Thursday, June 30, 2005 10:09 PM
i have lost all inspiration for math.it doesn't really help being the last paper(remember how we used to screw up physics in sec school cos they always put it last?)in 13 more hours it's gonna be all over!i am very angry that our paper is going to be in the bloody hot hall and it's three damn long hours i have NEVER sat down so long for anything before i am just gonna die of heat and stiff butt and i will make alot of noise because i will adjust my position alot alot.evil venue setters!clean your asses babes i am going for my haircut!and when you are having physics you think like a particle when taking chem think like an atom when econs think marginal and when math don't think.seriously.you will complicate things and can't solve those tricky idiotic trigo identities and all your ap gp will be unclear and your domain and range will mess up.really.
Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:53 PM
shit.i ate it.
10:40 PM
i am resisting the temptation to eat chocolates.that mars bar keeps calling out to me.damn
10:31 PM
ONLY LEFT WITH MATH(and cl ao but i don't care).econs was the most scary now that it's over i'm so relieved:)no school tomorrow!today i dyed adrea's hair ebony(black)!its a little brown under light but i guess like that then natural right?i am pretty happy now.except for the fact that i am facing some problems getting my mum to let me go for the hotel stay!she says she dunno what we're up to.i guess i sorta expected that.hopefully dad will alow.argh.i've been looking forward to it ever since i dunno when.hmm:(please let it all go through!in about 40 hours i'll be shopping and getting a new haircut!and initial D too!good luck cin:)
Tuesday, June 28, 2005 11:48 PM
eating a slice of honeydew after i decided it was no good to keep eating that chocolate coated chipsmore biscuit thing which i'm sure is damn dattening but it just keeps you addicted and going back for more(i went back for 2 more+the first piece i ate=3).seriously these chocolate things are really evil they make you so fat but you just can't resist them i have no idea why.econs is really common sense made difficult.doesn't help that i have warped common sense.so i'm quite lost in the midst of pc monopoly equilibrium srac and all that nonsense.can't wait for after the paper tomorrow!i'm gonna dye adrea's hair for her!more or less quite free already(thur to practise math for fri!).
anyway thanks cin for just now.i always feel insecure about the silliest stuff.yes i know i am really dumb in that aspect.that's why i someone up there sent me you to get rid of those dumbdumb things:)miss having long talks and walks with you.
Monday, June 27, 2005 10:33 PM
go away you stupid monster in that corner of the ribcage that keeps trying to tug at the thread that hold the muscles that pump all that red fluid with plasma round round and around the world which spins round and round and makes me dizzy and i can't collect the tears that fall when i laugh and weep at the wrong colour of the painting and the over-sized frame.i draw too much black on my rainbow.
10:13 PM
i have no mood to study for chem.anyway it was so fated that i go adrea's house today!was going home then cin called and say go over(she ended up not going cos the buses showed SIGNS that she should go home) but i decided to go home and grab some notes first BUT when i reached the lobby i realised i forgot to bring keys!haha so off to adrea's.i have his mindset stuck there that says [why study since gonna fail?].this was especially brought about by the physics paper today.i never did use to learn definitions cos i figured they can;t give so many anyway and bloody hell 10 marks worth of them came together today!don't forget those weird moments and gravitation questions!yay i am still forward to friday!hang on fellow nerds four more days only!
Sunday, June 26, 2005 10:41 PM
i ran today.3.8.i shall run it very very fast soon.if i continue to run that's if.run the pain away.
10:14 PM
if i happen to jump from the bridge and get eaten up by crocodiles cin i'm willing everything to you and i'm sure you know how to distribute everything for me to the people i love.
9:53 PM
somebody please save me i am a drowning piece of cola can floating in that canal.): i hate physics like i hate veggie.physics is a lame thing with no use in my so bright future dreamt out by fellow nerd club members.i mean our enterprises have completely no link with physics(unless you count building our shops).haha.and no one thought of gp yet!haha ok maybe its just me.gp=go pee.i am going mad.like the shoe shop?like the cat in the hat?like that stupid mouse which thought it was a bat?if only it was like last time only had to worry about finifhsing dumb holiday homework after holidays.that one can copy la.will you please?
