cin looks friendlier(less dao).i mean how dao can u look with a fringe right?haha.it was pretty amusing looking at how she was adjusting her hair.ever since we stepped out of the hair salon, she never let her hair alone for more than 10seconds.serious.she was either tugging at e fringe or making e side of her hair less exploded(somehow e guy made her hair look like it had so much volume,but i guessed it was all empty inside).even after i used the toilet she was still making her hair nice and i had to drag her out.and even then when we walked out of the toilet she still had to stand in front of the mirror outside and adjust some more.i don't remmeber doing that when i first got a fringe plus my fringe was more irritating then hers.somehow i got her to stop by telling her if she does it some more she'll get a bald spot.and ate delicious and cheap meepok at margaret drive today.they gave like 6 fishballs!!!haha n e soup went really well with e dry meepok with chilli.yay.

I did it in 6 seconds.
I deserved an A+!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!

It's pretty cool u should try it i only got this at e second try but its very good liao.my first try result was e below one


I did it in 37 seconds.
I deserved a C+!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!

at cin's house after testing out e fruit juice stuff.her brother is really like a cartoon character n he cries alot for no reason.yeap.n using her comp while i can cos i dun get to use it much at home.and cin's trying to decide wad to wear and when i help her pick every single piece is like cannot i dun look nice in it so i sorta gave up choosing for her.suddenly feeling a little sad.dunno why.find cin very poor thing.her shirt got spoilt by her maid den suddenly adrea cant go with her to chinablack.sad.im sad too.

Sometimes the person you really need is the one you didnt think you wanted

Love isn't finding a perfect person, its seeing an imperfect person, perfectly

While you forget me me, I'll hold you in my dreams

today got myself all full of paint while oainting banner :) oh well it was quite interesting having to battle with e wind trying to keep that gigantic piece of cloth down.n dad bought 2 ikea hotdogs(they;re so delicious) but i already ate a big pack of fries but since i asked him to buy so i ate them all so i just got myself all stuffed silly.after tuition still bought a kitkat white even though i was still full frm e afternoon.den later ate some fried hokkien prawn noodles(is tt wad its called?) n asked my mum to buy me a chocolate eclair.yay i am starting to eat like i haven't eaten in a million years.not that i wasn't doing that before anyway.haha.oh and i found out tricia's sis got into crescent.and klarissa n michelle fang's sis got in too!!klarissa n michelle's sis are both e direct juniors of my sis.how unlucky for them.hahahahahaha.anyway its quite difficult to prepare for e sec ones coming.now i finally understand wad e seniors go through when we just came into e sch.its sheer hard work.yeap.costs quite some money n lotsa time too.

ok happy boxing day man!!today is sis birthday so happy birthday to her too.anyway went marche for lunch today n ate rosti n stingray n e waffle again.nth much i eat there.haha but cos mum was like wa e food so ex ah?so felt real bad ordering too ex stuff.den later went shopping at suntec.mum wanted to go mango.was quite surprised.din know mum knew abt such shops(i was like mummy go topshop i wanna show u e dress den she was like wads topshop).she said she saw e newscaster clothes frm there n was very nice so she go.haha.but i got a shirt anyway.i think its real nice.its like dis autumn colour-a little brown beige colour.nowadays i seem to b into autumn colours.anyway gotta take a photo with my sis bday cake soon so shant type too much.

ps:i sometimes hate myself for being so mean.i always get angry with people for the stupidest reasons(esp my family) n theres this ego thing in me that'll make me not wanna give in.that really stinks.wish i had a bigger heart.wish i was a nicer person.i wish too much.

MERRY CHRISTMAS FOLKS!!!!haha today was quite a nice day.ate at marche.n cant believe i just simply ate wad i wanted.its e first time i din eat rosti at marche.oh well cin refused to lemme eat it.anyway mum wants to use comp to do her work so shall keep everything short.got a mug frm bess at e present exchange n lotsa chocs n souveniers frm adrea n laureen n bess frm their holiday.ovely day.but had to go home before dinner n got caught in e rain.anyway my sis birthday is tmr on boxing day so a early happy birthday to her.oh ya today we all dressed up n we look so nice.haha.bess looks nice in her skirt.so does cin.so does everyone since its christams!!!!!MERRY CHRISTMAS again.enjoy this beautiful day n there are 11 more to come(e 12 days of xmas rememeber?)

got a haircut and now not used to my hair.yesterday was meet-the-people day.met so many ppl in one afternoon.so was today but not really alot.just met like all of e ppl i met in 5min.walk one corner c one den go another corner c another.saw xiaoyuan(she thought i was her mother.wa wad n insult) n miss tan(e chinese teacher bess hates).n yea.still cant believe my dad got bro e 70bucks waste.n i din get a thing.oh well a few hours left to christmas only.simply love the day.tmr we're going to eat at fish n co.!!!!!!cant wait.but quite broke now.at least cin came up with e gd idea of exchanging presents so need to buy one only.cant wait.I LOVE CHRISTMAS!!!

