supposed to be studying for chinese test or watching american idol but im not.got quite sick of chinese.was copying e chengyu meanings so i can test myself.got so many lor.n learning e secong chapter which i got past during xiaoceyan by cheating.anyway its really been so cold nowadays.raining so much.makes me feel a little gloomy.but sometimes i feel nice n happy n smile.esp when cin smiles at smth.she knows.i know.yeap.been sleeping late nowadays.amazing how i stay awake in class.for cme we gotta do this project on marriage.how fun is tt?oh man i wish all those tests wouldnt keep coming.e ss one today was especially stressing.n cross country is like next tuesday but i doubt i can last through e whole 3.2.liting says its more den tt n tt e guys route is easier den ours cos theirs is only 500m longer den ours but they dun have tt stupid steep slope at e end so its just running more but on flat land.no fair.

You know when i'm down even when i pretend
You know the right things to say
Your laughter brings a smile to my face
Your voice keeps me going all day
Sometimes i wonder how it is so
That you can choose not to care
Tou hide your feelings all inside
I can't tell if you're okay
but i'd like to tell you
You're BrILLIANT
You're AmaZInG
you're the bestest thing that ever happened to me
so no matter what happens
i'll be there
to wipe your tears
to lend you a shoulder
to drown your sorrows away.

Please Remember- Leann Rimes

Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our separate ways
I won't forget so don't forget
the memories we made

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
and you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
When time was yours and mine
and we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me

Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say
And it's sad to walk away
with just the memories
Who's to know what might have been
We leave behind a life and time
We'll never know again

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
and you were there for me
And remember, Please remember me

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
and we were wild and free
Then remember, please remember me

And how we laughed
and how we smiled
And how this world was yours and mine
and how no dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ran so fast, we ran so free
And I had you and you had me

Please remember, please remember

had e most horrible dinner ever in my life man.it was at ginza plaza.we were planning to eat at sakura but it was closed so we ate at e opposite restaurant.oh man totally regretted tt.now i dun wonder y we nv ever go in to try e food.it stinks.haha.its called wad famosa smth i not sure.maybe its cos ppl who go there dun order e different dishes and plain rice to eat.they all seem to b eating noodles rice set those kinda stuff.anyway i think e worse is e hot n sour soup.i ordered it cos e one at sakura was damn nice but oh my gosh when i saw e one they gave, it din even look sour or spicy but looked like those leftover food put in a bowl of smelly water.i told my dad i'd pay him to NOT drink e soup.it was tt bad.my bro was saying it can b smth 4 fear factor.he was saying for e first stage is e diced chicken with dry chilli.(i have no idea y its so different frm e ones we usually eat.there were like so many peanuts it might as well be called chicken with peanuts.e sauce was damn weird.my mum says its sugar n vinegar).e second stage would be smelling e gross soup(its damn bad la.i could smell e awful stench when my dad was drinking it for me at e other end of e table) n e last stage wld be to drink e yucky soup.bet no one wld win man.even if they di i'd bet they'll get a stomachache.

oh man i thought this kinda stuff only happened to jacinta's sis.my stupid comp hung so my entry wasnt posted n i gotta type all over again.how evil.well i was just saying how i thought i was quite a unpleasant person.i seem to be getting more and more irritable nowadays.sorry.yeap.and i forgot wad came next.oh ya i was saying abt how i knew jacinta wld give that look when she read e part in a letter i wrote to her in malaysia.it was a compliment.u shld have totally seen her face.it was THAT smile.ahaha.n i forgot e next part but e last part was about cave men.i was thinking how its so fascinating tt cavemen have come such a long way.i mean they used to dress silly speak silly draw silly n now they've all developed n stuff.i mean how do ppl actually start discovering so many new stuff or started thinking so much?how did they come up with all those weird theories n laws and systems?i marvel at those ppl who came up with democracy n communism and all e chim systems.i mean like u mean just suddenly one day it came to your head n there it was, a government system?so last time ppl just suddenly realised what it took to build a house?maybe it was by trial n error?so they built houses which fell on them each time it rained so they sorta tried all different kinds of materials?i dunno but all e beginning stuff amaze me.HOW DID EVERYTHING BEGIN AND CONTINUED?oh well me and my silly questions(i bet cin is thinking im thinking too much)