Saturday, June 25, 2005 10:10 PM
i realise it's easy to hide everything away when you start typing rubbish.i read many people's blogs they come from all walks of lives and you see how typing shit like about how your toes get a headache cos the floor didn't think it was polite and therefore gave it a kick.haha it's quite funny how people get confused by what you actually want to say when you start uttering nonsensical stuff in between what you truely mean to say when you elbows get that funny tingling feeling cos it hit hers and the knees start to hurt cos you fell while playing hide-and-seek with the heart.hoho feels like creative writing.oh gong chun called me to say he's back from china.why can't i fake a scholar to take my block tests for me when teachers would rather have everything correct scripts which don't have girl fingerprints cos they are too tiny and oily but guys are even worse i am not making sense!:)
9:33 PM
suddenly feel really inspired.maybe it was the cold water bath that woke me up.i shall study econs properly tonight.because i'm looking forward to the after blocks nerd club activities! Amara hotel stay oh my god i am so ready for that:) i missed out the first time i'm not gonna miss out this one.adrea's birthday treat will be then too.and probably going escape/sentosa.it's as if it were the holidays.i'm so damn happy:) :) :)
went to jcc to study today and sat in the toilet for quite some time to daydream.nerd club activity.still remembered in sec 3 when we were in the g block.whenever adrea had lit and we had free periods it was always spent in the toilet.haha.later got quite sick of the study room so went to cin's house.miss it man.so long haven't been there.saw the board i gave her and some letters.i'm happy its still around.not completely replaced by her rj friends' stuff.and i still like the name cin.jaja or jac is so not nice.
miss those times last year when we would do so much together.guess it was much easier when you sorta had a clique and a group of friends you can always fall back on no matter what you do.especially in class when we do group work.you immediately look at those faces.and you sort of don't feel lost.nerd club all the way! we're all dreamers (but we'll make them all come true)
Friday, June 24, 2005 10:03 PM
pretending.
10:02 PM
random mess of rubbish in that oh-so-dumb head which totally screws up every twenty seven seconds and restarts over and over again.oh never mind you ignorant piece of jellyfish.splat :(
9:24 PM
dad is bad mooding now.hate it wen he does it especially when i din even do a thing.today was more productive at adrea's house!need to finish phy by tonight(excluding trying out questions haha) cos i haven started on econs.i think i think too much.had icecream again today!tmr gonna go jcc for a change i think.hopefully dad wun bad mood n dun allow me to go.this hols feel so crescentish.went back a few times and spent so much time with crescent friends.happy i am:)
Thursday, June 23, 2005 10:16 PM
Today at the stars I took a useless look, and wasted another wish on you.
9:38 PM
came back from adrea's again.what a fun day again(read: fun=unproductive).guess u can't really have the best of both worlds right?had icecream(bailey's choc chip this time!not simply choc again.) adrea's mum treated haha.anyw saw a case of true love/love is REALLY blind wadever u call that.adrea cin n i really couldnt take it.hahahaha.but yeah u must be in love to know what its really like and how its beyond looks only.but yeah.hahaha he really looks like my phy lecturer!ok nvm.bigger dreams today!nerd club clothesline with our animal brands and our own tv network!haha.nerd club gathering on speech day!oo i can't wait!and josef tan wedding haha.looking forward to next fri afternoon!:)
4:15 PM
A certain amount of nostalgia is natural, but if you're longing for the past and indulging in thoughts of what could have been, snap out of it. Physical Activity's good for getting your head back to te present. what kinda shit horoscope for the day is this? so evil la.oh well can't get myself to study.i'm getting cramps soon i think.argh.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005 9:37 PM
just reached home from adrea's house.got pissed at some stuff.wadever la.anyw today was so unproductive!but tts y i was so happy today la.went cycling!!!i din fall leh!(tho i knocked into e side of this narrow path)life really stinks now at thos very moment especially when i dun get a shit about chemical energetics and gravitation and production costs.so thats from most of e subjects i take!hai.ok i shant worry abt all these.gonna bathe later den try to do work:)
Tuesday, June 21, 2005 9:54 PM
did circular motion today.had to look at solutions to do e tutorial la so demoralised.anyw a lot like love is really sweet.and ashton kutcher looks real good too.thank you for today:)
Sunday, June 19, 2005 10:50 PM
just finishes typing proposal.it seems i have some sorta proposal like thing to type every day.fri was minutes of meeting sat was OH proposal today is chic proposal.hmm i'm so very tired i just found a chinese article for my jian bao.still got 2 more laoshi printed ones but haven't done them.it's so terrible i have those and one zhou ji to write to hand up tmr.ah.yes i am screaming and tearing my little hair left out.went for a jog just now but din finish e whole ting cos adrea got a stitch(sorry i make u go so early!).father's day was spent at kfc for lunch and foodcourt at westmall for dinner.my face feels warm.haha maybe i am falling sick!haha.
