Monday, October 31, 2005 11:53 PM
trick or treat? i looked like such a vamp.gosh.and the prom dress came into use afterall.candyy:)
know what it's like to want to just fall into your arms and never wake up?
Sunday, October 30, 2005 11:08 PM
i counldn't have done it without you around.
what a wonderful world.
and it isn't that far to walk home from kap.esp with something to think about.
xin fu:) oh and plus i got a good bro too(:
Saturday, October 29, 2005 11:49 PM
happy together:)
Friday, October 28, 2005 9:13 PM
its been pretty long since i cld come on and nt rush pw or have some random council thing to do.and i'm here early!artemis games day was quite fun.cin came over and joined in(which really meant tt she sat there and watch me do everything.sorry!).yayy i am happy when i catch up with cin.her friends are hilarious.i like to listen to stories:)good days happen when u wake up to something good:)
don't we all love happy days:)
Thursday, October 27, 2005 1:10 AM
come for scream!my throat's hurting.nevermind.i love kisses.just like i love you.my printer ran outta ink on me.wow.and when i'm hungry i do not make sense.or sleepy too.i like letters.maybe just yours.and i want cin to come tmr.don't haunt me.i'll haunt you.
and if the end of the world were to come, i'd want to spend the last day with you.
Tuesday, October 25, 2005 10:25 PM
i can go knock the wall liao.
Monday, October 24, 2005 8:53 PM
went to run!yay i feel healthier(except i went to laogong's house late and ate choc n icecream.owell).
i felt quite sad about mr chai having to leave.i think that he's really right, as in "i don't think it matters whether you tuck out your shirt, or if you wear your socks to the knee or not have socks at all.What matters is when you go out and see an old lady you give up your seat to her, or help a blind man across the road.i guess the school finds it more pleasing to the eye when they see all students looking the same from up here" .you might be the slackest teacher but i think you're one of my fav around(:
Sunday, October 23, 2005 11:31 PM
more used to phone:)i did not prick my fingers!i'm happy.it's good i'm happy often right?yes right.thank you(:
Saturday, October 22, 2005 10:11 PM
sorry im so dumb!:(i can't use a v3 properly i think.ok i know.yes.dumbdumb jamie.did i make it all so weird?i feel awful.my fault my fault!
nevermind.
cin u better not make me sit and wait with u while u talk on the phone again ah.
rahh.i can't expalin what i;m feeling now.it's a real big mess i feel quite lost.
Friday, October 21, 2005 10:08 PM
open house finally over.i thought it was pretty okay.will think about it for post morterm.i don;t want to play tomorrow!i haven't practised in ages.let's not think about that now.i'm happy:)
i won't let go next time.
Thursday, October 20, 2005 10:56 PM
finally don't exactly have too many things to rush tonight.i feel us getting more aprt.sigh.okay tomorrow will go smoothly.go OH!
nonstop.can you keep up?
Tuesday, October 18, 2005 10:25 PM
finally some time to catch my breath.will do some slides later.everything's going by pretty quickly.i nearly forgot open house was on friday.goodness.hang your banners please!i currently A C E my promos.hee.i'm so on the way for E C A C O.just missing the O.i'm too tired to think type talk.don't want.
so hard not to anyhow sleep.i mean when u slepp then you sleep right?and when u sit u just sit right?haha
wakeup!!
12:18 AM
sleepy.time's up baby.now let's go:)
Sunday, October 16, 2005 11:44 PM
please be more considerate jamie.
