Wednesday, August 31, 2005 10:39 PM
happy teachers' day.tired.eyes can't stay open.went back to crescent.went shopping.cin cin.went library.went crazy.watched my boyfriend is type b.everything all mixed up.i was thinking.then i stopped.then i was happy.before that i was not.i want time to just bloody hell stop.it's going by too fast.
this is my moment
this is my perfect moment with you
this is what god meant
this is my perfect moment with you
Tuesday, August 30, 2005 9:47 PM
just realised there are more things in life to worry about.and freddo cheer up ok!remember your m1 best buddies!:)let me know if you need anything ya?
td work session is short and fun(in aircon!!) and icecream(which ended up being dinner) with the saco presidents.fun!heehee.
you could be so happy
Monday, August 29, 2005 10:19 PM
it rained.and it just stopped.it's going to come by again.i know it.something's odd.i can't pick out what it is.
9:39 PM
so lucky just when i decided to be good and go study at kap they started some stupid renovations.but i finished my curve sketching tutorial at least.i think i worry too much.aiya tonight lost all the mood to do anymore hw.i am stuck for oscillations.i thought today was pretty good.oh ya no bad.i failed the chem independent learning test.hoho.why did i not expect that.never mind.tomorrow tomorrow.
don't be dumb jamie.
12:39 AM
headache.think i should not take naps with my contacts.my nap was wayy too long anyway.haha.now doing electrochem.i must be motivated!
wakeup wakeup!
Sunday, August 28, 2005 6:43 PM
slack day!went shopping i finally bought a racer back!and 2 hairbands and button earrings.yay yay i am happy.only 2 more days before holiday again and i'm going back crescent!yes yes.happy!!!ok i should not be so weird.and i am guilty:(
Saturday, August 27, 2005 9:25 PM
today felt nearly perfect.not like perfect perfect.perfectly last time perfect.how i'll have dinner with family(went to ginza plaza after so long!) and stood for very long in a shop cos dad was asking some hp stuff.and how i'm gonna watch the bone collector(we used to remind each other to catch nice shows esp scary ones).miss that alot.
and my mum is still mad.she still thinks i make myself vomit after meals.i love eating too much to do that.just because i like the toilet doesnt mean i'm bulimic right.people who are please stop.eating is not wrong.really.
4:47 PM
my team got 2nd!and adrea's got first!means hc got 1st and 2nd!:)i am very happy.it was really fun.yesyes.and alf is ver brave.and i can fake!fun fun fun.but got headache now.stupid cuts stop oozin liquid.i will come back later.happy happy:)
Friday, August 26, 2005 10:05 PM
horrid day i think.i hate it when stuff clash.makes me upset.but at least i know there are so many sweet people around who care so much:)stupid me.i am so silly.i don't even know why.
Thursday, August 25, 2005 9:26 PM
managed to go for a little bit of training.rrrr.hmmph.not happy.nvm.anyway it's jx and laogong's birthday!happy birthday!i feel bad i can't keep up with all the birthdays and stuff.lwskufhugrghgh.random letters.tmr is fri!so fast.i want to eat you up.YES you.
Wednesday, August 24, 2005 10:01 PM
rahh.sleepiest work session ever.been so long since i went home with paul.haha.and i want to dieee.i must do my open house stuff.i must do my electrochem tut.i must do my econs drq.i must do alot of things.and i swear my physics is lousy like some rubbish nonsense.i want tuition!!failed this stupid test that was supposedly easy.im a goner man.i want to go for training tmr and fri!:(sad.
Tuesday, August 23, 2005 11:31 PM
still awake!i need to go for training!hope the meetings don't end late.gosh.bought a pair of shoes today!so fast la.cos cin was giddy from looking at them.its adidas kids one.and today add to the count of people thinking i got marker sttain on my face!this time was at some queensway sprts shop.oh well.and i still can't beileve this stupid teacher thought i was a boy.hmmph.hahhaha
Monday, August 22, 2005 10:23 PM
i want to organise my file and time and life.it's scary how i sometimes think of how maybe i made the wrong choices.but there's no point looking back right?stupid day.i am lousy.ok lousier than what i ought to be at least.bleah.
ok daily report on big right toenail that will cease to exist soon.it bled!and sock somehow had some small red patches of diluted blood.
oh oh.don't ever stay in the toilet with alf and adrea after you change.if they start a water fight you'll wish you never changed.ever.hahasleepy.i want to give up on curve sketching and econs OPEC drq and electrochem tut.ARGHHHH.bloody hell.
