YAY im THE OREO CHAMPION.haha.had a competition with cin yesterday during tuition.we had to put e whole oreo into our mouth n finish it n naturally i won since i have such a big mouth.hahaha.im like feeling damn sick now.dunno y.was talking on e phone with cin n felt like vomiting n had slight headache.dunno was it cos i got sick explaining e a maths to her.anyway just felt sick la.like have nth else to say.goodday:D

came back frm camp in e afternoon.so tried i slept n woke up at 8plus n missed holland v final episode.nvm heard frm laureen it was quite stupid anyway.n now feeling sl sleepy i can hardly type.tmr still got tuition.haiz.haven do e hw.

today went for buffet dinner after tuition.it was at merchant court.e buffet was great but once i stepped into e place i suddenly became so full.so wasted my money.haiz.but ate raw salmon fish with terriyaki sauce sum weird duck chilli crab sze chuan toufu salmon chowder potato salad stingray cheesecake chocolate brownie thingies n some other things i cant really remember.mum said i had to be home before 9 so i rushed back.den reached home a minute before nine.ya.very sian.cin they all went to sta at amara hotel no fair my mum dun let me go.hope they have fun.hope i do too.

i asked if you thought i was pretty, you said no
i asked if you wanted to be with me forever, you said no
i asked if i walked away would you cry, you said no
i told you i couldn't bear this hurt anymore and started to walk away, you grabbed my arm and said you're not pretty, you're beautiful, i don't want to be with you forever..i need to be with you forever, and if you walked away i wouldn't cry, i'd die

it hurts me when i think of you.. cos i know that in your heart, you're thinking of her

i'll get over you i know i will, i'll pretend my ships not sinking and i'll tell myself i'm over you cos im the queen of wishful thinking'

i couldn't agree more with cin.friendster is stupid.the changes cin made for me now cannot be seen.its damn idiotic.just now made me sign in just about a million times n it just keeps going back to e login page.kinda pissed at it.n today was packing room.wanted to wrap dis box so that i can use it n when i took it out n blew e top suddenly i couldnt c anything.one big balck cloud of dust in front of me.how new was e box i really wonder.the best is yet to come..when i opened it there was like a million silverfishes inside(ok i exaggerated.i only saw like 2?) n i threw e box on the floor n kicked it.n i one silverfish came out n used my sis's sidneysheldon the sky is falling book n squashed it.e other silver fishes escaped i think.n i went to the kitchen n wanted to cook potatoes.i picked up e potato bag n saw there was water in it.was rather curious so i peeked in n there was this horrible stench n like a million worms crawling all over(im not exaggerating dis time.there were so many i was so grossed out luckily i had n empty stomach i din puke).today is weird day.

today was one of the most boring days in my life.spent nearly the entire day trying to learn java.din really work out cos i dun understnd it(partly cos i was on msn n surfing e net).i guess com stuff n me dun go together either.alot of things n me dun go together huh.now gonna try to read some of the ctuff cin sent me.quite chim but i'll survive!opps that was a little spaz :D

Your soul is bound to the Yellow Rose: The
Gentle.

"I've travelled through the land of
surrender and seen it all. I throw my heart
out and keep my head up, and now I travel
through the land of peace."

The Yellow Rose is associated with friendship,
intuition, and fun. It is governed by the
goddess Hestia and its sign is The Intertwined
Rings, or True Friendship.

As a Yellow Rose, you always look out for your
friends. You would much rather have strong
ties with friends than a single tie with a
lover and your devotion to your friends is
clear. You may have great intuition and be
able to read emotions clearly, but sometimes
you can seem distant yourself.


