the new classrm is really hot.i mean it.i can totally kill myself in there.and the fengshui's bad.esp at e slope to the toilet.i've only walked there twice without falling.so malu la.lucky kai n joelle were there today to lemme hide me face.n the geog project is like stressing me out la.cant sleep noe cos i gotta finish it.im so sleepy.i wish it'll snow.or rain.or wadever.just cool the stinking oven.guess wad?its noisy there too.n many ppl walk past.den ms tan keep saying i kpo.not my fault k.

Definition of forgiveness: The perfume a flower leaves on the shoe that crushed it.

Invisible-Clay Aiken

Whatcha' doin' tonight
I wish I could be a fly on your wall
Are you really alone
Still in your dreams
Why can't I bring you into my life
What would it take to make you see that I'm alive

[Chorus]

If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I could just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait...I already am)

I saw your face in the crowd
I called out your name
You don't hear a sound
I keep tracing your steps
Each move that you make
Wish I could read what goes through your mind
Wish you could touch me with the colors of your life

[Chorus]

If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait...I already am)

I reach out
But you don't even see me
Even when I'm scream out
Baby, you don't hear me
I am nothing without you
Just a shadow passing through...

quite meaningful don't you think?

hao bu rong yi you neng zai duo ai yi tian
dan gu shi de zui hou ni hao xiang hai shi shuo le byebye.

parents went to malaysia today morning for qingmingjie and i refused to get up so early to go so i just hid under e blanket.i mean i stil got tons of hw n tuition later in e day n he expected me to go when he just told me last night i was supposed to?den i din make plan to do any hw so i say cannot.sorru ah gong ah ma,i'll pay my respects to u here i guess.yesterday was crez awards n it was so nice!!!at least so much nicer den wad they actually showed us on that lousy video.yeap n i love wenting's voice.really beautiful.n farhana!!your voice is like e power la.n davina i think you're really good to be able to climb back up when u fell.im sure i'll freak out n do smth stupid.really admirable spirit.n i wish i joined!!they all got such pretty flowers im so jealous.im tired but im still not asleep.im ashamed to say i haven finished my hw.yes im a bad chairperson.kai advised me to wear higher socks n smaller shirt tmr when ms tan nags at me abt e hp thing.so she cant criticise my attire too.thanks kai ah.for being that listening ear.im always talking rot n taking up your time.haha

Weapons are not your thing. You would prefer to
pummel your opponent to death with your fists
and feet. You show a lot of Honor but some
power still eludes you. I can give you this
power, I can make you stronger, join me.



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nice.

i knew it was a bad omen when i dropped my shirt into the toilet bowl e day before yesterday.like totally la.my handphone got confistcated by a teacher.how sneaky can she get.i was just gonna keep it when she looked into the oh-so-puny temp block classrm window.its gonna be gone for quite some time i guess.so sad.they say when you're sad you should eat sweet stuff or smth right?so yesterday after my phone was gone, i ate in this order: cherry-flavoured chupachups lollipop, kinder bueno, 1 and a half of e nice n chocolatey milano biscuit, 3 strands of adrea's sour power gummy(i think its sweet.not really sour), one chocolate icecream with wafer, nutella bread with so much nutella its squirts out e other side when u bite one side. yeap.today got crezawards!!!i think wenting sing damn nice la.she sings with such..emotion..and like her voice is so clear n nice!yea.i can wait for monday to come.stuck with all e hw frm e whole of this week.i din do hw at all la.always come home watch tv eat feel sleepy den sleep.plus monday we're gonna get our new but not very nice classroom.its at such a pokkai place.i dont think i'll like it.oh ya forgot to say about my slimming session on tuesday.all thanks to bess n cin n laureen n adrea i got this really effective slimming session.i was squashed against e corner in class n suddenly it was like"where's jamie?!!?".and i think they had rather good skills.laureen n cin n bess painted a hologram of me it was just behind them n it could move.wow!so cool right?gonna miss e temp block.cin is like a sleepy pig.sleeping with her eyes also half closed.its about e siz e of adrea's eyes normally.haha

no matter how your heart is grieving if you keep on believing the dream that you wish will come true. LIKE REAL