My Only Wish

Last night I took a walk in the snow
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love
Santa can you hear me

I signed my letter that's sealed with a kiss
I sent it off, and just said this
I know exactly what I want this year
Santa can you hear me

I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me
And someone to hold
Maybe, maybe (maybe, maybe)
I'll be on my own and a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year

Christmas Eve, I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong, for taking a peek?
'Cause I heard that you're comin' to town
Santa can you hear me

I really hope that you're on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Oh please make my wish come true
Santa can you hear me

I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me
And someone to hold
Maybe, maybe (maybe, maybe)
We'll be all alone under the mistletoe

I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me
And someone to hold
Maybe, maybe (maybe, maybe)
I'll be on my own and a big red bow


Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year

I hope my letter reaches you in time
Bring me a love, I can call all mine
'Cause I have been so good this year
Can't be alone, under the mistletoe
He's all I want and a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year

(Oh Santa, can you hear me?)

He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year

Santa that's my only wish this year

Always on My Mind


I didn't know until I lost you
The love we shared,
the sweetest memories;
I'll keep it safe so that
you'll be free
Hold back the tears.
Keep it inside
You told me so if you
should ever go
Matter of time true love
will be unfold
And every word it fills my mind
And your smile it lingers,
it's just not getting easy
I just couldn't find a way
to make it better
I miss you so much
dear, you know?
The photograph by my bed
and all the settings
They stay the same and
I'm getting use to

Live my life each day
with a prayer
The world can pass me by.
I don't care
They said that time is
gonna heal the pain
I know it won't for me mm¡­
It won't, not for me.

screw the fucking person who hacked my acct.idiot.nvm shant get angry over such an asshole.feeling damn uncomfortable(yes its tt thing) n cin when are u coming back?!!?please come back soon.if im not wrong u called today right?i think so cos n overseas person called my house n my sis told me so late.cant be liting calling frm china right?haha oh well where are u?aren't u supposed to be back today?haiz.life's not the same without u.haha.aiya now feeling damn pissy.its so early in e morning n i cant sleep again.life's crappy.hate it.put up the puny christmas tree already n the decorations are pathetic.cant find e main box so now have really little things hanging up there.but i still love it cos its a christmas tree.its balding but its still tt pretty little thing that brings tt festive cheer.i love those little lights and those soft music(although e music is a little screwed but wad e heck).i love the big n small balls.i love the red apples.i even love the spoilt light bulbs tt dun like anymore.i love christmas

Say Goodbye-S Club (a real beautiful song,lyrics ae nice too)

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared

In years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'd never said

In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner though it rains

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

slept at nearly 5am today.nowadays cant seem to just lie down n get some rest.forever tossing n turning in bed.anyway i think days of our lives i s really a ok show lor n ya i agree its damn longwinded(look at e number of episodes they have) but i mean its ok.e only reason i get up before 1 is so that i can watch it on channel5 if not i'll just sleep on.n if i miss it i catch e repeat telecast at 2am.ah so now u finally found out why i stay up so much.today was really a waste of time.i just watched tv e entire day.becos i was waiting for days of our lives to start at 2am yesterday i watched bess n adrea's hong dou nu zhi lian vcd n yea sorta got hooked on it so continued watching it today.its quite ok la but i dun c y so many ppl are so crazy over e show.im really gonna die doing my homework.my brain simply just doesnt work anymore.i guess im still not in e right state of mind.JAMIE SCHOOL IS REOPENING IN A WEEK.yes that was my conscience trying towake me up but unfortunately my brain doesnt respond.i think im a pretty impractical person who's still living in fairytale land.JAMIE WAKE UP AND GET A LIFE.yes that was my conscience again but uh-uh no reaction from the brain.naughty brain.hmmph