Sunday, August 21, 2005 11:07 PM
what a great evening/night!if only everyday was like that.did differentiation tut 4 after a long afternoon nap.i was quite happy doing maclaurin's expansion you know.haha funny right but i guess when i'm not stressed or pressed for time and i do it at my own pace homework is quite fun.ok i sound like a nerd.later went over to adrea's house to practise touch rug!not much practice cos i was so lousy and the space was really small.but fun!i had this really rubbish touch.i was practically hugging noelle la!ok never mind!toenail got blacker!had bbq at adrea's house for dinner.nice fat sausages and lambchop and chicken wings.can life get any better?then we watched fantastic 4! my ideal sunday.
12:22 PM
just finished the written report part.internet crawling.my toes are cold.i slept at 11 plus and got up at 9!that is a good thing!shall get down to do math tut before i go to adrea's house.every1 hates pw.read my horoscope and it is not very good. "Be wary of those whom you have confided in, as some of your most private conversations could now be made public." if they ever do i'll personally kill ever single one of them. i am so violent.ha ha.but horoscopes are never true for everyone.right?right.
boo.
Saturday, August 20, 2005 9:58 PM
tiring day.wish i had gotten up earlier and you had too.never mind.need to do the written report draft by tonight.sigh.
Friday, August 19, 2005 11:03 PM
i learnt how talking relieves you of your pointless thoughts.those evil people who infringe on my privacy yes you ought to be guilty of your actions.hmmph.i am unhealthy today ate fast food.never mind.as long as i'm happy and contented.you sneaky little thing!hahaha.
Thursday, August 18, 2005 10:32 PM
training was tiring and i got a black big right toenail.but it was not bad:)thursday is a crazy day.or rather everyday is a crazy day.ouch my black toenail hurts so.hope it doesnt fall off.
weekends coming again.time flies.and are promos really starting on 26 sept!?gosh.want to cry.
Wednesday, August 17, 2005 9:27 PM
last slack day!i hammered some bulb holders!and played monkey in the pool!tired dry eyes bitter(that was much earlier) but contented.i am healthy!maybe maybe.i want to be the only hand you hold.
Tuesday, August 16, 2005 9:44 PM
just got a haircut.quite on an impulse cos of cin.anywayyy i don't think i look lian la!cin you look more beng than i look lian.you always say i look lian.rubbish woman.my sis says my hair looks the same and i wasted money cutting.oh well.never mind!my hair will look about the same tomorrow!my haircuts don't usually look very new after a few days.yay.
6:53 PM
i am exercising everyday(so far)!this is good:)going to swim tomorrow again i think.slack day.only math lect econs tut n econs lect.we have 4 free periods!gosh.what a good and slack week!i think that the best thing to do is not to think!go great gab get gold!haha i was trying alliteration.but yeah go bro good luck for your comp in bangkok!don't think don't think don't think.(:
It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don't know (I don't know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?
Monday, August 15, 2005 10:42 PM
love is what makes you smile when you're tired.so is boo.
9:54 PM
went for training for first time after so long!i still feel lousy.ok must have spirit!feel abit dejected.never mind!sunday!adrea we must practise ok?ok i will be free on sunday!i am mad.boo!hai.
Sunday, August 14, 2005 7:13 PM
there's something new to worry about everyday.tomorrow's timed assignment.oh well.but i feel healthy!i climbed 60 storeys today!went up all 5 stairways of my block.but its all gone now cos i'm having kfc for dinner.yum.thanks kai for letting me understand some stuff.i nv don't talk to you ok!ok we should meet up.i am full from all the pepsi.burp.full.miss you.boo.
Saturday, August 13, 2005 11:14 PM
nearly finishing open house design thing.i am so proud of myself!and those who helped me too:)whoever wants to see the super cool design please just ask me!haha.i got new cuts.it's terrible i am so accident prone i think i'm gonna get real scarred at the end of the council term.i am tired and dirty.from all the kerosene and cuts.but i feel accomplished.that's enough.
and you better not eat so much candy!i knew it la.and u still haven gotten my strepsils to save you:)
Friday, August 12, 2005 10:19 PM
feeling as bloated as a pufferfish!two plain pratas one tissue prata a whole plate of fries.nearly couldn't unbutton skirt.goodness gracious me i am going to run tomorrow!i think.haha.had diarrhoea in the morning and the pain was horrid.i hope i'll never get it again.phy test was no good.but turned out to be okay day.nice talking to siqi during welfare duty:)but please take care and get well soon.
Thursday, August 11, 2005 10:17 PM
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
mmmm
I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
9:25 PM
so dead so dead.i can't even do the bloody first mcq question in the tys abt oscillations.dammit.n it's e first topic i studied tonight.and i bloody hell can't get it!i am not looking forward to gravitation and fluids.argh.ahhhh.i am mad.bloody hell.i hate physics.