jamie is making me put a dot here..lameo..i shall give u lots of dots..
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ok thanks cin for all e dots.yeah ive got like so much to say.where do i start?ok camp.went kayaking n i got darker.not bad right?n cin lend me e shoe was like really spoilt.u can see my feet and e sole is gone.like really bad.n after tt we went for healthy lifestyle round the island run n we were practically feeding mosquitoes.i got like 10 bites on just one leg.killed 3 of them.i was like how pro.just sitting there den felt one and PIAK.byebye mosquito.n im really sorry to say i totally did such a stupid thing.how could i have rolled down e steps while sleeping n hit someone?sorry ah.ok lets move on.wad else?like got nothing else happen.oh yes!!did our eng brochure till like 11 at night at adrea's on sunday.i did e floor plan i think it was quite pro k.laureen's grp one is v professional n very expensive also.$8 to print it leh.oh well.n during pe on monday ms tay made us do e stuff at e fitness corner n e leg raise!!!!oh man.e extra extra high one supposed to do 20?!den i totally couldnt lift e log la(e very biggest one).oh n ran with cin today.at her house e park.wanted to get her to teach me electrolysis but like no time.im like a total goner at tt stupid chapter n im balding trying to do it.yeap n after 6 days of rain the sun came out.it was really pretty u know.imagine not seeing the sun for 6 days.how did i survive.

if somebody loved me
everything would be beautiful
every hour we spend together
would live inside my heart

and if she was sad
i'd be there to dry her tears
and if she was happy
so was i
if she loved me.

i'm like quite sad now.i finished my entry n clicked post n publish n the comp hung.so very evil isnt it?im gonna cut down on wad i said just now.brochure is so pathetic i wonder how we're gonna get it done before sch opens.tmr got camp.dread packing.and lion king is the best!!so good looking!!!!hahaha.u like obviously know jamie means sth else..hahahaha..but i really think's he's sooo darn handsome..and the wife has like elegance and beauty..and kiara..gosh..beauty man..diff kind of beauty..same beast diff beauty..i dunno how the animaters do it..gosh..wow..cin btw..yeah n im back and u can tell who's who cos i only got one dot she got like 2 dots n a space.wadever.. ok ya.i cant remember wad else i was going to say liao.oh ya!i finished my amaths hol hw yesterday!!!!oh man cant believe it.i dun normally finish my hol day hw.oh well.n the sun wasnt out today either.i think it won't be out for quite some time.till sch reopens?but please come out.it'll brighten my day.

seriously.where was i?oh ya adrea fell asleep in the bus(surprise of the century) n ended up somewhere near sentosa.how smart.n she was like 1h20min late for tuition.somehow im always amazed at her.cin sleeps funny.her mouth is like half smiling n open.dunno wad is she thinking when she sleeps.anyway today is not very good.yesterday was better.hope tomorrow will be ok.yeap really.the sun wasnt shining today at all.it did yesterday.

STOOPID JAMIE!!

im not done yet.i think cin is more psycho.she spent like 5 hours tryng to get e spelling for psycho right n its still wrong.she went to do spellcheck but e previous word was TOO wrong it din provide her with any correct options so she had to go microsoft word n e closest she got was psyco which is a word itself so they din correct it n she assumed its correct 04101441089.those lucky numbers 05694 are from cin so feel free to buy toto:)41881487917win dun 4 get me arh....i'll continue after she is done with her stuff cos im a courteous guest since dis is her comp she shld use it first right?n she say i search psychotic stuff she was sitting there reading with me too.hmmph.hahaha

so here's how it ended yesterday.they finally got up and we went to e canal.still can have things happening even b4 i we started running.they were damn sian and e gate was locked so cin climbed over it.den i had to climb next n guess wad i found on top.a key.so lucky adrea din have to climb.she's like how lucky la.next we were slowly jogging to the canal to warmup then we were made to u-turn and go back to the row of shops to find a toilet because adrea needed to pee.just when we were getting comfortable on e side sitting down adrea was done.cin was like saying it was as if she just went in n peed n came out.without taking off her pants n underwear n just stood peeing without sitting n came out without washing hands.n we were damn lao pok la.last time could actually live after 6 of adrea's sprint jog nonsense but today we all did 3 n died.adrea's sprained ankle came back.we were guessing it was either e coke or the chocolate we ate.yeap.

today was an okay day.beacuse we swam15laps at jcc.i mean like i thought it was ok adrea keep saying she like nv swim at all cos its so little.but she forgot she got tuition so we ate lunch n she happily left at 1.15pm.but knowing adrea it couldn't have gone smoothly could it?

