Sunday, September 28, 2003 6:45 PM
Qing Tian (chorus)
gua feng zhe tian
wo shi guo wo zhe ni shou
dan pian pian
yu jian jian
da dao wo kan ni bu jian
hai you duo jiu
wo cai neng zai ni shen bian
deng dao fang qing de na tian
ye xu wo hui bi jiao hao yi dian
cong qian cong qian
you ge ren ai ni hen jiu
dan pian pian
feng jian jian
ba ju li chui de hao yuan
hao bu rong yi
you neng zai duo ai yi tian
dan gu shi de zui hou
ni hao xiang hai shi shuo le bye-bye
a bad translation
the day the wind was blowing
i tried to hold your hand
but the rain had to be so heavy
i couldn't see you at all
how long must it be
before i can be by your side
maybe the day the sun comes out
i'll feel better
there was a time
someone liked you for a long time
but the wind had to be so strong
and blow us further apart
after going through so much
i could love you for one more day
but the ending of story seems to be
you telling me byebye
6:14 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEO:) wasted e day again..was reading my sis's story books den there was dis one tt was quite cute..magenta orange..its pretty funny n told in diff ppl's pt so quite amusing..saw this quote there..
it's hard to look at a person when you only see bits that you like..quite true eh? ate instant mash potato in e morning..tasted quite good..den ate my mum-n-my birthday cake..its chocolate mousse..very nice..it was left standing alone in e fridge till today..den e candles are all abandoned on e table..one more week n it'll come..that big gross monster that steals your sleep and makes u go crazy n pissy n gives u headaches n doesnt allow u to enjoy yourself..bloody exams.haha
Saturday, September 27, 2003 10:34 PM
Had english exam today and it was damn difficult..think im gonna do badly n i wrote abt sm1 living in e forest for e compo..wad crap man..studying chinese but keep getting stuck at e same page..e first one..it took me two days to learn one page now its even longer.. hope exams will be over soon..we seem to have so much to do after it..shopping watching movies and soccer..ya must practise cos i suck and oh ya they wanna have a steamboat..cool huh..at liting's house..n me n laureen haven given our treats yet..laureen says its gonna be a surprise for them n im assuming she's planning it..just finished mopping e floor..house is so dirty oh ya n i kept e 15 candles on my hersheys pies and it seems to be attracting ants..haha..shall clean it again =) good luck to everyone having exams or going to have them..its horrible studying isnt it?
Wednesday, September 24, 2003 10:09 PM
Today's my birthday :) very happy cos i felt so loved..haha e part b's baked a delicious chocolate cake for me..adrea bess laureen were being sneaky and came up with dis brilliant surprise for me. they bought 10 hersheys choc pie n 5 strawberry cheese pie which makes a total of 15 n made a circle outta it n had one candle on each of them..cin was bringing me around to stall for time 4 e surprise..n mr josef contributed to it also..so a big
THANK YOU to all who have contributed in one way or another to make my day so special..n thanks to my vice-chair chengcheng for contributing to e 'cake' also :) but today is not e right day to have a birthday cos its before exams and im feeling e stress..thanks to those who rememeber my birthday..still got less den 2 hours left so better enjoy it..damn dunno wad to get for my mum's birthday tmr
cute quote:If a kiss was a raindrop i'd send you showers, if a hug was a second i'd give you hours, if smiles were water i'd send you the sea, if friendship was a person i'd send you me
Someone asked me what I see in you...my only answer, was everything
Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control
Everyone wants happiness, yet no one wants pain, but you cant see a rainbow without a little rain
Sunday, September 21, 2003 4:28 PM
(: HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPH :)
4:27 PM
yesterday had chinese oral den screwed it up..today got up at like 5 plus in e morning to go to bukit timah hill..its supposed to be training for e everest thingie..im not even gonna go since im only a reserve.it was crazy man i nv knew i cld get up so early n walk up n down e hill at least 6 times. we took all e possible routes i think.e rock path forest fall path crazy stairs path n wadever was available there..its amazing how such a small pile of sand can let u walk round n round w/o an end. after e whole thing i was like a stinking pig..but looking back i cant believe i went thru so much n when i finished cin just woke up -_-"..haha learnt 4 yan yu today..fell asleep learning halfway-goes to show how boring it is..