came back frm malyasia today.
Food
i swear i really gotta diet.my meals have been damn weird.especially today.i ate like 3 pratas in e morning den went for lunch at dragon court restaurant.i love e fish man its e best ive ever eaten in my life.yeap n later when we got in e car my bro opened a packet of double decker chicken flavour crisps.den later we ate den on e way back ate magnum almond.its so nice n we only eat it when we r in malaysia cos its so ex in singapore.n guess wad?after eating tt my greedy bro opened jack&jill spicy potato chips.im just gonna drink lotsa tea la.
Accomodation
the hotle was 2 star n quite crap.when we got in e room i found a dead cockroach on e flr.how nice.my mum was saying someone went for holiday(i forgot where) n found a corpse under e bed n e hotel management gave them a suite at e previous rm price.den i was joking say we find a dead cockroach n den make e hotel give us e presidential suite.my mouth quite zun3 ah.but they din give us a suite.my dad just flushed e idiotic thing down e toilet bowl.at night i was trying to watch american idol but e reception was quite bad so evertime sm1 started singing it'll go DEEDEEDEE.n at night at ard 1.30am i suddenly got up.and there were lotsa explosion sounds n weird noises.i got kinda freaked out.i think its cos they are allowed to play woth firecrackers n all e stuff so all these things come out in e middle of e night.i saw firecrackers being lighted.my uncle bought some n they were really noisy n smokey.

when i came home i called cin she was not in.den i called laureen.also not in.den bess.also not in.do u think they had a secret meeting?oh well im being stupid.they probably just got caught by e aliens.

Thanks cin for all that you've done for me.i just thought it would be nice to say thank you.yeap.must express gratitude ma.thanks thanks thanks.for lending me half of e stuff i wear.for talking to me on e phone.for giving me advice.for standing my nonsense.thats e most difficult part i guess.haha

oh man.happy chinese new year to everyone.its like so difficult to do a skin from scratch.im like facing alot of problems.i thought it was done but cin say its screwed.oh well its not screwed on my comp.i'll have to c it smwhere else i guess.tmr going malaysia.im now wearing this cherry pyjamas.its been so many years since i last bought a new set of pyjamas to wear during new yr.im so used to sleeping in e buff.na jk.i always wear those old tshirts n pants.im a little sleepy.but havent ironed e new yr clothes yet.all of them are chucked anyhow n quite crumpled.man

so long couldnt use comp.mum so strict.but then again i simply refuse to pack my room.oh well.went new yr shopping n bought quite some stuff.mum was quite shocked i bought e aztec skirt for 48bucks.she said i was cheated.but its aztec ma.today was buying sundae n just nice e choc fudge went out n we were supposed to wait but e bus came so adrea chased after it while we were trying to get e sundae changed to strawberry instead n i spilt some running to get up e bus.e mcdonalds ppl r actually able to make icecream fast juz tt they always think we have so much time to spare.nvm abt tt.n in e bus, we were like trying to eat whenever e bus reached a bus stop or at a traffic light so when e bus stops u can c three girls speed eating sundaes.hahah.cin who has e best sense of balance fed us some icecream during e moving bus ride.school's finally over(at least for dis wk) n im like YAY.ok.that was weird.yeap sorry cin.i shant ask next time den.

went shopping today.so long nv go n walk ard for such a long time.but its quite bad shooping in a big group.6 ppl so those little shops if we decide to go in we block e entire passage n no one else can enter.tried 2 dresses today n they said i look lke i got no shape or look pregnant.thats such an innovative comment huh?n i met cheryl today!!!!!finally after so long man.n she looks so old.adrea said she looked like she was 21.haha.but now im eeling damn sian.nth to do.actually there is but it isnt very pleasnat.hw.yuck

Always dun get a chance to use e comp so by e time i use it wadever i wanted to type so much few days ago are gone.anyway today was quite a happy day(for those who know why it is quite a nice day will know and if u dun u'll never know.this sounds stupid).but oh well campfire's over.cca recruitment day's over.i can finally sleep properly.but its funny how im so tired at nigth but cant seem to enter slumberland.its funny not to have anything to worry abt(other den hw.i always worry abt tt since i dun do it).anyway sometimes it nice to know that your friends appreciate you smtimes.haha.at least u not taken for granted.there was so much i wanted to say.but yea thanks cin for making my day.im sure yours was real nice too.oh ya n met xiangyao and xing ying n linyuan at orchard.xiangyao's going back to china tomorrow.really hope she comes back.she was such a gd a maths rep.im really worried abt adrea now.more worried abt wad she'll do to my hw.oh n xiangyao said someone told her i grew slimmer frm last yr.really meh?i think my face is like chubbier.thats not very nice.i wich my legs would grow.

A Chance With You-Ger

Just can't wait forever
I knew that you were mine, when I saw you
Though there's no way of me knowing you deeper
You don't even know I exist

I never want to make things harder
No, I never wanted anything more
But what does it take to get you just to love me
You don't even know me at all

(Chorus)

But it's true
Whatever I do, I mustn’t give myself away
Even though, I know I could lose a chance with you

All I know
That you understand the things that, I couldn't say
And forever now, I feel you know me too

Been wanting to know you better
But, my words don't even come out right
Now my head, just keeps on spinning around me
Can you fill the void inside

(Chorus x3)

(this is cin posting for her on her request..yep..this song is on both our blogs..so you know how nice it is..:P totally our song..)