jamie ia a stupid idiot who blog sooooooo long juz cos she's searchimg some shit thing which is like totally psyco..:P

supposed to go run at e canal with cin and adrea but surprise surprise.they're sleeping.n i cant get them outta bed.its always one more minute please.man.today's ss lecure was totally useless cos its so boring u cant really listen.and if such workshops were effective they wun be having one every term.all teaching us how to answer source based questions.had macs just now n i feel damn pig.my stomach is starting to grow a bulge.and cin says my face looks fat!!im so sad la.hahahahaha.

finally got to use comp.lemme c.i'll talk abt centrestage first.matthew chek is the best.i love e accent."maria maria, i met her at lucky plaza".oh man.i think he deserves an oscar.HOW E HELL DID HE GET SUCH A GOOD ACCENT?!!

ok enough about thet.remember e cake we baked?it turned out so wonderfully nice.adrea said it was moist n its all thanks to cin adding too much water.haha but the icing totally rocks man.it makes e whole cake taste so darn professional.i came up with the name.MILKYWAY MUDSLIDE.its so apt isnt it?you can c pictures of it at cin's blog.ate 3 slices of it today.felt so pig.oh well nvm.

yesterday helped teachers shift their stuff and label e pigeonholes.mrs gek gave us some honeycomb coated with dark chocolate to eat and mrs tan gave us lindt(is this how u spell it?) chocs and bought us drinks n said she owes us lunch.she keeps saying how we label e pigeonholes so professionally.i guess cos e 3rd floor ones were done by ppl on detention n they arent exactly e happiest ppl on earth.but man i guess cin n i are born professional.she goes for quality n i go for quantity so u can see me labelling damn fast but cin's slowly scraping e old stickers off.when i try u see e wood being scratched off.nice huh.but cin's really like a tortoise.seriously.slow n steady.ahahaha

totally forgot that we were supposed to meet liting for project yesterday after nc so we got her to bring clothes for us.cin say bring big shirt so she brought class shirt n track shirt.i remember how i was laughing at liting cos she wear her track shirt like pyjamas so i decided to wear n c n u totally cant guess that it looks like pyjamas on me too.cin looked like xiaodidi with liting's adidas pants.she wore it cos she liked to scratch e plastic thing on e back so i told her she could wear it n scratch her butt all day.we went to get free popcorn at og orchard point yesterday n stood outside of adrea bess liting's physics tuition and make e popcorn float past e door so they could see it.i bet adrea made a loud exclaimation when she saw it cos e teacher came out n asked for e popcorn.he says we tempt e ppl liao must give them.den after our tuition it was raining heavily n we sheltered ourselves with our stinky honour n glory shirt(from moving e teachers stuff) and i think we looked a perfect sight running n screaming across e roads.we were trying to hide under e traffic light while waiting for it to turn red.sure helped alot.

today bought a pair of shorts.finally.so now the grand total of e numer of shorts i have is 3.how pathetic.to think i only have one pair of school shorts.so i have to like wash them everyday cos i need them on monday tuesday wednesday thursday.and just because it stops raining doesn't mean the sun will come out.

i'm gonna be okay.this is nothing.but why do the tears keep on falling?

Clay Aiken-The Way

Theres something about the way you look tonight
Theres something about the way that I can’t take my eyes off you
Theres something about the way your lips invite
Maybe its the way that I get nervous when you're around
And I want you to be mine
And if you need a reason why

Its in the way that you move me
And the way that you tease me
The way that I want you tonight
Its in the way that you hold me
And in the way that you know me
When I cant find the right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh you feel it in the way

Its something about how you stay on my mind
Its something about the way that
I whisper your name when I’m asleep oh no
Maybe its the look you get in your eyes
baby its the way that makes me feel to see you smile
And the reasons they may change
But what Im feeling stays the same

Its in the way that you move me
And the way that you tease me
The way that I want you tonight (tonight)
Its in the way that you hold me
And the way that you know me
When I cant find the right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh you feel it in the way

I cant put my fingers on
Just what it is that makes me
Love you, you baby
So don’t ask me to describe
I get all choked up inside
Just thinking about the way