1:08 PM
i am going to miss tennis with the nerd club because of pw meeting.sad.quote cin " pw on sunday??".indeed a sad life but i there is really no time on weekdays!i will find time i will find time.i will not abandon the nerd club!ok enough of rubbish.finished typing interview transcripts.get ready to go for meeting.
totally outta point but why do i have such limited vocab?i learnt 2 new words during the conflict maagement course.allegory and quagmire.it's funny when the speakers use chim words and i have to ask michelle chew(on my left) and kengfai(on my right) to write down the spelling and definitions for me cos i have never heard of such odd words.ok i shall read more!i want to borrow the curious incident about the dog at night or something like that book from adrea.read!no more lousy english:)
Saturday, October 15, 2005 10:00 PM
haha cin misses mee:) okay maybe not.vj open house was pretty good.my first informal was today!and i was late.oops.but yeoch says "the comchair is never late.the rest are merely early."haha and we had so many puns about me being time so it was"time's on our side", "better walk faster or we'll be behind time", "and alot of others la we nearly died of the cold.
shit i feel like _______. don't wan!!!
Friday, October 14, 2005 12:35 AM
buzz buzz.busy as a bee.
Thursday, October 13, 2005 12:16 AM
If thou dost love, pronounce it faithfully;
Or if thou think'st I am too quickly won,
I'll frown and be perverse, and say thee nay,
So thou wilt woo; but else, not for the world.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005 8:18 PM
i'm really proud of the class.haha victor is really good la!he's super versatile with balls.vball bball flrball.well done for vball esp!we got 1st!and we got 2nd for pingpong and 3rd fro bball.pro right:) i need to learn not to crack so easily.so malu.i won't give up okay!no more embarrassing myself.ok let's concentrate on open house now.then orientation.and in between we'll have cl ao and pw.all the wayy.
Tuesday, October 11, 2005 10:06 PM
okay i must start typing something elsewhere other than in msn conversation windows.finally went out with tan siewchi the mean evil person.i shall not say what she did or you will be so shocked.haha but thanks for the dinner:) and i am not stinky!i am nice and you are evil.hmmph.haha.the best friend don't get mistaken.i never don't care!boohoo.
Monday, October 10, 2005 9:10 PM
aiya i am always uttering rubbish.yes cin is right.i am being overly vain and -----.hahahah.i think i got too many things to think about.quite hard.i will plan a schedule!its stupid cos i din even plan for promos n i'm planing for after promos.stupid stupid.i don't want to make everyone irritated.or at least i don't want to make my best friend irritated.calvin got this behind our agenda.
I choose to live by choice,
not by chance;
to make changes,
not excuses;
to be motivated,
not manipulated;
to be useful,
not used;
to excel,
not compete.
I choose self-estemm
not self-pity.
I choose to listen to the inner voice
not the random opinion of others.
i wish.can't i choose what i want.it's stupid.
Sunday, October 09, 2005 10:53 PM
went shopping with adrea and cin.bought a white beaded necklace:)and got a haircut!its different from the previous one.i quite like it(tho it wasn;t really properly what i asked for).they say i look older.oh well.change is good!finally had adityo's treat at fish and co.then walked so far in dunno for what.hmmph.
like adrea said guess thats what they do, make your heart alive then break it.
Saturday, October 08, 2005 11:27 PM
the council dance is hard.ok i think it'll be alright with practise la.sup to meet cin today BUT she slept on the bus and went all e way to bukit timah.it was fun looking at fishes tho.then met kai!yay we decided to save money so we sat at some random seats instead of going someplace to eat.then ms tan came later!and bought me aloe vera cream for my sunburnt face:)ate and got t catch up with them.and ms tan got ngiaoed for being so slow n forgetful.and kai and i took the mrt from bugis to pasir ris and back to clementi and talked all the way.we listed so many things:) only both of us play such silly games.but i was happy.let's go out and take dumb neoprints like the other time!
she say's i'm her friend cos i'm so stupid.yes.we're stupid people.let's just be happy.
Friday, October 07, 2005 10:07 PM
okay yes i shall elaborate.when i reached cin's house she was sleeping la!anyway after she woke up time passed real fast.is it always the case when u feel contented.my nose i red.my face is red.i am burnt.it still feels warm after my bath.
thanks adrea for walking despite your ankle.and with ben and jerry's:) thanks:)
i am silly.