Wednesday, August 10, 2005 8:47 PM
ate so much at kap.and helped cin.and buddy.hoho i dunno i have gone bonkers.really full now.and blur.my dead doesn't wanna think no more.i need to shit.gonna bathe.and listen to superstar.and do homework.i shall be a nerd.nerdy nerd.mei you dong xi!
12:22 AM
watched fireworks for the 4th time.gosh.now they are all so familiar.but i still love the golden rain one the best.and some of the ashes fell on me.ouch.love the nerd club:)
Tuesday, August 09, 2005 4:11 PM
counting survey results now.a pretty dull thing to do.finished harry potter in the morning.it was so sad!ok nvm.gonna meet nerd club later.it was rubbish earlier on.now less rubbishy.congrats bro!hahaha.
Monday, August 08, 2005 10:20 PM
gonna ctahc the fireworks now.
Because of you I never stay to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid.
Sunday, August 07, 2005 9:45 PM
cin's made me all stressed!ok i promise after i finish readng harry potter i am going to start studying.or rather complete my homework first.!!!damn i need info for eom.dead dead dead.ook i am searching now.gosh.got hit so many times.in a state of shock now.
Saturday, August 06, 2005 9:41 PM
The Right Kind of Wrong
Know all about
About your reputation
And how it’s bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can’t help it if I’m helpless
Every time that I’m where you are
You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can’t fight it anymore
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Loving you isn’t really something I should do
Shouldn’t wanna spend my time with you
That I should try to be strong
But baby you’re the right kind of wrong
Yeah baby you’re the right kind of wrong
Might be a mistake
A mistake I’m making
But what you’re giving I am happy to be taking
Cause no one’s ever made me feel
The way I feel when I’m in your arms
They say you’re something I should do without
They don’t know what goes on
When the lights go out
There’s no way to explain
All the pleasure is worth all the pain
Loving you isn’t really something I should do
Shouldn’t wanna spend my time with you
That I should try to be strong
But baby you’re the right kind of wrong
Yeah baby you’re the right kind of wrong
I should try to run
But I just can’t seem to
Cause every time I run you’re the on I run to
Can’t do without, what you do to me
I don’t care if I’m in too deep
9:33 PM
i was late again!damn.never mind we completed our fireball stuff after gm and dance session.i was sleepy.watched fireworks just now.it was really pretty and grand.but it wasn't the same as when it was with you.
Friday, August 05, 2005 10:56 PM
lighted fireball!thank goodness for the end of the week.really want to take a break .and read harry potter!an go to the library to research.and ya.alot alot of things.
you pop up in the head too.often.
12:38 AM
relieved after spa.but i think cos i drank too much fluids today at the second experiment i was in such an urgent need to pee.and i think the laksa was weird too.cos i had a tummyache.never mind i managed to hold out till the end of it!
and i think teachers are very lucky to have our class whenever some teacher from the department sits in during our tutorials.we are so good!we interact with them and ask and answer questions during lessons and we are so bloody zai all of them praise us la.plus they wanted to video our econs tut!:)
soaked cotton wool in kerosene.twisted your name.had an okay afternoon.ran 2.4!i must be fit:)
and adrea says i should hang out with you more.makes me happy and she get's walked home too:) okay it's tiring to smile so much boo.
Wednesday, August 03, 2005 10:56 PM
i am happy.even though my bag strap broke when i was running for the bus.even though i probably screwed up my econs test.even though i got tons of cuts on me from wires.i am happy:)
Tuesday, August 02, 2005 11:11 PM
i don't like it when my parents can't communicate with each other.like chicken talking to duck.just that my mum gets impatient and doesn't wanna listen and i get this feeling they are gonna quarrel.so dumb and irritating.
10:43 PM
i swear i'm not eating macs for a long time.ate like 2 and a half packs of medium fries my tummy is gonna bulge and explode:( anyway i am so dead for econs lect test tmr.cos for the topics they testing i missed at least one lecture on it.sigh.i feel so guilty and lousy for OH.aiya nvm la i'll make up for it by working extra hard for it!ok dc just asked me to do his pw survey.my pw is screwed!!!!!ahhhh!!!i don't have materials to evaluate for EoM.sad.
but i do love you.
Monday, August 01, 2005 10:41 PM
i'm really sleepy.super tired.okok must wake up!yay.you came and woke me up!i am happy:) i am dumb.gosh.haha
2:35 AM
We hide to be found. We walk away to be followed. We cry to see who will wipe the tears. And we let our hearts get broken, just to see who will fix them.
12:59 AM
thank you.i'll never leave.