Its something about the way you look tonight
There is nothing more to say than I feel it in the way

sports heat gone again.but somehow i felt so cheated.liesel told me i was in parlurf den after i got all nervous cos it was just before e event n had to go toilet den she came n tell me opps im not in anymore.but guess it was a mixup la.had fun cheering anyway.today's e last day of e term!!quite sad tho.when this term goes everything will go by so quickly.soon it'll be exams and oh man im not gonna talk about such demoralising stuff.gonna miss e temp block tho.will be shifting to e class room block soon.was just baking a cake at adrea's.i wonder wad they'll do without me.seriously.luckily i made e icing.it looks nice.but hope it turn out nice.cin added too much water into e cake mix n it just erupted in e oven.we gotta scrape off e top part later cos its all burnt but e inside still not done.yesterday accompanied adrea for her training.i totally think im damn unfit la.oh well.cin scrbbled all over my arm today n there'e one on my upper arm that says 'muscle' so if i flex it its just right there.n there's 'pinkie' on my pinkie.nice.she also wrote catholic vs protestants.n laknock.wow.i need to save money liao.like seriously.i've been eating so much everyday all my money is depleting like siao.jamie's getting fat so she should stop eating so much.yeap

siti just told me i'm e reserve for 4x1.yay.i can leave early tomorrow:)

today i just went mad.toatlly crazy.i ate 2 plates of chicken rice for recess.how greedy was that?n before i went home i ate chee cheong fun and when i got home i ate magnum almond and 4 ferrero roches(ok i hate e word.i cant spell it) and some funny tomato biscuits n 2 slices of bread then chicken porridge for dinner.i'm totally gonna grow fat soon.really.i gained like 1.5 inches on my waist after recess(liting brought a measuring tape to measure huey ying's butt.its supp to be big.but she nv let her anyway).wanted to go running today cos its e earliest i ever came back in a long time(reached home at abt5.30?) but was thinking aiya nvm la i feeling a little lazy.den cin ran.wa lao la.i should have totally ran.but nothing i can do now.today was ok la.i mean as usual it was sad(huey ying said i got midlife crisis n i told her im not gonna die at 30 so now is not my midlife yet den she said midteen crisis.sounds funny) but there were more beautiful moments today.rained a little.funny day.there was chirping music during chem n we were all laughing n ms seah went out of the class to give e office a call to tell them n they were like"GOT MEH?"n when she came back in there was a finale with more bird chirping sounds.

You light up my life,
You give me hope, to carry on.
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song.
what will i do now that you're gone?

the heavens cry as the heart breaks
i can't tell the tears from the raindrops
why does my heart hurt so?

How can such a beautiful thing suddenly become so hurtful?played floorball today and the stick whacked me and my thumb started bleeding.nice.today was absolute rubbish.except maybe for those few moments.then it all hits me again.at least i got b4 for english.my socks and shoes are wet so how am i going to school tomrrow?did a little of my a maths weekend hw(e remainder theorem one) n i didnt read that you're supp to do somr q only so i nearly died when i saw like more than 30 questions under the topic n wasted time doing e so extremely long and tedious question 1.you bare your innermost feelings to them and you get nothing in return.they shut themselves from you.keeping everything in.is this what it's meant to be?its doesn't hurt as much as to know than to see.because if you see it, you gotta believe it.even when you know you can lie to yourself that it might not be true.my toes are cold.

every tear i cry is a step to saying goodbye

quite happy with myself lately.i ran on friday.i ran yesterday(nc) n i ran today!dun feel so fat now.thanks to dad cos he wanted to go jogging just when i came back frm tuition so i followed.i made my bro go too cos he's getting really fat.as in really.hes skinny in e arms n legs but woah u should look at his big stomach.like pregnant lidat.ya den i ran at e canal n i tot i wasnt v slow probably cos of 2guys(i think they're ard 20?dunno) when i overtook them they were like "Let's go!" den they overtook me.so idiot.so i overtook them again.den they pokkai so couldnt overtake me again.i'll c one of e guys shadow coming up towards mine so i'll go a little faster.sneaky ah he.hahaha.i think i think too much.anyway this week was actually e most beautiful one in my life except for saturday.i said that i'll rather be deceived forever to be happy but i still found out.i smile when i remember that we're looking at the same moon and wishing upon the same stars.but your heart belongs to another.why isn't it me?why do i even persist even though i know my efforts will be in vain?so sad.cin couldnt sleep well last night n e shock really took effect for me today morning cos i was on e phone with kai last night so it wasnt as bad.i'm sad.how?