7:45 PM
at cin's house now.going to macs to eat.miss last time again.nice to just slack around and talk.my face is burnt.i am going on a date with kai and siewchi.yayy.hahaha.i feel deprived.cin i must get a good haircut i dun care.ahh my face is burning.cin says i can't blush no more.rightt.
i feel fit:)i think i am feeling quite contented and happy:)
12:35 AM
i fucking hate being sweared at.to whoever it may concern.
Thursday, October 06, 2005 10:31 PM
shopped for so long then found a top at the very end.but yay at least i bought something:)and i got my new specs alr.i dunno if its good or bad.but i look at myself and laugh.i guess it takes time to get used to new stuff.but i think i like it.haha.and took neoprints!i totally blended into the background in 1 machine(cos of my green shirt).we looked like traffic lights.haha.just filed my stuff.i can actually see my room floor now.and i am going to enjoy myself till the weekends.then i think its gonna be work.
sometimes there're many other more important things to worry about.
11:01 AM
i'm going shopping!haha okay i sound like a bb.big bimbo.haha i don't care.i've been so deprived.laopo is not going to hand up eom!goodness.and she's going to run!i am a big fat lazy thing.and why is it always so accurate.comes when i don't want it to.rubbish man.
12:56 AM
it's over!but not before nearly killing me.watched corpse bride with the class in the end.cos there weren't any more shows.and basically wasted our time away before i went over to laopo's house to support her game.don't worry i think when u start training again you'll beat her:) and then i got THE headache.irritating la.nearly puked in the bus during the so long 105 ride from serangoon to clementi.ah.and walked with my eyes closed half the time home.i amlucky to be alive.
hungry.
Tuesday, October 04, 2005 10:01 PM
when you feel xing fu you'll feel like posting something.or when you're sleepy.or when you can get those stupid subshell effect on ionisation energy trends too.how about when you're feeling all three ?let's count.in 13 hours it'll be over right??:)
4:55 PM
last night of torture.ahhh.
Monday, October 03, 2005 7:42 PM
damn.okay never mind after eating bailey's choc chip ice cream with brownie i'm going to take a bath and start all over again.i can do it!yes positive thinking.it's not over yet.just 2 more days of shit and i'll be done with it.no more lazing ard(but i need to watch america's next top model!) i shall be a full fledged nerd next year.i promise.so promise me too.passsss!!
Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl
Sunday, October 02, 2005 8:17 PM
this is extremely dumb.is blogger screwed or is blogger screwed.always looks so retarded.nvm.i can't concentrate!ahh.and my parents had to tempt me to go jack's place for lunch!hai.i cannot get any economic concepts into my stupid head.stupid stupid.so i decided to go for a run.excuses excuses.why do i seem to be doing everything except study??and i've been having the stupidest dreams.i dreamt that promos ended.it was so real i swear!then i got up with a rude shock that yes promos is ending and i haven't studied for it.crapp.
yes if i die tomorrow i don't think i'll have any regrets.of not doing what i wanted to at least.but no i don't wanna die tomorrow.
when will i see you again?
Saturday, October 01, 2005 10:41 PM
stupid blogger.stupid comp.everyone is cheating me.all so screwed up.rubbish.anyway studying together with them ain't the MOST productive thing in the world but talking is good:)we get together during all the mugging period.that's the only time i get to talk to cin.
don't want to think.stupid jamie.
9:17 PM
okay maybe studying together with people ain't THAT productive.but talking is good.i only really meet and talk to cin when studying for promos/blocks.whyy.and why am i still so unmotivated when i'm in the midst of the exams.4 more days!stupid stupid.i will finsh reading econs tonight.reading is fun.rightt
i don't want to think already.
9:17 PM
okay maybe studying together with people ain't THAT productive.but talking is good.i only really meet and talk to cin when studying for promos/blocks.whyy.and why am i still so unmotivated when i'm in the midst of the exams.4 more days!stupid stupid.i will finsh reading econs tonight.reading is fun.rightt
i don't want to think already.