Friday, September 19, 2003 10:33 PM
Some silly quotes
I wish i had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had, but i can't becasue I know you won't come after me, and i guess that's what hurts the most.
A million words would not bring you back, i know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears i know because I've cried.
Thank you for teaching me to love, thank you for breaking my heart, I have learnt from both.
10:18 PM
Its pressurising when e ppl around u start to study damn hell alot..its probably e earliest i ever studied for any exam or probably at least
tried cos it isnt really working..i just stare at e bk n it stares back..wonder y dis happens..den i'll look at e pg n i seem to roughly know wads going on den i flip e page n e same thing happens again..its pretty hard to study when there are other stuff up there..oh im e reserve for e mount everest trip thing doubt i'll get to go but great to be chosen anyway..got to make passport n stuff n got 2 make ic soon..birthday is coming oon..feel the old age creeping up me..haha..now its like study time n everyone's studying n feel bad using e comp..guess i'll try n study tmr..
argh
Sunday, September 14, 2003 10:08 PM
Orange Coloured Sky
I was walking along, minding my business
When out of an orange-colored sky
Flash! Bam! Alakazam!
Wonderful you came by
I was humming a tune, drinking in sunshine
When out of that orange-colored view
Wham! Bam! Alakazam!
I got a look at you
One look and I yelled "Timber"
"Watch out for flying glass"
'Cause the ceiling fell in and the bottom fell out
I went into a spin and I started to shout,
"I've been hit, This is it, This is it!"
I was walking along minding my business
When love came and hit me in the eye
Flash! Bam! Alakazam!
Out of an orange-colored sky.
i think this song's so cute i saw this little girl singing it on star search a few weeks ago :)
10:03 PM
woah sch's reopening tmr and there's supposed to be a bio test.gd luck to me i only know e definition of aerobic respiration:The breaking down of food molecules with the presence of oxygen and the release of large amounts of energy. Its waste products are water and carbon dioxie. ok i think it sounds a little funny i guess i got sum part of it wrong..feel so horrible dun wanna go back to sch..nv finish so much hw mdm kwan gonna kill me..to think im still whining here n not getting down to do it..n pirates of e carribean was so good..johnny depp was so cool n crazy..haha n orlando bloom was so shuai..esp at e last part with his great hat with one big feather..cant wait..just 10 days more..
Monday, September 08, 2003 10:27 PM
Paint Brush
I keep my paint brush with me
Wherever I may go,
In case I need to cover up
So the real me doesn’t show.
I’m so afraid to show you me,
Afraid of what you’ll do - that
You might laugh or say mean things.
I’m afraid I might lose you.
I’d like to remove all my paint coats
To show you the real, true me,
But I want you to try and understand,
I need you to accept what you see.
So if you’ll be patient and close your eyes,
I’ll strip off all my coats real slow.
Please understand how much it hurts
To let the real me show.
Now my coats are all stripped off.
I feel naked, bare and cold,
And if you still love me with all that you see,
You are my friend, pure as gold.
I need to save my paint brush, though,
And hold it in my hand,
I want to keep it handy
In case someone doesn’t understand.
So please protect me, my dear friend
And thanks for loving me true,
But please let me keep my paint brush with me
Until I love me, too.
10:09 PM
dun have much to say cos nth seems to be happening..smtimes i feel so bad for some ppl cos i really pity them..now im looking at some quotes n poems..some are real cool..i think dis poem's quite cool
Masquerade
You aren't who you seem
Wearing a beautiful mask
Charming and wonderful
You don't want anyone to see inside
To see that you're not perfect
Too bad I believed you
I was in love with your hollow shell
The disguise that hides the real you
Your memory still haunts me
The ghost of someone that never was
A fake image, dry and stale
Entices my memory
And makes me miss your mask
sometimes i wished we cld c e real u..maybe u dun wanna get yourself hurt..we'll nv know until u remove your mask..it hurts to know u arent who u seem to be..oh well..lotsa hw to be done n i wun finish them all..wanna go out but dun think can..seem so busy yet so free..haha
You don't have to speak, move, or touch; just stay beside me... That should be enough
9:48 PM
Have You Ever : Brandy
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for the words to get to their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever found that one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do anything to look into her eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed you eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
What I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What I gotta do to to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you into my world
'Coz baby I can't sleep
Sunday, September 07, 2003 11:21 PM
Protector
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My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
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get some power of my own.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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hey quite close eh?