yeh n adrea was telling me about how i'm like underexposed to sprts n all those kinda stuff.i feel like damn nerdy shit la.wished i could do better in many other things.like i cant even run!?feel so lousy.esp when cin adrea laureen liting all run so fast n bess will run faster den me if she has as much determination as me.i guess sometimes some ppl do motivate u to complete a race.i hear my stupid sis crying in e room.dunno wads her problem.oh ya i forgot to say that cin was really so pro at 200 today la.she like totally din train or anything n she got second.i mean its quite good liao.e 2 other ppl running with her were frm track lor.she's so pro.im so lousy.haiz.demoralising man.adrea was telling her how she should have joined track or wad.she can run both long d n short d la.but was telling her how luckily she din.or everything wun b as it was now.she's our OPORM n if not 4 nc i might not have met her n we wouldnt be as happy now over some things.yeah.but still think that she's damn good la.wa lao dis whole entry like praise her only right?cannot must praise myself.jamie is pretty good too.

nope im not in any running events.i think im not gd so i daren't try.fry's so competitive.anyway went for sports heats today n i look sorta like a lobster now.my javelin was pretty bad.couldnt really throw far.at least 2 outta 3 throws were counted but i could nv get further den e qualifying round.most of my time spent there was to cheer e ppl on.my voice is quite loud i must say but i dun think ppl really hear ppl cheering when they're competing.maybe some do look.n liting was telling me to remember that yitian is a pervert.cos she runs 400 like 100 lidat.sprint so fast all e way.guess its true to a certain extent cos she's really fast.as in really.like wa run den disappear.its just v fast la.hahaha.n cos of me(i shouted ) den cin pulled adrea back in when she was crossing e track while yitian n siying were sprinting.it was exactly like saving an old woman crossing e road from two speeding cars.kai was such a heroine k.she ran even though she's sick n she did quite well.so proud of her man.KAI IS THE BEST!when i got home i gobbled 2 packets of potato chips n adrea called me to go joggin with her cos she was gonna walk e dog at e canal.so full lor how to run.but i ended up running my fastest whenever kenzo(adrea's dog) came near.im still not used to dogs coming near me.i still get this feeling that they're gonna bite.but walked her dog for a while.but i'll go stiff n funny whenever he disappears frm my left side.he'll either b behind doing something funny or on e wrong side.trying to not be so scared of the dog.but he seems to always stick to me.cant help it la.im just too attractive.hahahaha.

i dunno y but im totally not doing my work at all.sleeping all e time or doing crap.my grades slipping.so i hope i'll suddenly wake up so that i'll realise the o levels are like less than 3 months away!!!at least 4 e chinese one.n im still not listening to mdm kwan's lessons.feel bad abt cheating her of my jian bao.haven done a single one since e beginning of sec3.so sneaky.

I get kinda shaky when they mention you
I just lose my cool

siti just broke the news to me.chloe cant run.now im in 4x100m.i think im dreaming.wad e hell!??!?!?!?!i totally cant run!!!!shucks la.adrea in e same team la.n e ppl not bad one.im so screwed.sorry team.ok wait she's looking for other people.please please let her find someone.i really cant run let alone sprint.hopefully she will.i dun wanna malu myself further other den javelin.i think jeanette should run.yes.not me.

how perfect can the day get?it was stinky at e beginning.got back bio test n ya din do v well.ppl were like all getting As.i dun have a single A for any of my sciences.den got back maths d and mrs gek got to mark wrongly n the terribly honest me went up to have 4 marks deducted.why m i such an honest girl?cos my friends saw the mistake!!!!oh man.but later was alright.did my yingyongwen during lit free period(i completed it k.so proud of myself.but it was late anyway) n it started raining.it was a wonderful sight.just tt i was wondering how would i practise javelin later.after sch we were going all ard e sch looking for joelle n we found out she left sch.so cin wanted to go home.luckily i made her stay(i decided to eat chee cheong fun) n huey ying they all found mrs heng so we could practise javelin.cin din get to practise her baton passing but got to try javelin anyway.she doesnt really throw far i guess.not as if i do.im still trying to figure out how to get e tip of the javelin to hit the ground first.yeap wish me luck.some people were just so pro.wish i could have a pro coach too.i shall not malu tomorrow.i shall not malu tomorrow.i shall not malu tomorrow.wadever.but today was really perfect.thanks mrs heng for letting us practise.thanks for making my day beautiful.hope it'll b beautifuller tomorrow.y did all my entries turn italic?so weird.