*oh i have to mention the two most important things in my life(especially holiday life) 1. Jacinta 2. Telephone. so how do both of them connect?well jacinta's always on e telephone with me.yea i realise how it has helped me to fill my days(bess talks for such a short time n she always calls when i have something tto do n when im bored i simply don't have anyone on the phone with me.SO i wanna give jacinta n Alexander Graham Bell(well since he invented the telephone i figured he should get the credit eben though he's dead) my biggest thanks for helping me last through my holidays. both of u make a difference in my (holiday& also regular) life.

ok im sorry for cursing my dad yesterday.hes pretty nice except for those days.yea im sure u know THOSE days.he got me a zinger burger meal for dinner today(there goes my bloody diet) when he was scolding abt me asking him to buy food when theres still food at home(it was hokkien mee n btw its still here but he's nicer today n says i can just eat it tmr).ate two packs of instant noodles for lunch(the first one was assam laksa maggi mee n e second one is my all time favourite chicken flavoured myojo noodles called xiang ji mian) my my my appetite's really growing is it not?was just packing my room n found alot of stuff.my sewing box inside got so much thread!!!no wonder all e thread disappeared over e years.its all accumulated in my box over e yrs.n also found pva glue(to think i went to buy a new bottle to make cin's present) what else? oh well cant rememeber but luckily i never found a mouldy sandwich like i always do whenever i pack my damn messy room. today's a pretty gd day though.a little boring but adrea's back!!but sh's gone for church camp :(

Was actually feeling quite good today cos felt as if i accomplished much but dad came home n screwed my mood.come home just keep shouting n shouting n scolding me n my sis.i din do anything wrong so i think he's damn unfair.cos as i said i accomplished quite alot today. i packed the dining room n computer table n coffee table(u'll be surprised how messy it is) n i washed my fan(it was getting dusty so i dismantled it and cleamed it.so good right?) n i also seperated my worksheets into e diff subjects so that they could be filed den i filed my physics file n bio file n maths d file( yes its true i filed my worksheets!!first time in my life.pretty amazing huh? (my fucking dad is scolding again now n im feeling damn fucked up.shit the fucking world.hate it.hes totally unreasonable.go screw yourself) n yes as i was saying i filed my worksheets n when i was telling bess that on e phone she was like are u sure u're jamie?no u are her sister where's jamie? n i went running today n was supp to run 3 k but at e u-turn point my stomach started aching.figures since i went running right after lunch.i swear i'll never do that again.yea n diet plan never works just ate onion rings n nuggets.oh well the world is a piece of shit.

went shopping at jurong point today n bought this really sweet skirt.its beige/khaki and its from the children section.haha guess i still can fit into the larger sizes.anyway cin's gone already and got no one to talk to so much.boo.anyway ive decided all i want for christmas is a big white shirt. (it'll be nice if i can get the dress frm topshop.its so darn cute.but its 63bucks.no money.but its no fair my dad bought my bro e power rangers megazord or wadever crappy thing which costs 70bucks which in my opinion is a damn hell waste of money.) i shouldnt be too greedy or i wont get anything at all. i always rememeber having lots to say but whenever i come here im just speechless.anyway dad went to velvet underground at zouk yesterday(i think) and mum was telling me if he doesnt come home by 12 i should just lock e door.cos she said tt he told her he'd be back at around 10 to 11.oh well.i think its a little amusing.

just came back frm tuition and had dinner.hands n feet are real cold.dunno y.anyway ive decided i need to go on a diet n start working out.just a few days ago i ate 3 dinners.2pieces of toast and two pieces of white bread followed by rice and chicken and toufu and last but not least a mcpepper combo meal.yay how come i seem to be eating so much yet still feeling so hungry.oh well.trying to do a template.im quite bad at such stuff so gonna take a long time.but oh well at least im trying.cin's gonna be gone tmr.at least bess is back so i'll be on e phone with her.haha

thanks cin.if not for u i won't be doing any of my homework.haha.stupid frontpage cant load just when i wanted to try something.oh well nvm i shall entertain myself here.playing minesweeper flgs.im pretty bad at it but they say practice makes perfect so im trying to practice.bleah