Neutron -- You don't take sides, you just sort of
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What kind of subatomic particle are you?
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haha lame quiz
11:07 PM
quite long nv blog liao but i think cin n laureen even longer..lately like to play soccer(i'm pretty screwed at it though) and wanna play again..today played with adrea's friends n i hit 2 balls with my head but they din seem to go in e correct direction..everytime i kick e ball it goes e wrong way but oh well at least i get e ball now..beats friday..i think i came in contact with e ball barely twice..but was so hot today cos wearing 2 layers to play..i think i'd do better if u tell me i was in a team but secretly put me in e opposite one cos i always seem to pass e ball 2 e opposing team..wish cld be as pro as adrea..today went shopping n bougth 2 white tops n 1 op shirt..feel weird cos like i get to buy stuff when shopping with mother..hols start liao but dun feel like im in festive mood. so much homework..hope tmr will be a gd day=) happy birthday
Wednesday, September 03, 2003 10:04 PM
yay today's a pretty gd day..man marksman nv came so near to me.haha.just now sneezed i think 5 or 6 times consecutive.tiring man.sch's boring n everytime i get my tests back i think i did not bad..only to have my friends getting way higher den me.so sad.oh ya i wanna go switerland for e MIT thing!!ok maybe not for the MIT thing.just cos i wanna go there.nv been there before n if we go it'll be beginning nxt yr so prob will have snow!!but i think we're pretty screwed up now cos haven accomplisehed anything n sorta forgotten all abt wad e applescript thing is abt.oh well
you let me fall way too hard; i used to always think that you would catch me if i were to fall, but i guess i was wrong when you weren't there at all...
Someday my prince will come, he just took a wrong turn, got lost, and is too stubborn to ask for directions =)
Monday, September 01, 2003 11:12 PM
You Are My Destiny
Paul Anka
You are my destiny
You share my reverie
You are my happiness
That's what you are
You have my sweet caress
You share my loneliness
You are my dream come true
That's what you are
Heaven and heaven alone
Can take your love from me
'Cause I'd be a fool
To ever leave you dear
And a fool I'd never be
You are my destiny
You share my reverie
You're more than life to me
That's what you are
You are my destiny
You share my reverie
You are my happiness
That's what you are
thought this song was nice. heard it on golden bowl or wadever show that has takeshi kaneshiro acting in it
10:54 PM
Sugar are sunshine aren't you? The kind of person
people turn to for help.... just make sure your
good nature doesn't get you trampled on.
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A GIRLY-GIRL. You dont have a lot of self-esteem
and people are always bringing you down for
being sad. What do they know, anyway? You feel
like youre too mature for your age and are
frustrated by the trend-followers who refuse to
accept you because youre not like them.
Your virtues: Intelligence, understanding nature,
modesty.
Your flaws: Lack of social life, inferiority
complex, timidity.
What kind of girl are you? brought to you by Quizilla
You are one of the following:Piano, Bells, Chimes,
Xylophone. Your very friendly and Never Shuts
Up.
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guess they got the part about never shutting up right
10:50 PM
yesterday had e bbq.was better den i expected but still din really talk to everyone.my dad insisted on buying bananas(he claims it can be bbqed but i guess no one really dared to eat it even if we tried) and i got some really small and cute potatoes. dunno wad they turned out like. never got to try them.haha.din really eat alot. learnt how to play mahjong but still not very gd at it.and felt so spaz when they tried to push me in e water cos i see all of them run n scream n struggle so when i was standing in the wading pool i jump squat down and got myself wet so i wldnt suffer all e nonsense.haha.played soccer(if u really considered it as playing soccer cos i think all of us we pretty screwed at it except for adrea). couldnt seem to kick e ball in e correct direction.din know wad to do so see the ball den run for it.how spaz we must have looked.guess its cos e last time most of us played was in sec one when we learnt a teeny weeny little bit during pe but bess refused to play cos it'll get her nice white shoes dirty.haha.got home later den wad i told my parents but din get scolded.my sis is telling her friend that she knows smone frm sji and keeps repeating it.she says its an achievement cos at least she knows smone frm there?like wads her problem?oh well dun care about her