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oh msn died again.its damn evil.leaving me when im alone.

went to little india n suntec city and esplanade and marina south and chinatown for e amaing race thingie.was a little weird but ok la.din know joleen went to that church.won e lucky draw prize n i got a towel n glow in the dark frogs(it is butterflies but e box says frogs) msn is spoilt.i sined in n it was fine but after i said hi to someone it said i wasnt signed in and i cannot sign in again.spent whole day out n feeling a little sian now.somebody please knock me.oh my msn came back to life.yay

went to geylang n spent 15minutes on a one hour project thing den spent e rest of it at macs.but e work we came up with was supposedly very good.haha.just that we din really meant it to be wad e teachers saw but if they say good why should we complain?and tomorrow supposed to go for this amazing race thing..dad was so excited about it.its some church thing.well i'll just go to humour him.feeling a little kuku today wished i didn't see what i saw today.it has affected me geatly thank you very much.ok now im not that bad.today like so many things happened.yeap but i shant say wad they are.monday got javajam e whole day n later tuition.gonna konk out at e end of the day.how do u do

Fourth Day!!!!yea survived 4 days of e physical theatre thing.as u can c i dun really like it.cos its so long.if they shorten it it might be alright.but at least i bother to go for everything right?since i've been going for e physical theatre everyday hardly anythig happens.other then me eating alot n still feeling hungry.i ate chicken cutlet yesterday and there was one bloody big piece of chicken and loadsa fries.after eating was so full.but 15minutes later my stomach started growling.thats how freaky it is.i just keep eating n eating n still feel hungry after a while.n today ate nearly all of rhoda's hershey's cookies n creme chocolate.sorry rhoda =) oh n read this book the farmer wants a wife.thougth the title was so cute.it was ok la. sometimes i feel insecure.who are the people around me.do i really know them?

woah cannot believed i survived two days of physical theatre.its not that its horrible or very bad its just that everyday doing the same kinda things from8.45 to 5.15 just isn't really very appealing.in fact its sorta tiring too.esp e miming part.really.ya n i went crazy today.ate 2 bowls of prawn noodles with lots nlots of chilli.skirt nearly split n lips were swollen n red.wad a sight.so many things happening lately.really.but still cant imagine only one week n 2 days of hols have passed.everything seems so slow.n all e photos we took were so spaz n cute.n so many of e books we read are like(ahem).n so many ppl pon the physical theatre(e beginning of yesterday had 20smth den today afternoon got 7).everythings funny.

Ivy May Waterhouse

Behind his shoulder I saw a star fall. It was me

oh ya happy birthday jessica *opps 20 minutes late

today joined cin's physics tuition..i think its pretty amusing cos many parents wld make their child go for tuition but im e one here trying to talk my dad into letting me join it.funny eh?n today went centrepoint to go toilet n cin bought apple caramel from coffee bean den there was dis bigen prominous road show den dis guy was asking stupid questions n naturally stupid me answered it n i got free hair dye in light ruby blonde.yay.haha n today ate two tubes of haribo roulette gummies.yesterday ate two tubes too.if this carries on i guess i'll die of diabetes.cin agrees.she suggests other ways i'll prob die of :high cholestrol heart attack n all those eating too much crap problems. im so lucky aint i?

The Painter - O-Town

Hmmmmm...
If I were a painter, mixing my colors
How could I ever find, the blue of your eyes?
The canvas can never, capture the light of your smile
Of your smile

And girl, if I were a sculptor, working in marble
I couldn't hope, to copy your perfect face
The curve of your body, the feel of your skin
My hands could never, ever trace

Chorus:
So I'll try and find a melody as beautiful as you
Find the words to say your eyes are bluer than blue
Fill my voice with the emotion I'm feeling for you
And now, when the beat is so strong
I'll give my heart in a song

Oh girl
If I were an actor, I could be someone
Someone who'd always know, the right things to say
But as soon as I'd see you, I'd forget all my lines
And you'll never know, what I feel inside

Chorus

There's no other way (no other way)
That I know to say (I know to say)
Baby, how much I love you
And if you'll only give me a chance

Oh girl,

Chorus x2

I'll do, I'll do what I do
You know why, know why?
Your eyes are bluer than blue
Uh huh, yeah,
I said I'll do what I do

