Tuesday, May 30, 2006 8:25 PM
room more or less packed alreadyy.there's actually space on the table!yay i feel good.i packed my room i'm such a good kid.
watched da vinci code at clementi today.it was not very good.especially if you've read the book before.or if you're having a tummyache during the movie.(i had diarrhoea later la. #%^#!&).and what was supposed to be a movie date with adrea n bess turned out to be them having movie dates with their somebody and i was feeling all alone and left out.tsk so sad right.haha everybody happy can already la.
i will plan my study plan later!whee.planning's fun.but the difficult part's alway starting isn't it?and stef already assigned lots of physics homework for me.steffff
Monday, May 29, 2006 9:42 PM
filed my stuff!packing my room too.gosh it's so damn messy and dusty i sneezed like a million times.
time to get down to serious business.steph is going to make me pass my physics!
whee.
training tomorrow.gonna watch da vinci code with adrea n bess tomorrow.lalalaa
Saturday, May 27, 2006 6:46 PM
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when you have to look away
when you don't have much to say
that's when i love you
i love you just that way.
Friday, May 26, 2006 10:01 PM
durians.prata.paddle pop.
whee.
alot alot alot.
rahh.
Monday, May 22, 2006 11:01 PM
this freaking sucks.i hate it i hate it i hate it.
it hurts like some bloody crap thing and makes you want to kill yourself.
:(
don't give in jamie, don't give in.
Saturday, May 20, 2006 11:15 PM
did some random cip painting at the sas today.
i think being confused is a very big part of growing up.(being lazy and silly too.)
when you look at the people around and realise how everyone lead such different lives, all with different priorities.sometimes you wonder if you've got things all wrong.
everything that happens to us is by choice(mostly) , not chance, so for anything bad that ever happened to myself, i was just an idiot.
but i just can't let go.
and looking at the so many people around me who matter.
life get so tiring sometimes.(but we make it tiring for ourselves)
make-believe is fun.sometimes you really pretend something's gonna happen(even though you know it's not possible, like snowing next week and santa coming to deliver my big bag of presents) and it makes you feel nice and happy :)
alot alot alot.sighh.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006 10:40 PM
poof.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006 7:34 PM
oddly few tears were shed.somehow there wasn't this specific time when everyone started to tear or bawl(the closest came when jierong said we'd be putting on the normal collarpin tomorrow and locking our council room door for the last time today).it wasn't like last year's investiture - the seniors cried when they sang their batch song, they cried when we sang our batch song.this year it was just yeowch bursting into tears when jierong said those stuff and little random teary eyes.
how much we love council and how much we'll miss everyone isn't measured by the number of buckets of tears shed.
knowing that we did the best we could, there's nothing to look back and regret.
and goodbye isn't for good.
oh and i love the mini eclairs.i ate 6 of them.whee.and mrs ang is just super funny.i still remember the hotbabe photograph.goodness!HAHA.
Monday, May 15, 2006 11:43 PM
so it's gonna all come to an end tomorrow.
one year is over and so many many feelings.i remember when i first got invested, i was so worried what the entire council term would be like - i remember some seniors warning me against joining council, how it'll take up alot of time and if you join council you won't have a life.stuff like that.i guess somedays you tend to get upset by how much personal time it took away but looking back, it's those times we spent during worksessions, complaining how they seem neverending and complaining how we're tired and all that crap but today, yes today, i realised i'm not ready to let all of these go.
i don't mind coming back on random days to fix a fireball, or to help tie a chinese knot.neither do i mind staying back to have internal elections(even though i can't concentrate the whole time, it's the company that makes all the difference).i don't mind going down for more cheering events, and leading the not-yet-so-enthusiastic crowd.
tian xia wu bu san zhi yan xi, all good things come to an end don't they? but all's well ends well.i'm proud to say that i think we really left behind a legacy, or at least a wonderful trail of memories.
as of tomorrow, we'll not be monitored by the disco anymore, as some may say, we're liberated but i guess not all of us are gonna be used to the freedom we'll be getting tomorrow.comes at a price - no more naps in the council room, no more offical worksessions together.
but tha's not the last of the thirty second.we'll be back i promise.
meanwhile i'll be missing all of you like crap!(and the sofa too.gosh i really need it.)
Saturday, May 13, 2006 11:13 PM
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Friday, May 12, 2006 11:05 PM
bess's birthday treat:) loved sitting at tcc and slacking for 2 hours plus, watching liting sit so unglamly with her skirt, discussing about boob size just about everytime we meet and a;ways deciding on building some villa for the nerd club when we get rich some day.
the nerd club is really amusing and dumbdumb.we're really total crap.
nice and happy.don't wanna grow up.
Friday, May 05, 2006 8:10 PM
gonna start croaking like some frog again.cheering season's starting again.which means competiton season is here.but i love cheering the players on when they fight.
been oh-so-tired lately.don't know why.can't seem to even wake up in the morning to drag myself to school.
now.where did you go?
Thursday, May 04, 2006 9:29 PM
saw the dumbdumb progress report on the table.looks quite sad and horrid.ohwell.