so ma fun to sign up for sat la.cant stand it.anyway i hope i'll do ok for bio prac tmr.n all e rest of e exams also la.so stressful.whole day dun feel like studying n got tv to watch at 7 n 9 at night.end up not doing anything.oh ya!played dodgeball yesterday i think i dodge ok but i dodge e ball n end up knocking e pole.played until some woman came along who said we have to stop cos we were damaging some funny door.oh well.i got this one loine og blue black down my thigh cos i knocked into pole.sad huh.

oh dear tmr is chem prac n i dunno wad to do.must no panic.tmr will b ok right?today studied at e kfc at btp n went crazy.saw many weird hc ppl.hai.n this guy n his gf sitting beside us was laughing at us quite alot cos adrea was quite noisy n we were saying stuoid stuff n going crazy after so much work.adrea was very funny.she was so scared of lightning n did some funny actions when they came.me n her saw many maomao caterpillars on our way there n were trying hard to not step on them.ok must not slp too late.wanted to watch e swimming show but mum wanted to watch channel u one.sis gonna chope tv tmr.den hopefully can watch.

i like jie kou.

詞/曲：周杰倫　
Ci/Qu: Zhou Jie Lun
Lyrics/Music: Jay Chou

Translation: jakinni - www.jay-chou.net

翻著我們的照片 想念若隱若現
fan zhe wo men de zhao pian / xiang nian ruo yin ruo xian
Flipping through our photographs, thoughts of [you] are visible yet invisible

去年的冬天 我們笑得很甜
qu nian de dong tian / wo men xiao de hen tian
Last year's winter, we laughed very sweetly

看著妳哭泣的臉, 對著我說再見
kan zhe ni ku qi de lian / dui zhe wo shuo zai jian
Watching your tearstained face, telling me goodbye

來不及聽見　妳已走得很遠
lai bu ji ting jian / ni yi zou de hen yuan
[I] have yet to hear it when you've already walked so far

也許妳已經放棄我　也許已經很難回頭
ye xu ni yi jing fang qi wo / ye su yi jing hen nan hui tou
Perhaps you have already given up on me, perhaps it is already very difficult to turn back

我知道是自己錯過　請再給我一個理由說妳不愛我
wo zhi dao shi zi ji cuo guo / qing zai gei wo yi ge li you shuo ni bu ai wo
I know it's all my fault, please give me another reason, say you don't love me



就算是我不懂　能不能原諒我
jiu suan shi wo bu dong / neng bu neng yuan liang wo
Even if I don't understand, can [you] forgive me?

請不要把分手當作妳的請求
qing bu yao ba fen shou dang zuo ni de qing qiu
Please don't use parting (breakup) as your request

我知道堅持要走 是妳受傷的藉口
wo zhi dao jian chi yao zou / shi ni shou shang de jie kou
I know wanting to go is your wound's excuse

請妳回頭　我會陪妳一直走到最後
qing ni hui tou / wo hui pei ni yi zhi zou dao zui hou
[Can] you please turn back, I will accompany you until the very end



就算沒有結果　我也能夠承受
jiu suan mei you jie guo / wo ye neng go cheng shou
Even if there is no conclusion, I can still endure

我知道妳的痛　是我給的承諾
wo zhi dao ni de tong / shi wo gei de cheng nuo
I know your pain is the promise I gave

妳說給過我縱容　沉默是因為包容
ni shuo gei guo wo zong rong / chen mo shi yin wei bao rong
You said [you] gave me tolerance, and silence was because of acceptance

如果要走　請妳記得我　如果難過　請妳忘了我
ru guo yao zou / qing ni ji de wo / ru guo nan guo / qing ni wang le wo
If [you] want to go, please remember me, if [you] feel sad, please forget me


the english translation a little weird hor.

ok im not really angry at mum liao.i think sometimes i make her sound extra bad cos my descriptions are damn good.haha but nowadays feel weird cos even tho i go to sch there isnt really sch.never mind im happy whenever i see.im now trying to teach bess math over e phone so its a little difficult to type.bess bro's friend left home or smth going to stay at her house.how cool right?i tot only tv got such stuff.ask bess for all e details man.hahah.tmr going to go bukit timah plaza to study.mon was such a good day.