made a sunflower for my mum today.i think its so pretty but its damn tedious to make.16petals lor.have to make one by one and then join them all together.and e middle part is like weaving.so i weaved e papers painstakingly and yea finally got a beautiful flower.but i still love real flowers more.yep.my stomach is so hot now.ate laksa just now.in e afternoon ate dis cup noodles that was expired for 4months.luckiyl i have a strong stomach n didnt get diarrhoea.haha.wrote a poem for e english holiday homework.its called a rainy day cos today was so rainy.i sorta like it,so cooling n makes me sleepy n lazy.ok thats not good.i really wish i could have a really special christams dis yr.i spend every christmas at home doing nothing cos my family doesnt exactly celebrate christmas.sometimes we'll have this puny christmas tree with too much lights hanging on it.last year cin seemed to have a really fun one.i wish i was as lucky.- close my eyes and wish hard-

yay chantille won e are u hot.haha but was rather surprised that lisa was the first to be out.oh well but the show is pretty superficial isn't it?i guess many people are anyway.its e looks that matter.i think i sometimes am to.i think everyone is to a certain extent.its kinda sad isnt it but i guess thats wad life really is like.christmas is like coming n i already have e christmas spirit and all.but what is christmas without a wish list right?so here's mine:

dear santa, i've been really good this year(ok maybe ot realy,just pretty good) so i hope you'll read my wish list.it really isn't long.all i want is:

1.a big white shirt(probably one from quiksilver)
2.a nice haircut
3.a nice person to hug
4.a white christmas
5.world peace

yeap that's all.thank you so much :)

and i like this christmas song too

All I want for Christmas by Mariah Carey(i think it was also in love actually just that another person was singing it)


I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas is
You... yea yea

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
(and I) Don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby

Oh I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
(and I) I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You baby

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere (so brightly yea)
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing (oh yea)
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need -
won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You (You) baby

All I want for Christmas is you baby... (repeat)
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas is
You... yea yea

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
(and I) Don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby

Oh I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
(and I) I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You baby

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere (so brightly yea)
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing (oh yea)
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need -
won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You (You) baby

All I want for Christmas is you baby... (repeat)

Chorus of Gui Ji by Jay Chou

wo hui fa zhe dai ran hou wang ji ni
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
xiang zhe na yi tian hui you ren dai ti
rang wo bu zai xiang nian ni

wo hui fa zhe dai ran hou wei wei xiao
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
you xiang le yi bian ni wen rou de lian
zai wo wang ji zhi qian

Bad Translation:
I will stare into space and then forget you
and then shut my eyes tightly
thinking of when will the time come when someone replaces you
and let me not miss you so

I will stare into space and give a smile
and then shut my eyes tightly
and thought of your gentle face again
before the day i forget

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACINTA!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay its your birthday n you're finally a year older.yeap hope u enjoyed wad i did for u.it really wasn't easy mind you.ya n thanks for being such a nice person.hope you enjoy this very special day.yeah n wad else do i have to say?oh ya if u get diarrhoea(i dunno how to spell) it might not necessarily be the cake that i baked.yes.n basically this is just it.HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Love actually is all around
quite true.thought the show was beautiful.quite heartwarming n all n i loved e little boy.he's so cute.haha.and he said "The only thing about romance is that people only get together right at the very end." So cute.mind u he was only eleven.haha but obviously e girl he liked liked him back.thats how movies are right?its so cute he went to learn the drums so that he can play in the girl's performance. n like adrea watched it over in holland but she says its damn ra there n they din censor it.yea.

Found out sgt Jacinta is in 3c1.
Thats like so pro?
Ms all-rounder. Triple science
plus can run and can shoot.
Shes my official role model loh.

That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person and you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that it will go away all at the same time.

watched never been kissed n i thought it was so sweet.thought e teacher was damn shuai but yea im sorta in tt nutty mood so dun mind me please.as usual e day passed without me knowing even how it went by.its so late i should be asleep but hey im not.ok that was dumb.nothing much to say.only that im in a stupid mood.wish me luck to sleep.yes

nowadays so little seems to happen.waking up later everyday.was talking to cin on e fone yesterday till like 2.30am.den went to sleep n got up at 11.30.den lazed around n before i knew it it was 4 smth.den decided to do my maths.everytime i start to do or think of doing any homework i start feeling sick.guess i just really hate doing homework.but did till left 3 boxes of homework left for e maths.haven done anything else.feel so pok cos so many ppl did their homework liao n like they did it before the holidays even started.hmm.gonna watch love actually on thur hope mum wun not allow it.did i say it before already?oh well nvm.countdown to cin's birthday:5days :) all u ppl who know her better go wish her happy birthday.hahaha