Sunday, July 31, 2005 6:43 PM
What is love, cos baby I don't know
I got a funny feeling in my heart
If this is love - it feels like butterflies
So tell me baby is this how it starts
I know I've never felt like this before
You're like a drug you got me wanting more
I've got to let you know - I've got to let you know
You're - you're my number one
I'd do anything for you
Catch the rain from the sky,
even hold back the tide for you
Baby baby, you're - you're my number one
With you I know I belong
I put the radio on and it's always playing our song
Tell me what - what have I gotta do
Cos I wanna lay a claim on you
To make you mine - for now and for all time
So tell me baby what I gotta do
I know I've never felt like this before
You're like a drug you got me wanting more
I've got to let you know - I've got to let you know
You're - you're my number one
I'd do anything for you
Catch the rain from the sky,
even hold back the tide for you
Baby baby, you're - you're my number one
With you I know I belong
I put the radio on and it's always playing our song
And there ain't nothing I won't do
I'd walk on water just to be with you
Baby baby, you're - you're my number one
I'd do anything for you
Catch the rain from the sky,
even hold back the tide for you
Baby baby, you're - you're my number one
With you I know I belong
I put the radio on and it's always playing our song
6:26 PM
swept and mop house.changed bedsheet.feel pretty accomplished EXCEPT no homework done.sigh it's always the hardest part right?slept like siao.fell asleep on sofa yesterday and got up at like 6 den realised.shifted back to bed at 7.woke up properly at 12.20.took nap after household chores from 4 to 5.30.so what the hell have i been doing?!i'm such a pig.you must ctach more sleep too boo.
Saturday, July 30, 2005 9:51 PM
don't be angry cin.you know me best:)today's speech training didn't turn out to be as bad as i thought it'll be.i am an underwear adjuster!hahaha we were so well fed!but it lasted really quite long.ended up leaving school at around six plus only.weekends pass so quickly.cin is happy i am happy.i am typing incoherently.my mind is filled with something else.boo.
Friday, July 29, 2005 9:51 PM
i messed up real bad.why am i always so idiotic.sorry cin.i think i don't understand myself now.damn.i hate it when it becomes like that.
just when you thought the picture was perfect and then you realise you forgot to paint in that little shade which would have made all the differnce.maybe the sunlight will cover it tomorrow.
Thursday, July 28, 2005 10:09 PM
today i didn't get up late!i am roughly trying to do some homework here and there so i don't get caught that bad.and lucky for me i manage to slip past the checks most of the time.and the debate was not very good!i hate laogong and butler!!they sneakily read my point for debate!but it was quite funny anyway.went to peishan's house today and then her grandma's factory to get wires for maf.the house was so big.oh well so many of them are goddamn rich!sigh.anyway laopo sorry i dunno how to make you feel better about your tuition teacher.cheer up k?
When somebody loved me,
Everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together,
Lives within my heart.
And when she was sad,
I was there to dry her tears
And when she was happy,
So was i,
When she loved me.
Through the summer and the fall,
We had each other, that was all
Just she and I together,
Like it was meant to be
And when she was lonely,
I was there to comfort her
And I knew that she loved me.
Wednesday, July 27, 2005 11:34 PM
been falling asleep ALOT these days.wanted a nap till 9 n look at the time now.oh man.homework homework homework.you know what?i'm just as confused too.mayb it was just like fireworks.impactful but short-lived?but today was wondeerful.thank you so very much.shit i know it's gonna end.don't make me cry.
Tuesday, July 26, 2005 7:22 PM
half day and i went home!drats.i am a nerd man.nice and slow.that's how i want my life to be.past 4 days were perfect.i am bloated.miss cin and you too. so what is MC pricing?i don't know and i don't seem to care.the island the island the island.bang and that was how the fireworks sounded.am i nuts?maybe.
Monday, July 25, 2005 10:11 PM
mayb it was the lack of sleep.but oddly didn't feel very sleepy in school.tomorrow is half day!but no one is free so oh well not much point.it's cold tonight.am i too?i dunno.but it isn't on purpose.miss you.
1:20 AM
i must be the luckiest girl on earth now.
Sunday, July 24, 2005 10:35 PM
slept a hell lot today.cin you are gonna be happy too.no rotting in the nerd club allowed.just like how my gp won't rot.i finished doing 3d trigo tutorial!gonna try to do some tutorials for tmr.was quite sad mrs tan was kinda angry with us tt day.she's so nice.next week is busy!but you keep me going:)
Saturday, July 23, 2005 11:54 PM
what a happy day(except for some small little things).speech day waa good.and i got to take photos with the people i wanted to take with.and cute cute is really cute!i am hungry.didn't eat dinner,caught fireworks.happy.you held it today:)
Friday, July 22, 2005 10:45 PM
Oh yeah, I'll tell you something
I think you'll understand
When I'll say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand:)
10:11 PM
cheering sessions finally come to an end.they say i get man-lier after every cheering session.my voice is so dead!cannot sing liao:(but my brother(samuel!!) was damn pro today!he got 1st and i am very proud of him:)shall think of better ideas for cheer sessions.now like abit dead.hmm.looking forward to tomorrow!nerd club gathering.fireworks.whee.
