okay.tomorrow's e day.rod.cant believe how 4 years have passed.its really fast las.it just seemed like yesterday i was staying back to pass senior sueann my autograph bk but was too scared to go into her class so i stood outside for like half an hour.how dumb was i?anyway ive got so many things i could look back and smile about.

-e closest i could ever get to being an nco.e last physical camp was it?had some cadets to sorta look after n they were so cute n nice cos they were willing to be called spongebob squarepants just because i liked it)ok mayb they liked it too).i still remember how they were so supportive of me whenever i tried getting support for everything i was asking.
-healthy lifestyle last yr n this yr.last yr was memorable cos i overtook 2 cedar girls who looked quite pro.ahahah n i actually caught up with cin at one pt of time but she figured she must have been so slow so she sped up n i got left behind again.but this yr's one.i still remember how yonghui said shit when she found out she was running with me.n how she was laughing when i rolled off e stairs n fell on e guy.n how i was playing scissors paper stone with her n she dunno how to slap my mosquito bites properly.but then again i dun think i would have dared to slap a specialist.haha
-bathing with su ngin in sec3 camp i think.i liked her top-to-toe watermelon falvoured wash.
-running n screaming when we scared ourselves over e tree shadow near e canteen toilet in sec 1 camp
-so many many things i cant name them all.

mrs koh said i look like frm ava.maybe guides but ncc!?she din believe.BUT HEY I'M DAMN PROUD THAT I'M FROM NCC.YES I'M FROM NCC NOT AVA OR LIBRARY OR GUIDES.NCC.NATIONAL CADET CORPS.

4 years of laughter and tears.4 years together with my ever so dear platoon mates.4 years of strict discipline.4 years of preparing uniforms.4 years of pt.i don't think i'll let go of everything so easily.i'll tear i think.maybe cry.or maybe i'll bawl like a baby who just broke her teletubbies vcd.

today shouted my lungs out.but i dun regret.anyway i think our sch track ppl are really wonderful.seriously.i got so tired cheering cos it was too exciting.anyway im really laggin on all my hw.n i keep forgetting i got a test everyday.

please be happy again.

i think attendance girl is really good.shes so pretty n cute some more.n ya.very good.yeap.you'll get it if u do.

ok cin reminded me how i always seem to remeber to type abt e last time things n forget wad happened in e day.e previous post should have included our near death experience how cld i have forgotten it.i think chem lab is a dangerous thing.i nearly died of chlorine poisoning.stupid me went to smell directly at e mouth of e testube cos i din know it was gonna b chlorine.so i just died.n later i was so smart went to blow into e test tube cos there seemed to be some gas frozen it e middle n guess wad chlorine gas entered my poor nose again.but now i quite recovered liao la but i'll nv see chemistry e same way again.especially lab and chlorine gas.anyway i think today was quite fun cos most of e lessons we were discussing abt e aad food stall but e stupid sch system confirm make us lose money so cant set up stall.e no.1 uniform is really v pretty other den e fact e neck is tight.but wednesday!!!!!!i wanna cry liao la.

it's scary how some people changed so much without you noticing.

ok so much havent typed.here's all summarised i hope.
ADREA'S BIRTHDAY
we had a treat last sat at akashi restaurant at paragon.it was quite ex la.thankyou so much for e gd food n bestest icecream ever!!!doubt i'll ever get a chance 2 eat like tt again.ahaha but poor bess had a stomach upset cos of pig intestines(she vomitted them out whole can u believe it) so she din go.anyw we planned adrea's presents n gave her one a day.i think she loved e winter sonata soundtrack alot.but i loved e happy book!!haha.we were inspired by all e tv n books so we had all these clue stuff for her to find her presents.thanks to everyone who helped ah.

RACIAL HARMONY DAY(same day as adrea's birthday 21july)
i love our class man.so many ppl wore ethnic costumes!!haha.i wore a punjabi suit.wanted to wear sari but cant get so nvm i'll make an indian fren nxt yr.quite funny when we doing pe cos we dancing all e colours around n bangles clinging and clanging.and took so much photos.n mrs gek was v funny.i think i v bad.always talk crap to her whenever she comes to our area cos we all nv do hw(no wait adrea does.wow!)we were asking her how she maintain her figure n everything.she's so cute la.n we were all taking photot with her n i was trying to get her to pose with adrea's sex bomb(we gave it to her as one of e presents) but she sorta put it on e table as if it were a dangerous object when she saw it.haha

ok so nows all e dingdingdangdang.tmr is sppech day n im just gonna die of boredom.oh n i think my dad is really nice.he tries to get my stuff for me when i want it.tt time i was saying i want orange juice for dinner he nv bought so he went out again n bought apple aloe vera n durians for me!!!!so nice right.i gonna plant e durian seeds.n heard e attendance girl ran so fast.she's so cute la.everytime c her feel so happy cos her cuteness radiates.ahha wish her luck for e nationals but she so fast dun need it liao la.

