Wednesday, November 30, 2005 9:09 PM

had training.and i couldn't pull myself outta bed again.anyway i figured the best way to let you not think to much rubbish would be to constantly have people around you.now i'm alone again and it's abit rubbishy.haha.how how.but yup thanks shiyang for the keeping my mind off things for half the day and you better keep your mind off things too.but ya i know it's difficult.cos i can't to keep my mind of it.but i fond something i'm going to buy.a suprise a surprise:) i think you're gonna like it.haha.if i manage to find it that's if.

Tuesday, November 29, 2005 9:34 PM

watched harry potter today.and yes cedric diggory is damn good looking.somehow i was so tired today.and we barely shopped.we are so lousy now.i'm eating durian icecream that tastes of real durian.okay it's cold.raining too.had pepper lunch for dinner and the rice was nice!and silly adrea left her wallet behind but we found it in the end:) so tired.thank you shiyang for the morning.

9:20 AM

i can't.it's too hard.i can't go.

Monday, November 28, 2005 11:20 PM

it's a little funny now.oh anyway.kailing called me!siao la!from china!!!my bills are so gonna die this month!i miss you too!!!okay this is a little mad.haha.its a little mad now anyway.

and i slacked at the best friend's house and did silly things.haha.we are so rubbish.but it was fun and we can spot not bad right?heh

12:52 AM

these tears won't dry.this heart won't mend.

Sunday, November 27, 2005 8:36 PM

zathura's nice.the little boy is so cute and behaves like ahem, someone.heh.

where's kailing.come back now.i need you here.

itunes shuffle function is smart.really wanna play all those songs one after another when i'm feeling like that now.

when i'm missing you.

Saturday, November 26, 2005 10:59 PM

today is a good day:)
touch rug comp was at the beach and it was fun fun fun!okay i was prob quite stressed at first but later i was better.and if we din meet the seniors in the semis i'm sure we'd have gone pretty far and meet in the finals instead:) nevermind it was an enjoyable game(quite close too). and adrea was diving queen today.heh.yay yay yay.and i feel inspired to train for asian school next sat but there's o1 work session.ohwell.

i thought about many things today.what adrea told me and yes, i realised i was always quite self-centred.i never really think about others before doing things.it was always all about myself.it's time for a change.just because i'm happy doesn't mean everyone else will be.and yes going by the utilitarian way of seeing if doing something is right, we gotta add up the total happiness achieved in doing that thing.and if by not doing it more happiness is gained, means its not a right thing to do.something like that i think.

please be more sensitive jamieko.resolution: don't be so shitty! haha.yes

Why do you build me up (Build me up)
Buttercup baby just to let me down (Let me down)
And mess me around
And then worst of all (Worst of all)
You never call baby
When you say you will (Say you will)
But I love you still I need you (I need you)
More than anyone darlin'
You know that I have from the start

So build me up (Build me up)
Buttercup
Don't break my heart
I'll be over at ten
You tell me time and again
But you're late
I wait around and then
I went to the door
I can't take any more
It's not you
You let me down again

Baby Baby
Try to find a little time
And I'll make you happy
I'll be home
I'll be waiting beside the phone
Waiting for you.

Why do you build me up....
To you I'm a toy
But I could be the boy
You adore
If you'd just let me know
Although you're untrue
I'm attracted to you All the more
Why do I need you so Baby Baby.....

ooh ooh ooh
Why do build me up .....

Friday, November 25, 2005 8:44 PM

what the hell am i thinking.

Wednesday, November 23, 2005 6:54 PM

irritating headache.never mind thank your great gab for my shoebag:)training was not bad but i made the best friend angry cos i made her wait so long.tsk jamie is stupidd.so tiring.

But if I'll be gone tomorrow
Would you know how deep my love goes?
If I was gone forever,
would you know how much I care?

Tuesday, November 22, 2005 6:29 PM

icecream makes you cold i think.im freezing now.and the best friend didn't want to share the jacket(still gloat about being warm) until the so much later.but yay we had nice lunch.or rather we had lunch together after so long it was nice.

stop saying mean things that will make me sad.it's horrid.

Monday, November 21, 2005 8:30 PM

i feel s damn accomplished:)i ran today!okay jogged at least.it was longer than the normal sixth ave way and i worked out my abs playing volleyball.for some random reason i couldn't stop laughing.nvm it was quite a pleasant day today.but the best friend wasn't happy.

it's so damn hard.you make me so undecided.

purple stars.

Sunday, November 20, 2005 10:18 PM

had dinner at liting's house.and played bridge and i am still really slow at it but it's not fair to laugh at me okay.i won most of the time tho:) haha cos they try nt to pick me as their partner.

sky high is quite nice.and happy belated birthday freddie and fatty chicken drumsticks=tan siewchi.hahahaha.o how can i forget.it was world toilet day yesterday too.

i slept alot today!got up late and still took an afternoon nap.

i am going jogging tmr!i don't care!no more flabby thighs!

cannot don't like me or my comp.hmmph

Friday, November 18, 2005 10:26 PM

kailing said: there's magic today!

i want some magic too.

You are my destiny
You share my reverie
You are my happiness
That's what you are

You have my sweet caress
You share my loneliness
You are my dream come true
That's what you are

Heaven and heaven alone
Can take your love from me
'Cause I'd be a fool
To ever leave you dear
And a fool I'd never be

You are my destiny
You share my reverie
You're more than life to me
That's what you are

You are my destiny
You share my reverie
You are my happiness
That's what you are

9:19 PM

went back to crescent todayy:)and i want to go back next week for the cadets' night.there are so many so many things i wish i could do.it was nice to just spend time and walk around with the best friend.i hardly get any chance.today was a pretty slack day!and yes it's finally over:) i so wanted to type a proper entry about everything but when i actually sit down i can't really rganise everything in my messy head.kailing have fun in china ok?:)

i want to run away with you.