Thursday, July 21, 2005 10:19 PM
i am desperate?i dunno.mayb if that's wad you'd like to think.mayb i am cofused.but at least i'm happy now.but it still makes me sad.tomorrow then sat.i will be happy:)i failed gp!ok i shall attempt to type in relatively more proper english now.poo.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005 10:42 PM
track and field cheering was alright.though we didn't really have people to lead to cheer.but yeah.i shouted your name!our banner hanging was so exciting!we climbed on the roof over to the next door house and all.it was damn pro ok the cheng ba looked so good from afar.wearing a sari tomorrow!chemistry is difficult.rubbish enthalphy changes.
Tuesday, July 19, 2005 11:23 PM
initially rather boring and a waste of time.but the food!oh my goodness.yes it was worth it all.ushering duty at esplanade was salvaged by the food we got to eat after the guest of honour left.eclairs choc truffles tiny tarts beef medallion-well what can i say?but diarrhoea was horrid.am i mad or am i mad?saturday!looking forward to it.cos of this and that.
Monday, July 18, 2005 10:37 PM
first time not sleeping the entire night.you will go mad in school tomorrow and start writing irrelevent stuff when trying to copy chemistry equilibria notes.and you're awake and yet asleep and dreaming at the same time.ha bet you haven't felt that before right?tan ee min you broke all the records in the world la.the day was like a dream which went by with me hardly conscious.but i didn't fall asleep during cl listening compre:)tomorrow's a long long day.damn.and when i tell my best friends something she doesn't listen properly.
Sunday, July 17, 2005 10:42 PM
ncc day parade!so proud of them all.stand tall.stand proud.we are ncc.crescent ncc is the best!:)haha i am amazed how a weekend goes bye so quickly.didn't even have enough time to sleep.much less touch my hw.oh dear.
Saturday, July 16, 2005 11:04 PM
rained and there was no training.ended up at curry wok eating a whole lot of food instead.ushering and serving drinks are part of a day's work in council.very tired already don't want to bother so much.don't even know if it's appreciated.next week is another busy week!2 cheer sessions.chem test.listening compre exam.racial harmony day.speech day.syf duty.dunno wad other shit.boo.
Friday, July 15, 2005 10:49 PM
painted the ecaco board.it's damn nice now.my eyes were screwed after looking at it so long.OH theme decided and i think will need to start working on it liao.dad asked if i wanted to laser my birthmark away.i dunno.it's been there since forever.makes me special.but girls all wanna look pretty don't they?sometimes it's exasperating when every other person thinks there's ink on your face.but it makes me special doesn't it.hmm
Thursday, July 14, 2005 10:35 PM
tomorrow's physics lecture test ia gonna be funny.hmm.anyway i reached home before the sun disappeared today!broke record of like 6 months of not coming home before dark.saw some big lozard thing swimming in the canal!i thought it was a crocodile or sth at first la!hungry hungry.didn't eat dinner.bleah.
Wednesday, July 13, 2005 10:25 PM
wow i just saw the track and field results and we are curently leading!so proud of them all.wish them luck in the remaining events!so busy!why are we allocated so little seats!!this is crazy that means no student can go down to support track and field finals la!man this is a rubbish problem.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005 10:12 PM
my computer is reatardedly slow today.judo won gold for both guys and girls:)much improvement today.failed phy!oh well not that it's unexpected la.my throat feels sore.my butt n thighs hurt.haven't done my homework but i'm not very stressed yet.feel quite contented at the moment.
Monday, July 11, 2005 10:26 PM
tomorrow is ok!i am not nervous!right.anyw getting back econs tmr i think.please please.hmm training was pretty fun today!doubt i'll get many more chances at it.has been building up.getting busier and busier.i'll burst into flames soon!met laopo's dao junior who din turn out to be so dao but she's pretty cool eh.too bad won't be coming hc.sigh why our school so focused on acadamics.miss out so many shots at getting good sports people.hmmph.
12:23 AM
thank you nerd club for everything-you're beautiful.
Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:57 PM
just came back from hotel.watched alot of movies.some diary of ellen sth, day after tomorrow, stepford wives, dollmaster.we were so lazy like slugs la and liting ate cornflakes in bed and it was such a mess!i am a lousy bridge player.really.oh well never mind we had cup noodles for dinner and i loved adrea's durian puffs!it was nice and cosy in the room and took some photos.so happy!it was really funny when liting and adrea were so scared for dollmaster.haha was doing lame stuff to scare liting it was hilarious!brace myself for the busy coming week!