ok i sorry for e mistake.is liangshanbo+zhuyingtai.n we watch till got abt 5 mins left.but ss started so had to stop.i think e ppl look really funny la.e liangshanbo look like liangpopo la.hahahahaha.cut my hair two days ago n e guy took like 5 million years to cut la.blow(with hairdryer) den cut.den blow again.den cut.den repeat for like200 times.i wanted to faint la.noelle says i look like suzie(is tt how u spell her name?) from e calvin n hobbes.n i'm quite sad la.everyone was laughing today.no one ask whether it hurt.cos i fell down.its quite malu la.was running after liting den it was wet cos of e rain n i was on e drain den slippery ma so i was like those cartoon running in e spot n fell on my butt.den i screamed la.cos shocked ma.den alot of ppl saw.so sad right?ankita was like walking to e toilet n she was laughing in e toilet la.den bess said e ppl on e classrm blocks all looked down cos i scream.so embarrassing.but anyway we got plants!!!n i had a grave for a day.its quite funny cos liting was saying it was like a museum cos everyone stopped by and look n got a weird huh!? face den walk away.n teachers had quite big reactions.mrs lucy tan n mrs ow.anyway now e wei she me song is like e nerd club's official song!!!!all of us are like into e club spirit.always with a book.thanks to our merlion(who supposedly spits out water which is a metophor for giving out resources=books? i just think merlion cos she talking got spit saliva.ahah jk.shes a v good merlion.cos alot of water=resources=books).read angels n demons da vinci code n reading eleven minutes.gonna take alchemist after liting finish n theres the notebook n ps i love u n dancing on e edge.can't wait for tmr!!adrea's bday treat.oh and im gonna wear a punjabi suit on racial harmony day!!borrowing frm thaya.so exciting!!!ahhaah

They say a person needs just three things to be truly happy in this world. Someone to love, something to do, and something to hope for.

i think i got all three.haha

today was like a total loser la.smth was just wrong wth me so i couldnt stand for long under e sun so during rehearsal i like squatted down during both runs.but e second one i held on longer.but still hated myself whenever i gave in.but it was so difficult to hold on when you dun get enough air in your lungs and blurred vision n feeling cold all over.hopefully i wun b so lusy next wk on e actual one.anyway i havent done my math hw.cos theres so much la!!!e tchers are like totally crazy.seriousy.got a whole stack of weekend hw n a binded bk of weekend hw.supp to do frm both every week.still got plus amath weekend hw.so shitty.nearly dead frm drawing so much loci ive decided to take a break to watch 5566 on e charity show.bess influence me la.make me so excited over them.oh ya i want to complain la.everytime i watch oc its always some sick kissing scene.cos mum always watches pilihuo so i'll watch last 15 min n its always some kissing thing.anyway i also got to watch e last hr of meteor garden tt day n huazelei is like how charming la.hahaha.i dreamt of him yesterday u know.haha n i figured its gd he speaks so little(when he does its like some woah comment, eg: when shancai ask him to wait for her cos she was going to take smth, he said he had always been waiting for her.wa lao la) cos his chinese words are like not pronounced properly its q funny.adrea sounded hopeful when she asked us if it was worse den hers but na.n madam kwan lets us waych liangshanbo+zhingtai during her lessons.its quite nice leh.v funny at some parts n i wanted to buy e vcd.ahahah im crazy la.

