object of desire.

waiting for cin to send me the class ad n shes watching marry a rich man.how nice.suddenly realised theres so so much work to do.i mean i got one whole pile of undone worksheets.its quite scary.time passes so quickly la.today was feeling damn ngiao i wanted to bite cin's shirt.still remembered the day when i was in e biting mood i bit my sigg bottle, huey yings hand, huey yings bottle n my physics theory wb.oh ya suddenly remebered about bruise lee.last time i had this really cute bruise on my leg n liting called it bruise lee.but it'll nv be as famous as my xiaoming.n sorry adrea.i didnt mean to be a catalyst.im a pretty lousy one anyway.as cin said im changed in e reaction.im denaturing!!!lalalalala.im gonna pull all my hair out one day.im getting crazy.

adrea says cin looks like frankenstein.that's how mean.to frankenstein.ahahahahahaha.just kidding la.cin looks very cute:)

Another day is goin' by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

yesterday had pft and i still cant get my shuttlerun ptoperly!!!tripped and couldnt run properly so wasted my second chance.but at least got a B.i still remember how i always struugled to get at least C.n did 2.4 today n i improved from last year!!!!11.53.i was hoping can faster but one should be contented right?anyway i felt quite accomplished today.roughly finish learning all e sec4 chinese words w/o zao ju though.i dunno how liting actually finished memorising all of them liao.n tmr got a maths test after mass run.how nasty is that.after our pft i think we aren't gonna really exercise properly liao.so we're gonna be growing fat.hmm.and after exams bess is gonna give us a birthday treat!!!cant wait.n can we please go big walk.so fun.but nicoll highway is like pok already so they'll have to change the route.got so many tests this week i cant stand it.feel so weird studying.we actually left sch after sch today.so funny la.

i've been thinking all night(when i was watching fhm bikini heaven-it was very crap by the way) that i'll do my hw dis weekend.but somehow like the hw running away.i dunno where they all went.sigh man.i really must start getting motivated to do work.exams in two weeks is it?dunno la.OH.OH.must sign bio test or mrs goh will make us stand again.hopefully i brought it back home.

i like you :)

today's oral was BAD.chinese n english both so laupok.and mr seow cut me while im talking to tell me africa is not a country.its a CONTINENT.oh it was just my luck to get a geography teacher.i also learnt that zimbabwe is not one of the poorest countries.yay.n chinese i totally had no vocad n couldnt talk properly la.must be ms ang too pretty distract me.anyway cin got a haircut and she looks like a guai xiaodidi.had aoint again.i cant stand it when my family finds some place which serves not bad food n they keep going back to eat.they suggected going there again tmr la.and the plate is like how big.e mushroom soup is totally creamy la.n yes cin u dun have to feel so bad about your hair.mine was worse when i cut it myself.yep.it'll grow back someday.

thanks everyone for their presents for friendship day!there's the pretty sunflower from my oh so nice platton mates.chocs frm liping.so much kinder bueno from bess(!!!).totally cute bedrrom slippers frm adrea(our official nerd club slippers).pretty red pencil from laureen.xing bu zai yan from cin.and the ultimate cutest bottle of 'destressing pills' from liting!i got this funny cork little drink coasters n cut out A n wrote is for adorable adrea, B is for beautiful bess, J is for jaw-dropping jacinta(i had a problem with finding a word that started with j), L is for lovely laureen, L is for lovable liting.bess says im luo suo.but i must say cos i took so long to make k.but the colour combi is damn bad cos i used those fabric paints my sis has(neon orange, metallic black n blue) because the laopok bigbookshop ones din work.n i gave ppl i saw these wheat-like plant thing that will make your hand red if u hold it for too long.adrea also gave this fluffy orange plant.i think it very cute la.

day before yesterday
i have to say it.adrea thought her 30cents egg frm e second stall was too small so she made me go there and change it for her.go until there she went to pretend that i was e one who wanted the egg n she was like "auntie ah wo de peng you shuo ji dan hen xiao" in her funny chinese n the auntie went on to explain about hw smaller eggs taste better cos they have been cooked onger got more taste all those crap la.and sneaky adrea went n said"ya lor jamie you ah.."how sneaky is she?

yesterday
rnb came to our sch(its one of those chinese groups that lots of screaming girls adore n nope im not one of them).we went to watch n it was quite funny.madam kwan got picked to play the game.so funny la.i thought the people look the same just that their partings were different.later went to ikea n bought stuff to make friendship day presents.cin couldnt decide so me n adrea left on a quest to find fabric paint first.since when did the stores tt sold them at holland v close down?make us go all over n ended up at big bookshop buying some cheapo puffy paint.then wate my money cos i can't even use it because it won't appear when i write on the cork coaster.slept at like nearly 1 doing the presents.oh n i got my phone back!!!

today
it was sports day!!!no school!took part in the interhouse games n it was so lame la.had to pull this box and transfer the balls n some other weird instructions la.but during the race we got first!!only cos of the design we got like 3rd overall.sound so nerdy to take part in e game.hahah.anyway also ran the first time in my life in a real competition on the track.yup.4x400.n i was lucky enough to be in e damn good team.they could catch up wad i lost.i ws like the slowest among them all la.but im just really lucky la(im a replacement) and we ended up getting first!!!oh man.quite lucky for me right?later ate meepok n drank soya bean at queenstown hawker centre n went bowling.my score was totally crap.its been like so long since i last bowled.as usual i aim to get at least 50 but so sad i got 47!!!today's quite nice la but im dreading my oral exam tomorrow.it doesnt seem real la.