I'll give my heart in a song

You know I'm not a painter, actor, baby
It dont matter

I'll give my heart in a song

Oh, you're so beautiful

Give you my heart in a song

oh ya i suddenly rememebered smth else i wanted to say..that time we went jcc playing tennis den cin said there was this guy peeping at us when we were talking..den later when we left we saw e person..den later e person sorta followed us till like outta e tennis place..den when i told adrea e person was following she didnt believe me but when she saw she was like"EEE JAMIE SO CREEPY".ya thats about it

kept wanting to blog but din get chance to use comp..watched intolerable cruelty on thursday and it was quite a waste of money..i only liked wheezy joe and how he died..and played tennis on friday at jcc and i think if ppl play tennis with me more of their stomach muscles are worled den anywhere else cos i always seem to be doing all those stupid actions.ya and i figured out that sports and i don't really exactly go together maybe i can play ok(meaning it's no gd, just can play) but how i play is one big problem.i just have funny actions n everything.well its nice to make ppl laugh right? have been reading quite alot lately n i think tracy chevalier(i cant remember it properly) is really a damn pro writer..ok la not that pro but the Virgin Blue was really interesting and Falling Angels made me cry at one part..the way she puts the story across is very special..ya and i had so much i wanted to say but i cannot rememeber wad it was. oh ya n i got the edusave scholarship thingie..quite happy cos got quite some money and i also got the eagles award thing for achievement.me and cin were trying to figure out wad i achieved but didnt have a clue..haha but got money to take dun complain la.haha.

went to the library today n borrowed books.nv knew a day like this would come when we decided to go library after sch.haha.so many books to read i can just die.ahah.tonight gonna watch e ring n adrea n laureen like so freaked out.was thinking of calling adrea n laureen(with cin's help) just aftre e cursed video i played.den i bet adrea will scream.haah..hopefully she won't come online n read my sneaky plan.boo

The usual things jamie has to say (all that whining and complaining and weird thoughts.don't read them)
Sometimes i feel scared.i don't know why.Today laureen told me something about being stuckup.Maybe it's true.She said somethong about people saying that i was stuckup or something cos i kept talking so much to the teachers.It sometimes feels horrible.I guess i like to be accepted.I don't like it when people don't like me.Yes i know it's impossible for everyone to like you but i can't help myself.Sometimes i don't know who i really am.Sometimes i'm(maybe its fake?) funny.Sometimes i seem outgoing.Sometimes i go all gloomy.I don't know.It certainly feels silly typing all this and knowing someone will read it but i think it feels better to get it out of me.Oh ya and really sorry to mr tan for keep trying to get free lunch from him.And adrea for making her wait one-and-a-half hours just cos i can't keep my big mouth shut.And everyone who i've been stupid to.

So Yesterday - Hillary Duff

(So yesterday)
(So yesterday)
(So yesterday)

You can change your life
(if you wanna)
You can change your clothes
(if you wanna)
If can change your mind
Well that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat
('Cuz I wanna)
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back

At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be ok
Ha!
Okay

You can say you're bored
(If you wanna)
You could act real tough
(If you wanna)
You could say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you
You've made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
You won't see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here

At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be ok

If you're over me
I'm already over you
If it's all been done
What is left to do
How can you hang up
If the line is dead
If you wanna walk out
I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on
I'm already gone
If the light is off
Then it isn't on

At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard you're so (yesterday)

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be ok

ok so maybe i was a little exaggerated about it but hey if adrea din squash ger way in i dun think we would have fell..haha maybe i was a little kuku just now thats why sorta stretched e story a little..

Beautiful World
was walking with adrea home today n yea if u read her blog e sky was real pretty..den was thinking how nice it'll be if i could just lie down all day ans stare at e sky..its really nice u know(for ppl who haven exactly looked up into e sky since they were two:the sky has different colours at diff times of e day and sometimes e clouds are really beautiful like cotton candy).we are all so preoccupied with our lives that we hardly pay attention to everything else around us..i dun think anyone stops to smell e flowers by e road (well, i dun exactly do that but today we were at taka and we stopped to smell e flowers at e dunno wadever shop which sells flowers or smth liddat that can make really nice smelling tea). sometimes when i look up into e sky n say how pretty it looks den bess will stare at me as if i was speaking a foreign language she didnt understand.guess we all miss out on all e simple pleasures in life.not that it really is our fault though..i remember e last time i thought e sky was breathtaking so i took photos of it but when my dad developed e film he scolded me for wasting film.yeap how much support do we get when we try to appreciate mother Earth right?but i still cant stand all e insects around n if i do see any near me i'll either scream n run away or get someone to catch it or spray half e bottle of insecticide on e poor creature.cant help it when fear overcomes me. sunflowers are real pretty.so are dark red roses =)

listening to qing tian now..had a hard time learning it when sis was teaching me by rattling off her mouth..e silliest thing happened in my life just now..all cos adrea had a big butt(adrea screams but i told her now to deny that she has a big butt)..