A dream is beautiful but love is real.I guess you're just but a dream.

a forgettable pain isn't real pain.

there was an old lady who swallowed a bird, how absurd to swallow a bird!she swallowed a bird to ctahc the spider that wiggled and wriggled and jiggled inside her.she swallowed the spider to catch the fly, i dunno why she swallowed the fly, perhaps she'll die.

going kuku soon.like everyone is starting to study liao la.im feeling rather unnatural.anyway e attendance girl is gone!!!!they changed her away.hmmph!she's e only one i remember cos the others all look e same to me.this ones e cutest.plus she's e nicest cos she waits for u too give e attendance book before going(e previous ones all had me chasing after them)n i dun have to look for her cos she's always so efficient man.if it was friendship day i wld have given one of my flowers(ok it was one dried stalk.wadever) to her for being so gd.ahah.told u i was going kuku.anyway i wanted to watch oc and meteor garden but mum ended up watching pi li huo instead.huazelei is gonna kiss shancai today!!actually i dun care who he kisses as long as he appears on e screen.ahaha.i m rather crazy la.OH AND TODAY WE FORMED E SHI WAN GE WEI SHE ME(100 000 WHY QUESTIONS) BAND!!its really cute la.me liting n cin sing e song at diff parts n come in together at some its really funny.u shld hear it.

please grant me a glance.

there was an old lady who swallowed a spider, it wiggled and wriglled and jiggled inside her.she swallowed the spider to cstch the fly, i dunno why she swallowed the fly, perhaps she'll die.

feel like got nth to do.like no hw or anything lidat leh.haha anyway i sewed e deone shoes!!i think its quite cute la but my sis say it looks damn toot cos it came frm e sch shoes.but felt like a grandmama when i was sewing e beads on.there are two stars and a heart!!haha.anyway cin is like gone to malaysia.she seems to come at go without notive.hope she's ok abt her grandma.but i feel so lost cos she's on e phone with me everynight but ive got to learn to live w/o her anyway.ok tt sounded a little weird.e tennis game is like quite boring.was watching it when waiting for sis to finsh using comp.i cant really tell who gets a point i only know when they show e person's face.my dad taught me e first peson they film is e person who gets e point.ya.but e ppl on clap when they score n no cheering one la.no atmosphere.later will prob watch soccer.today got up at like 2pm n had dis damn exciting dream.it was like a movie la.those vertical limit type.oh forgot to mention e listening exam yesterday.it was like lausai la!!so hard i'll probably b damn happy if i get like only 3 wrong.those setters are like perverts.time s passing really quick.so many stuff gone n its hard to believe im gonna be 16.i mean sixteen?!!who would have tot i'd ever grow so big?n im just gonna cry my eyes out on ord la.n i'll cry my nose out on farewell assembly.ok tts not so soon.but somehow everything is like going going gone.so scary.i'd rather stay at this moment.

if only, if only.

shopped like siao today it was so fun la exceot for my stupid diarrhoea n liting's durian cake dress.hahaha.ok i had diarrhoea like 3 times so every level i went i headed to e toilet.n abt liting's durian dress:she broke e strap n changed e dress to halter frm crossback.we were like trying to act like nth happened n escape frm e crime scene.ahahathey say i look nicer in dresses but i cant wear them cos its like how funny to wear it right.no one really wears dresses.co its funny.

there was an old lady who swallowed a fly, i dunno why she swallowed a fly, perhaps she'll die.

n i realised although im like e skinniest among e nerd gang im like e flabiest so ive decided to go on jamie's healthy toning up plan.past 3 days have been eating porridge for dinner n only eat recess nv eat lunch n did sit ups crunches leg raises sidebendings walked 12 storeys home BUT i wrecked it today by eating one big mug of cappucino icecream n some cheese jap noodles for dinner.plus i slept n nv do exercise.wa lao la.im so angry with myself.haahha

you're, you're my number one
i'd do anything for you
catch e rain from the sky
even hold back the tide for you.

ok maybe i'll get swept away by e tide but tts beside e pt.its e tot tt counts la.

chinese oral today was SCARY.esp e short hair tcher.i tot she looked like a stonefish.e complexion n expression.totally no recation to u one la.n when i was reading e pasage i was stumbling through and shaking.cant help it la v nervous.trying to keep my hand still so i wun look so stupid.i was reading q loud cin cld hear me when i was getting preparing during e 5 minutes thing.they were all laughing at me cos i was trying to look guai n carry my bag n make my hair look neat.hey must at least try to make a good impression to get extra points for my broken chinese right.n i was quite rubbish.they were asking about criticism n i was saying how my friends criticise me that i eat without closing my mouth n e food fly out so i think its good they criticise me so i can be a demure n better girl?!!?totally crap man.but ya my chinese was like all mixed up cos their face was so scary.i think its e worse part of an examination.i'll just totally freak out during english oral too la.at least i speak english more often.oh n e attendance girl is so cute la.hahaha.