1:11 AM
am dead for block tests.haha i really think it was a bad idea to totally not listen during chemical energetics lecture.hopefully cin can help me clear up the stuff.tomorrow is father's day.oh wait now is father's day.think my siblings bought some stuff and just counted me in.haha.hope dad will be happy cos he wasnt really during his bday.hmm.laopo birthday soon!haha
Friday, June 17, 2005 10:05 PM
just did minutes of pw meeting!i'm so damn proud of myself la.had ecaco jts at nydc and i really love the mudpie frm there la.irresistably sinful.need to go run soon my flabby full of cellulite thighs are screaming.
been spending alot of time with nerd club ppl and i really hope it won't end.i mean after sch starts council will be on full blast and i'll hardly be able to meet up with them anymore.i love those moments when we digress from studies and start discussing about our hopes and dreams.how we're gonna set up businesses together, our trip to australia after A levels(haha this is just dreaming la dunno if mum will allow la), who's gonna get married first and screaming that we're gonna be each others' bridesmaid and my favourite dream of all-we're gonna buy an island when we get rich!(we decided we'll buy one of those villas first if we can't get that rich.haha).it's really nice to drop everything and dream so wildly.maybe when you grow up most of them might get squashed and you'll lose that spark in your heart to dare to dream but whatever.i'm still 17 (in fact only 16+).the road ahead is really long.get lost you evil dream squashers.haha
Thursday, June 16, 2005 10:10 PM
last day of a math.haha we got chocs!met siewchi for lunch n to study a while.i shall get my life in order soon.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005 10:24 PM
just watched eye for a guy(it's e first time i watched) and y denise go choose wolfgang?howard is so cute and so sweet la.sigh.haha so fairytale!!!!today a waste of time again.anyw our pw meeting was rather a flop cos hha it was quite forgotten and i dun really kno how to take minutes( i swear i'll never ever be a secretary in my life).have a headache now.went a little shopping with cin after meeting n i wanna buy tt wh white racerback.aiya i want alot of things la.and e freakiest thing happened today!this indian jap tour guide just starting talking to me n later he showed me his tattoos (on his hands and his body) to prove his point that he wasnt a good guy.wth!?lucky jamie is calm and blessed.haha
Tuesday, June 14, 2005 10:09 PM
a math was productive.they are pretty nice ppl actually.anyway went to adrea's house (yes again) its like e perfect place to hang out.tired of everything.wanna run away.haha cin adrea n i planned to have all the businesses n stuff n go on a holiday and everything else but study.the window is tempting sometimes.and whatever i'm studying now is of no relevance to wadever i wanna be.i don't wanna grow up.fly me to neverland.
Monday, June 13, 2005 10:57 PM
ok starting to feel the heat for blocks.n i must fight for circle!it's e time of the night again.stupid knotted thing.hate it.heard liting had a hard time teaching a math today.ok so tmr we'll really get to teach.not sit ard n do our hw.haha.anyw cin when you're back lemme know can?cos i tot it was 3 days how come now still not back?!
Sunday, June 12, 2005 10:38 PM
so proud of adrea she finished her race race thing.and i went for a run today!so sorta fulfilled my aim n did some math i'm gonna do like mayb 2 binomial questions before i sleep n i'll be done with e first booklet!:)and e council meeting n tutoring clash thing is settled so i'm relieved and happy too!laopo came back today!when is cin coming back?miss her already.
Saturday, June 11, 2005 10:06 PM
good luck to adrea for tmr.haha really dunno how it's gonna turn out but i'm sure she'll be able to complete it:)i packed my room!at least a little bit.now my desk is sorta cleared n i do my work there for the first time in like 2 years.haha.i feel motivated suddenly.i shall try to finish e first booklet for math tonight.den tmr i'll go n run den continue.but my plans dun always work out in the end:(i think sometimes i am extremely dumb.i shall try to overcome my stupidity n not think so much about impossible stuff.
saw this on the back of someone's shirt today.i thought it was quite cool: Pain is temporary. Glory is permanent.