ever-so-embarrassing-epic-tale-of-adrea's-big-butt-that-caused-our-embarrassment
somehow all four of us(adrea bess me cin in order) started squashing each other at e bus stop behind taka..at first 3 of us were nice n comfy until big butt adrea decided to butt in(pun intended) and adrea squashed bess n bess squashed me and i squashed cin.cin was telling me b4 that that if i moved back a little she'll fall off..so bess started trying to move back so i'll move back so cin will fall..so in e end me and cin suffered so much humiliation..we fell off n our legs were up in e air..many ppl were staring i think..didnt dare to look..den bess leg was sorta over mine so i was trapped body on e ground n leg on e seat..den i was squashing cin n we couldnt get up cos bess din move her leg..she was still like "stupid jamie ah y her leg her im gonna fall back" while me n cin were struggling down there with our skirts up.yay

Hello, my happy friend. You have high spirits and
know how to have a good time. When your friends
go out, most likely they invite you almost all
the time. You most likely will enjoy your
Halloween. Good for you. Keep up the
experiment. You probably light people's dark
days with your smiles and laughter. Although
you're good, doesn't mean you're an angel. You
can tend to have a scary and/or other type of
side to you. As long as you have fun, do your
scares this Halloween. Have a safe and happy
one, Joyous Pumpkin.


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yay im a good ol' pumpkin =)

ok today watched uptown girls and it was so sweet!dakota fanning was so cute..oh well today had extra lessons (physics and bio science prac asessment) i really wonder wad holiday are we having? first two weeks got to like go back to sch? oh well life's like that..dunno y today still sorta feel kinda contented..was walking home with adrea today n she says that ive changed..im now less talkative..am i?i dun really know but hopefully ive stopped irritating ppl..n was still laughing in e afternoon after we ran 3.2km at bess's house..me and bess were both talking n cutting each other..haha..we're quite silly but im happy so thats wad matters right?

Quote of the day: Fundamentals are the building blocks of fun =)

WARNING: DO NOT READ UNLESS YOUR'RE BORED

there's always this point of time in your life when there will be this moment of realisation.when it suddenly occurs to u that everything u thought always mattered so much to u didnt matter at all.i had one of these days..guys, clothes, money and many other useless stuff(i call them unnecessities)..everything seemed to a waste of space in my brain..i mean if u think of it they arent really important in your life..its also when u just sit down n eat a piece of buscuit n realise that just by doing that u're so damn contented..at that moment nothing seems to matter n u wish this moment wld last forever..i know i seem to be talking crap and all those unnecessities will come back to me one day but for now i feel as if nothing really matters..i mean like even if they did we still wldnt be able to bring all of it with us when we leave e world right(ok now i really think im in a weird mood)..i think that friends n family are really e most important(stop snickering arh..although i dunno how to treat my family really well i dun really hate them u know).im trying to not be so irritating but smtimes those moments just come n i cant help it.yeap..life is beautiful..hope i'll still have dis mindset like in a few days..i always seem to be saying how life sux.yeap

Friday
it was halloween..really specil day for me..first time i went trick-or-treating and first time i ate so much i couldnt move.yeap all that action at laureen's house..let me try to list all e stuff we ate
FOOD WE CONSUMED AT LAUREEN"S HOUSE
night
-kenny rogers chicken
-marcaroni n cheese
-mashed potatos
-nasi bryani
-some weird rice with carrots or whatever it was(e one cin ate alot)
-roti prata
-3packets of peel fresh(mango, apple, apple and aloe vera)
-lana cake
-cornetto icecream
afternoon
-some chocolate biscuit that comes frm e same brand as milano biscuits
-maggi mee

yeap felt so fat that day and really couldnt walk until treat or treating..e thought of e candies sorta miraculously brought me to my feet.it was quite amusing how we use a dog poo bag to collect6 everything but well as long as u get e candy who cares right?