The First Cut is the Deepest- Sheryl Crow

I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I had
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
When it come to loving me he's worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure going to give you a try
And if you want I'll try to love again (tryyy)
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
When it come to loving me he's worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
But I'm sure gonna give you a try
'Cause if you want I'll try to love again (try to love again)
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know, the first cut is the deepest
When it come to being lucky he's cursed
When it come to loving me he's worst

The first cut is the deepest baby i know
The first cut is the deepest try to love again...


Cat Stevens Version

I would have given you all of my heart
but there's someone who's torn it apart
and she's taking almost all that I've got
but if you want, I'll try to love again
baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

'cause when it comes to being lucky she's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me she's worst
but when it comes to being loved she's first
that's how I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

I still want you by my side
just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
cause I'm sure gonna give you a try
and if you want, I'll try to love again
but baby, I'll try to love again, but I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
'Cause when it comes to being lucky she's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me she's worst
but when it comes to being loved she's first
that's how I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

is it me or is blogger screwed.i cant seem to get into any blog pages.the sec one quest finally over!!u should have seem the faces of the ppl who drank e carrot juice.i think at least 2 puked it out but as usual all of them are so kiasu so if u tell them dun finish e drink get disqualified they'll all rush to finish it.cant believe they can swallow smth so gross.plu e carrot juice was chunky.eww.some people guessed the tomato juice was potato juice.their taste buds have a damn hell serious problem.hahahaha.anyway still have 3 more days and i can get a really good sleep.yay.cin's gpne for a day.wish she'll come back soon.school's real boring.its really hard to keep my eyes open especially when ms seah was talking about SPA today.but thanks to bess's old gold with macadamia.somehow today was so cold i wore 2 windbreakers and the charlie tee.im like blocking huey ying and bess frm the aircon.oh ya n took weight n height today.din grow any taller anymore.wish i cld just grow 1 cm den i'll not wanna grow anymore.yep

sometimes i feel really tired.why do i even bother trying.i try to cheer people up when they're sad but does anyone know i feel down too?it's hard trying to pretend.i wish some people could just fuss over me.instead of me paying attention to them.its tiring.

java jam over and its totally screwed.the other groups were like so pro la.cheat our feelings.our presence was just to let other groups look better only lor.hahaha.but e name tag was nice and e free creamichoc also.and ive got so much fruits im just gonna die bringing them home and to school tomorrow.luckily cin is a helpful person.thanks:).still got chinese compo to do and ss.oh my im stressing myself out.shall shut up now.

at comp lab now and preparing for java jam.the teachers are so great.they just let us know two days before the competition.cin is practising the presentation and she's trying to perfect her articulation and rhythm of her reading.ahh.she's making use of wad we just learnt in english lesson just a few minutes ago.anyway im quite hungry and i cringe at the thought of having to squeeze like 40 limes tonight and prepare all the other fruits for sec one quest tomorrow.yay sounds fun doesnt it.cin's really good at massaging like REALLY good.hmm..hahahah.oh and the comp lab guy was asking if i wanna help sell valentine's day gifts for commisions so THOSE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO WANT TO GET A VALENTINE"S DAY PRESENT AND HAVE NOTHING TO GET CAN COME TO ME.that's if he really lets me sell.hahah.cin's tearing sucks.seriously.

YAY its a brand new year!!!was really excited at school in the morning.somehow couldn't stop jumping in the classroom.but when the teachers came in and reality started to sink in, it ain't fun no more.the talks they gave us were so damn stressing and they dare claim they were not trying to stress us out.Liars.hmmph and i'm really gonna be saving money everyday since i don't need to eat lunch or recess.Bess and Laureen got lots and lots and lots of chocolates!!!!anyway its a good thing mass run is starting next thursday.help me reduce my fats man.oh here are my new year resolutions this year:
1.try to not talk during lessons(especially to bess.luckily huey ying sits between both of us now)
2.stop eating like a pig(if i continue eating the way i do i'll be overweight soon.seriously)
3.do my homework(it's one of the most difficult resolutions to keep but yeah must try)
4.save money(i need it!!)
5.save money
6.save money
7.world peace(i'll try to control my eccentric temper and hopefully all will be well this year)
8.make sure crescent ncc is number 1(ok i have no idea how i'm gonna do that but maybe i'll just pray hard and wish a lot?)

ok i'll stop at 8 since it's a lucky number.

ok this is about the countdown so if you have read cin's blog you probably won't wanna read this cos we were at the same place together so it'll probabaly be pretty much the same.oh except guess why the bartender gave cin a free drink.you'll think because she's chio right?but i'll tell you the real reason:because he thought her friend was chio.hahahaha ok shall stop making the people puke.but it was my first countdown.parents so strict but i was lucky to be able to go.nice to spend the countdown with cin.thanks cin.party-x was quite good.better than what i expected.so i guess i'll like to wish all the people out there HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!