Saturday, July 09, 2005 11:40 PM
just came back from adrea's birthday treat.somehow it didn't really go as planned.something a little diff.i talk less now.guess it comes with age.mouth gets tired?everybody's changing.tomorrow going sentosa.we'll have fun right nerd club?tired eyes.
12:20 AM
had a little glitch(OK MAJOR) .vcd player couldn't work.wanted to watch scary movie 3 la!looking forward to tomorrow night.chinese oral was damn bad.it's never good when the teacher finds your phrase before u come up with it after umming n erring for very long.phy mcq fail so most likely fail cos paper2 is million times harder.boo.everything's gonna be alright.
Thursday, July 07, 2005 10:46 PM
it always has to mess up right at the last moment.sigh.ok now everything's roughly settled.whew.
Wednesday, July 06, 2005 10:20 PM
prepare for battle tomorrow.anyway cl ao can never get more screwed.when you write your essa about some primary school topic and get all your tian xie han zi wrong you know it's a bad sign.haha.i think i'll be very happy when this weekend is over.one thing is that i'll be less busy and the other is that there will be happy things happening in the weekend so i'll be happy:)school sucks!
11:57 AM
first time going for exam with zero preparation at all.cl ao is damn funny n screwed.haha
Tuesday, July 05, 2005 10:11 PM
retail theraphy always works i say.so does watching movies with irresistably charismatic cool guys.i completely fell for jay chou in initial d.they say he doesn't really act well cos he only has this one expression but i think it's that one expression that makes him so attractive.how he speaks so little.how he just nods and says "mm" at everything.i got pink heels!i think they look dior.haha.and white skirt from zara:)i am pretty happy today.don't let anything ruin it please.i want to give up so bad.
Monday, July 04, 2005 11:53 PM
i am tired of myself.
10:27 PM
Shopping!with cin:)i saw a top from zara kids a skirt from zara shorts from topshop slippers from charles and keith!i want them all but my financial status only allow me to choose 1 or 2:(never mind tomorrow i'm going to choose(i think) with adrea's n liting's help!last day to slack.better make the most outta it.my dad is being irritating now.went to queensway(yes again) and finally did the jerseys.so tiring can.and you blew me away.
Sunday, July 03, 2005 11:29 PM
i was feeling rather different today.didn't really feel like talking.think i hardly spoke 10 sentences today.maybe when you grow up you feel like talking less?read jessica today.haven't read a book in ages.i think i am over-reacting at stuff.i need to pack my room and wash my socks.i am being random.i ate e remaining part of my laogong's pig choc from new zealand.my hair is quite irritating sometimes cos its so floppy and thinned it keeps flying into my face especially when i was reading today.eating gummy bears.i realised i have a large family!got laogong laopo n brothers!:)
1:52 AM
maybe i should just go get pregnant and prove your point.its irritating.just be a nerd ass who stays home all day and sulks like shit.i hate it.i hate it like shit.
1:47 AM
my mum said no.anything else worse in the world?i want to jump.
Saturday, July 02, 2005 10:19 PM
oh ya good luck to adrea for her bio!don't worry the nerd club will always be behind you:)
9:14 PM
went for the wedding today.what a cheeky present we gave.they are such a pretty couple!haha anyway guess who i saw?cutecute!oh man she's so so cute la.sigh.hahaha i cannot stand myself i am going crazy.went to queensway to check out cheering tee stuff. then went to liting's house for our great interaction time:)i like it when we just sit around on liting's bed(actually squash ourselves like siao since 4 people don't exactly fit well on the top of a bunk bed) and she opens her nice chocolate stuff for us to munch on(i ate like 5 hakuna or whatever it's called very-chocolate-filled-wafer and like 4 of that nice ferraro rocher thing!!).it's lovely i wish time would stop.i think its during those times when we really get to bond and discuss stuff.
i am chewing nice candy now and i reminiscing about the past.when is past?a second ago i finished my candy.i am missing it.will she meet she on the bus that passes in the wrong direction?will they pick up the fallen pieces?is understanding really what it really seems to be?abstract is funny.sometimes you get lost too.i stare when i feel like to.i fall when i don't want to.it hurt though you didn't mean to.who the hell are you.
12:45 AM
:)no need to worry anymore till next tue!i hope i'll get up on time tmr for the wedding.got haircut today.it wasn't what i expected or wanted but aiya nvm la at least it isn't really screwed up right?but i was horrified when the woman said she was gonna thin my hair i was like "BUT MY HAIR SO THIN AND LITTLE LIAO LEH!" haha yup it was quite funny but now i bathe i hardly need to use shampoo la(relative to last time).went shopping and bought a white long-sleeved shirt(to wear under blazer) and a white top.i wanna get slippers too!i hope all nerds remember to wear their rings tomorrow!thanks adrea for asking:)