uncertainty is more beautiful maybe thats why it nicer to not really know but to just guess.

i still love to watch the prince of egypt so much.i love e song the sister of moses sings.i love the queen(shes so chio).i love moses in his cleopetra hair.i love the sharks swimming when the sea opened.i love the kids singing.i love nearly everything la.n i'm so happy to returnt o sch.the lessons still bore me but i cant stand not going to sch for long.oh n i saw this damn cute lion thing that u hang on your hp.i might get it when i get my hp back.still cant catch ms goon to book appointment with her.sigh.

helping kai find smth.so distracting la.cant remember wad i wanted to type.anyway got a haircut and some ppl say i look nicer!haha n i got dis espirit pants cos it was so cheap(i sneakily got my mum to buy it.ask me about it man).its so low though n i goot find a shirt to like cover my long body.n really eating like siao nowadays.must have like one dish n chee sheong fun every recess n later lunch still hungry.get home den stuff myself with lotsa chocs n nata de coco.haven been exercising.sigh.feel damn fat la.oh ya watched the passion of the christ today.so thought evoking man.the images were so gory i felt so painful for HIm la.really.some parts were really sad too but half e beginning i was asking wad is going on cos i dunno a thing about the last supper n all e christian stuff.n adrea's sneaky dog must be so sneaky suddenly walk past when i watching.scare ppl only.

oh ya.xiaoming's going off tomorrow.he says bye to everyone who knows him.

Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl

haiya.ms tan says i have to wear tie all e time.n i gotta tuck in my shirt more.why?as long as in can liao right?oh well.today went siao.after sch went taka n ate e chocolate crossiont(i dun think this is how u spell it) frm st leavens(i dun this this is how u spell e place either.its at e downstairs with lots of food there). den later cos got coupon so went to buy e omelette japanese noodles.if not for cin i'd have bought e regular blizzard la.n its not as if i din eat lunch.i ate prawn noodles and egg sandwich n lime juice.den on e way home i had this really really really big stomachache.after i got down 7 i just squatted on e pavement.n i scratched cin cos it was too pain.den later i decided to walk to e 284 bus stop there.but halfway there it was too pain so i squatted in front of a dustbin.i think e passing ppl thought i was siao but i cant care less k.it was so bad i felt like killing myself.den i saw dis guy he was walking den keep looking back at me.pervert ah.just because i squat doesnt mean can keep staring right?hahahaha.den after i got off 284 i crossed e road n squatted ate e middle part of e road where they grow grass n trees.n after a while den i finally really crossed e entire road den i squatted again.den later rushed up n squatted at e lift lobby while waiting for e lift n squatted in e lift as it went up eleven storeys.so many squatting right?i think if u go count how many times i used e word squatting in my entry there'll be at least ten.hahaha.ate e ikea hotdog for dinner after i shitted alot of times.den finally had diarrhoea and it ended all my pain.yes.so shuang now.hopefully tmr i can go out.gotta cut my hair or ms tan will scold.

you leave me hanging.but please continue to make me smile.

was it all a beautiful misunderstanding?

xiao ming says hi!he's slowly disappearing from e face of the earth so those of u who want to see him please come look for me.liting is like in love with him la.i think ms tan dun like him.but anyway she thinks my hair is too messy n i gotta get it cut on friday.so sian of studying.ok i shouldnt say tt cos i only lingshibaofuojiao n study e day b4.n e drugs i spend so much time on it n it din even come out properly!i always so suay.wa lao i tell u now im feeling damn ngiaoed.i simply cant describe it.oh ya ive been getting a million blueblacks frm i dunno where.i only know e ones on my palm were frm staurday when cin n i were playing with e comp chair n seeing who could get out of the chair after getting spinned around a million times and run to e board.of course i won la but cin pushed me until i fell.but i still pro k.always forget wad i plan to type when i actually get a chance to type.

if you can't have it, just admire it. i'm trying.

yesterday had some teacher's telematch and e teachers were really competitive la.we were playing against queensway.n was cheering like mad cos e teachers play until so cute la.hahaha.stayed back till so late.ok not that late la.n today played badminton with cin but got some distractions.n i drew monsters in class!!!my favourite is the yatin monster!!i think look like tomato.e frts monster is glob monster and its so cute also!!!galazupok monster(i cant remeber e name properly cos it was randomly chosen) cin say cute also.so's e tombalek monster!!!i love monsters!!!and e ms singapore universe totally screwed up la.i think e girl not v chio n not eyecatching.they should just get a stupid pretty girl cos last time ms china won n she gave some stupid crap answer in e q&a segment anyway.i remeber saying i wanted to say smth but i forgot leh.my memory is so rubbish.oh ya i wanted to say e mango models all have a sexy mole above their lips.oh man.hey.you sexy thing.hahahaha

Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do
I'm too lost in you