Thursday, November 17, 2005 11:18 PM

i passed the first aid course!(with some moderation.heh)

lazy to type.haha.

Wednesday, November 16, 2005 10:33 PM

is it me or do i feel warm.first aid is a little silly.i feel abit lost.i don't have a thermometer.i think i am warm.i want to take my temperature!!nevermind.

so what happened?first aid is really sleepy and today was worse cos i got up at 5 to send adrea and laogong off at the airport.slpet at break slept during prac whole day sleeping la.wen shopping with kailing for her china trip things and she showed me a pretty place!it was fun:)i am going to learn how to cook the noodles from her!

warm warm warm.i am feeling queer.kailing says DIL.ha.i think it's you.

Tuesday, November 15, 2005 1:36 AM

okay let's see.saturday was Bad Day.and yes let's not talk about how bad much luck it was to have spent more tha 40 bucks on cab fare in 2 days.never mind!played tennis on sunday(or rather picked balls).and the grandest part of all.today is Fat Day.

mos buger rice burger meal
nestle toll choc chip cookie
pomelo lemonade
venezia belgian choc + cookies n cream
tori q chicken and chicken skin
octopus balls
beard papa choc eclair
fried mars bar
original cheese sausage

i have sinned!!yueling la!oh man.fat jamie.oh yes and thanks for the joyful cake:) haha
and yeah thank you for the icecream treat the other time kailing!:)

Sunday, November 13, 2005 1:26 AM

and then that unspeakable pain causes the world to turn blurry for that very second.let's not get tired of each other. 你早就想要说明白

i hope sleeping will make later a better day.

12:53 AM

i will not stoop so low.i'll prove you damn wrong.

and yes.maybe you're tired.原来心酸比心痛难受

Thursday, November 10, 2005 10:31 PM

la la la la.la la la la.elmo songg.let it be a happy dayy!

Wednesday, November 09, 2005 10:16 PM

today is a little funny i think.people are funny.please be okay everybody!

finish e work then continue.busy busy.

Tuesday, November 08, 2005 8:42 PM

wo ye bu zhi dao.

8:21 PM

had our first and last pw meeting.really says alot about our group huh.hehe.then went shopping in town with the family plus brucie.its quite funny but yes all of them managed to get something.except for laopo and me(but we didn't plan to shop anyway) but i like that mango dress!lalala nevermind shall not think of money wasting things:) got bus sick today!and this little girl was playing with my mr bean bear on my wallet.so cute.and yes hopefully op will be fine tmr.we will have a fabulous skit.and i will not eat a whole pack of potato chips myself again.sinful.

Monday, November 07, 2005 8:31 PM

some things make you feel odd.

don't want to think laa.but i had good icecream with kailing:)plus we shared a mudpie too so i think today's training was totally cancelled out.but i have rosy cheeks and a perpetual blush.so shy.

and sometimes you feel so very lonely.

Sunday, November 06, 2005 9:47 PM

i never walked so much in a long long long time.maybe i never walked so much ever before.walked from liting's house to rifle rang road through the kampong trail and durian loop thing in the jungle and then went walk to macritchie to the treetop trail only to find that it closed at 5pm(we reached at about 5 odd:( ) so we walked to sicc and all the way out to upper thomson road la.i feel less guilty over the choc chip cornetto and kisses and peanut butter bread and all the junk:)

i never!faithful one okayy.

Saturday, November 05, 2005 6:48 PM

good morning.good afternoon.good night-i hope.i really shouldn't sleep with my contacts on again.other than that it's been a pretty good day:) and i finshed reading the curious incident about the dog in the night-time.gonna read cin's book soon.yay i'm finally reading.and i miss long walks and long talks.nevermind i think tomorrow's 10km to macritchie from liting's house will kill me.

do the right thing-NOT.lalala

Friday, November 04, 2005 5:44 PM

i realise how little attention i pay to so many people around me. its quite sad. and there are so much regrets. i remember adrea asked me" how come my friends all have class gatherings and we don't have?" yes i realised i was quite a lousy class chairperson.and i don't even bother trying to get the class together.it's rather upsetting.and yes there are so many people around me to get to know better.somehow there isn't enough time or i don't even bother(i can't decide which).many things have happened and i think i don't make enough effort.

maybe some things arent't meant to be so important.maybe some things are.maybe my priorities aren't exactly correct.maybe they are.i don't really know.sometimes i feel quite lost.原来我只是突然累了.

alright let's wake up.there's holiday homework to be done.there the orientation to plan.there's the person to love.there's the room to pack.there's the thing to plan.there's the people to catch up with.there's the money to save.there's the christmas to look forward to.there's ther day you'll go away.there's the day you'll come back.lala let's smile and be happy while we have food on our plates:)

12:06 AM

have yet to take a bath.still full from dinner.i'm never going to tony romas in the near future.eat so much i nearly went mad la!and i bought an espirit shirt:)quite a happy day. and yes ecaco outing was fun!we will go kbox againn right?my mad mummy is buring e korean vcds.mad alr.whole day see her watching it.

outings are fun.ecaco and nerd club:) wee.

my contacts are making my eyes dry.lousyy.

woww i like the recover post thing.its still here after i restarted my comp!and yes i got my contacts off:)

Thursday, November 03, 2005 11:29 PM

Wednesday, November 02, 2005 10:13 PM

and i'm living the fairytale.

thank you dear.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005 9:40 PM

one thing i really regret.sorry tiff:(

slack day.felt so much like a sunday.goodmorning please do not care about bad things think about the good:)

lala.