Friday, June 10, 2005 10:58 PM
today was lame again cos really totally no1 ask any questions during e math tutoring thing.at least today last day liao.next week is a math!i prefer tt alot more.mr & mrs smith was so sweet n smart n cool i can't really describe it haha.anyway had a great day today.thank you so very much:)
Thursday, June 09, 2005 9:45 PM
OH formal was fun.i love ms wang man she's like so nice.haha.anyw i had a suggestion for a theme n its quite cool hopefully it gets approved:)training was fun.and went over to rj to find cin n i ended up being used as an extra for a film they were filming to take part in so comp ahha.den went over to heidi's house(one of e crew) to film some scenes.anyw cin is e lead actress!haha.the house was so nice n big and me n adrea just sat there n ate chips choc and watch tv.this i life man.haha.cant wait for tmr.
Wednesday, June 08, 2005 11:06 PM
never thought i'll get so painted again after initiation.haha but yeah it happens.i'm so proud of the ecaco shed and e sign i painted.altho its not v neat but its so cute la!haha.today was a tiring day but the council room is so pretty after painting!:)oh yes!i just found doreen!i shall not stress myself out now.so hard!ok must be calm.haha i'm being rubbish.!!!!!
Tuesday, June 07, 2005 10:13 PM
nerd club together today again!love the hols man:)studied at tanglin macs first before going back crescent to teach.its like quite lame cos no one really asks u anything n we were like having our own discussion among ourselves abt our own math n chem questions haha.anyw adrea was on e dot today at 8 in e morning at macs so she din have to treat me.oh man haha.i was early la!math is hard.esp ap gp sigma.evil.
12:16 AM
Sometimes you have to put up walls not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to knock them down. cin you do that right?
Monday, June 06, 2005 10:08 PM
what a lovely day.spent it with kai and miss tan.haha haven't seen both of them for so long.ate alot im quite bloated.took neoprint(ms tan so ulu e last time she took was like e ultra pok machine) n went to changi airport(ms tan went to pick her bro up n me n kai took e skytrain!).if only i could be this carefree everyday.and oh dumb me went to sch to hand up chinese worksheets and i forgot to bring them.sad.
I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken.and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten up her own.
Sunday, June 05, 2005 11:59 PM
doing chinese now.so difficult.got one more chengyu exercise den two newspaper articles and one zhou ji.cannot sleep liao la.sian.
7:32 PM
went to rn at e house canal.damn proud of myself.adrea e evil sleepypig stood me up.now she owes me icecream!haha.sweaty n sticky.shall go n bathe.
Saturday, June 04, 2005 10:01 PM
oh my god.i can't believe it la.black canyon 3 days in a row!yeah.had lunch there today.haha.anyw we cleared e ecaco shed today!its so bloody neat now n we catalogued e banners!but my encounter with the stupid centipede was yuck!lucky it didnt touch me(though i was hugging e banner tt filthy thing was hidden in).my nose ran away like a million times cos of all the dust n stuff but yeah we all perservered(i'm so proud of my fellow chic kailing!we did a good job with e banners i think!).what a day.
Friday, June 03, 2005 11:46 PM
damn!internet screwed up n now i gotta type all over again.anyw i was saying how today felt really good.just like last yr.went to liting's house to study(which always ends up to be slacking and stuffing ourselves with her wonderful tidbits) and cycle.it is certain that every cycling trip is a traumatising experience for me.for one thing-i really can't cycle properly(picture a bike going zig-zag most of the time).i scream like siao at long slopes down.i hardly make it on upslopes.and i crash into a lorry that isn't moving.great eh?(the stupid old man was laughing at me but it was cos i was trying to not knock him that's why will knock into lorry la!)had black canyon again.if only everyday could be like that.won't the world be a happier place?its so hard.oh well.
Thursday, June 02, 2005 10:05 PM
HWA CHONG DOUBLE CHAMPS!i'm so so happy we won the m1 touch rug comp today!its e first one i played in(tho i had screw ups n drop ball) but we worked as a team and won!!!!jasmine star player!i'm so so happy today.it was just perfect!everything else that happened today just was:)
Wednesday, June 01, 2005 9:05 PM
went shopping with cin and adre.i like the pants at zara!but y must so ex 75 bucks?:(and i like the racer back frm mango too i've been wanting one ever since dunno when.and i ant a plain shirt too!i want so much so much but got no $!!wa lao so sad.nvm after all the jts i shall save up for it n hopefully everything'll be cheaper at e end of the great singapore sale!watch madagascar at clementi(the cinema is really quite run-down but it only costs 5bucks for one ticket!).its was so lame lame la!but so funny!tomorrow's it.good luck jamie and everyone else.hai.