Sometimes I wonder if love is worth fighting for, but then I remember your face and I'm ready for the war.

i'm very angry now.i saved money to buy a dress cos my mum refuse to buy a new one for me cos she says i muct wear e dress i bought 3 years ago.i paid for e dress entirely myself n wad do i get?a scolding.now she tells me i'm not going to go for prom.she says i have to go on a holiday with the family.she says e tics are booked.on 25.maybe its fake.but i just hate it when they do such stuff.not tt i did anything to make them angry.i tried so much to do them proud.they dun appreciate.fine.i shall run away if they force me.

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today is farewell assembly n i must say it wasnt wad i expected.i don't think e planning was very good.there were so much stoppages in between it sorta ruined e atmosphere.so din cry when i expected to.but later was trying to get ms tan to cry by crying in e end ended up crying but it was after quite long.haha.I'M A FRIEND OF SINGA!!!so funny can.now i really represent our nerd club really well.we bought our nerd club rings today n it has our initials n club engraved inside!nerd club forever!haha.now we got matching club bedroom slippers(adrea gave us for friendship day) n matching nerd club pins!(i made it for graduation present-gonna make one for myself soon) n rings!cant believe we are like no longer part of e sch or smth lidat.so sad right?i really feel a sense of belonging n all tt funny stuff here.primary sch not so.gonna miss everyone.today so weird la when i took photo with cute cute.haha.but nvm adrea say she look v chio when she smile in e photo.haha im going crazy liao.if only i had another photograph.if only i dared to ask.ok its not good to regret.

miss tan's quote for me: mingle a little folly with your wisdom, a little nonsense now and then is pleasant.
was it me?i'll probably never know.thank you for your existence anyway.your smiles brightened up my days.

shit.i sorta highlighted wadever i just typed n deleted without knowing.wa lao i type quite alot liao la.anyway i saying im very sad later its gonna b farewell assembly den no sch liao.boohoo.anyway im making e farewell presents now n my eyes are all screwed up frm sewing.hopefully e nerd club likes it.n me adrea n bess bought prom dresses liao.all frm perfect in black.n e gay man is v nice.haha.owe bess like 40 bucks.so now must save money.im v hungry now.ya i shant talk so much if not later delete again.must hurry sleep cos tmr must look good.we're taking lots of pictures!!

quite happy with results.i'm supp to give everyone a treat at crystal jade.yay im so totally gonna go bankrupt.but nvm just celebrate n try to get dad to sponser some.hopefully as many of us can go to e same sch as possible.yes we must!!anyway i hate e mock tests after sch cos already so tired.but still have energy to play soccer!played a few days back with adrea bess cin noelle leon cosmo justin n lionel(i have no idea how to spell his name).but cosmo n justinare like so cute la.hahah.bess says cosmo got blue eyes n justin has green.i dunno.just looks nice to me.but i was really very very bad tt day la.btu have to thank my team mates(noelle leon justin n lionel) especially noelle cos she keep trying to give me chance to kick e ball.n they so pro so even tho i so lan its not so bad.but today i improved k!leon said so.but i still have to work on goalkeeping cos i haven been able to block any yet.haha.scored 2 goals today tho n im really happy liao.i think im not really inclined in games ah.but i'm still quite a happy person.i think my lucky charm worked.esp for a maths.

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehowI want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn?t matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

so much hw piled right after exams.how can they only give us 3 days to rest?english is e worst.hopefully they're not gonna check e story ideas n paragraphs every week.they're taking so long to give us back our results.i half want them n half dun want cos if u swaysway dun do well den v sad.but we'll worry abt tt when tt comes.nowadays do a little sports only feel v tired.today my arm is tired frm badminton yesterday.hai.n my class ppl can u pls hand up e envelopes n honour cards.if not i gotta carry them everyday since we got no classrm n its quite heavy.
ive been having bad dreams recently.its like really bad.not scary but bad.i hope i'll stop dreaming if this continues.n i cant stand my temper nowadays.i flare up so easily.must think happy thoughts.n i think someday i'll go crazy.smhow i do relate abit to girl interrupted n e dancing on e edge bk.cos all of e ppl r like sorta crazy but not crazy if u c it frm their perspective n not always our own.and i must say its been v fun sleeping at night with a zoo around me.there's my favourite lion, duck giraffe n tigger!gotta bathe liao.so late still haven bathe.wad a dirty girl.haha