time taking a cable car.and mount faber is so pretty someone please bring me there the xmas lights are so beautiful.haha

i am feeling rather sleepy.okay let's hurry get the job done and i can sleep.hopefully.

Monday, December 05, 2005 9:36 PM

i can't believe we spelled orientation wrongly on the banner.tsk gareth!!never mind.it's still nice:) and sometimes i feel real bad os i know my parents are really nice.i will save money!my daddy is so silly.really want to waste money when he is already so broke to buy xmas presents.i feel v xintong when he spends his hard-earned money on silly random things(i remb last year he gave me some stuffed toy dog and some keychain and chocolates i think).actually i love my daddy.and my mummy too la.but i guess it's weird to show it but aiya they are very nice!

this is suc a random entry.cheer up people.you could be so happy.

Sunday, December 04, 2005 7:42 PM

i only wish i was more useful.or at least less useless.nevermind.i got a south african jersey!!and onr of their sch caps:) i think they are very nice people.and there was this one guy who looked quite cute(i think he looks abit like leo.but nvm.haha).i'm al burnt.but it was quite fun.and i think the team deserves alot of cheers!they ran hard and got so tired out.but yes.we have a bbq tmr.i am a little tired.why come back alr never tell me??haha nevermind.

Saturday, December 03, 2005 10:29 PM

i felt so bad about worksession.i promise i will focus more on o1 after sunday.really promise.but i think our touch rug team is really damn good.okay we can get even better but we're damn good alr.(not me, i really think i slack alot and i can't do alot."are you breathing heavily?no?then go do something.") i hope i'll be able to do something tomorrow.jamie wakeup!but yes we beat that south african team!number5 is quite scary.she runs very fast and when i touched her is fell down.i think that was her.they run so hard.but hwachong still beat them 8-3:) tomorrow will be a good day.

Friday, December 02, 2005 9:29 PM

got up late again.and today was totally the best man.cos i was so used to training at 10 so i thought i needed to be in sch at 10.luckily today's official worksession was cancelled.and steph was really nice she didn't kill me.but we were in school till really late.i think it was 4 when we left school.and we had such a late lunch i was so hungry.so yes i went town with the presidents (yes it was good to be escorted by 2 v impt ppl). they helped a little bit in my secret mission to get that ------- ------ thing. but so sad i couldn't get them.they said they had to return it to the supplier or the other salesgirls wanted them already. it was a little bit embarrassing doing what i did but nevermind!i am gonna make that person happy.and steph is pretty amusing.so is jierong(we could bully him when mindy isn't around haha). see i am occupied everyday i can't think so much(i think) haha.

Thursday, December 01, 2005 10:21 PM

im feeling more positive today!had training and i was't really late.got really muddy again andlater went town with mavis and lijia.mavis is really my good friend la!we both don't eat veg!and guess what our birthdays are 2 days apart only!okay haha it'sso silly but nevermind.msn is really stupid nowadays u know.lijia and i nearly went mad shopping just now.so we decided on the presents so randomly.but it's okay la i think.and i suddenly feel positive.heh.surprise:)haha.dumbdumb jamie.