When you turned and looked me in my eyes
Boy you really blew my mind

went for xcountry nationals.so exciting.liping was so good i want her autograph.who cares that e angmoh sports sch girl beat her at e last part.i still think she's the best.so was e rest of the ppl who ran.so proud of all of them.the route looked so disgusting.oh well.liting made those big boards with liping denise joan kisha and lois name on it.i was carrying lois.i shouted myself hoarse.but everything about today was wonderful.saw yanni from my amaths tuition.she looked so pale when she ran.but i thought she ran really well too.oh n i din know jellybeans tasted like jellybeans(i mean like i used to think they were all around chewy not soft on the inside.quite slow eh.they're pretty tasty i just found out).n dis stupid victoria guy(think hes frm e jc) cant seem to wave their school flag properly.he had to hit me in e face.e ppl around me were like laughing la.n he shouts either like a parrot or a red indian.cant remember.we did soething great man.there was dis xiaodidi running during e c div boys who stopped n went on his knees den we started cheering den he came back on his feet and finished e race.must be cos we so chio.cant help it right?hahahahahaha.got physics chem n amaths test back.i got the same for physics n amaths only that they were upon diff scores.oh well i was thanking my lucky stars that i actually passed physics.n chem.i wished i could have gotten one more mark.den i'll get an a for one science.dun think bio got hope la.my physics simply sucks man.two more days to humiliation.i still haven found wads e teacher's name?oh ya ms penny ang to tell her that im jamie KO not HO.doesn't make a diff anyway actually.i'll be out after e first round.im crossing my fingers not many ppl will b watching.i'll just stay a little while later to watch other ppl who r more pro at it.n i'll watch e 200m too.cin's running.ahahahaha.cant believe it.no i shan't b so mean.shes not bad la.i'm really amazed at my self control now.although its hard to hold it in any longer.lucky i din go house practice(although i know i need practice with throwing e javelin)or i'll miss out so much.u know wad i mean cin.

oh n bess called me n told me she got a haircut.she said it was worse den mine.serves her right for laughing so loudly at mine during tuition.so embarrassing.

i'll be waiting.please tell me it's me.I would rather have you as a friend then not have you at all

Everyone says you only fall in love once but thats not true, everytime I see you I fall in love all over again

today's pretty nice.i liked it when i came to sch.i liked it when i had free period.i liked it when sch ended.i liked it when i was eating chee cheong fun(e uncle was asking why i buy one already go n buy another one so i told him it was nice to eat to make him happy.)i'm so happy today.ok so e day wasm't exactly perfect.i got more negative comments about my hair.kai said it looked like shit.n toot.that were the only two words she could say.n cin says it looks like a cherry.laureen or bess said coconut head.adrea said matchstick i think.actually whatever they say doesn't really matter u know.its just.oh well.n went to e doctor today.told e guy outside e polyclinic that i had cough n he gave me a mask to put on.A MASK.can u believe it?as if i'm gonna infect someone with some birdie flu or wad crap.n i was totally suffocating under e stupid thing n whenever i coughed my spectacles got all misted up.i got a one day mc for tomorrow but how can i not go to sch?there's mass run.n i just love sch these days.really.n he told me to stay away from fried stuff and cold drinks n sour stuff like vinegar n yakault(i dun think dis is how its spelt) vitagen n all e nonsense n i ate macs for dinner.dad bought for me some more.my body is damn strong la.eat all e nonsense also can get well.have been eating all e junk food e past few days n my flu got better.oh ya n i realised im first in javelin.as in i'm no.1 one e list.so i get to go first.lucky me.i actually really love that position cos i just love it but i realised i can't throw e javelin so how am i supposed to get through it?hopefully i won't humiliate myself too much.

as cin said.feb29 was a significant day.oh ya we went to airport to ask some questions.i did all e talking n i think i passed a little of my germs to e poor tourists.sorry dude.

i'd rather be fooled and be happy than be faced with what i don't want to believe.i'm still thinking of you.