it's so irritatingly difficult to start on any studying.i tried packing my stuff and i realised i lost aot of nores.for example the secon pap booklet so thick i can still lost.sheesh.and i realised my p&c notes also missing cos freddo asked to borrow to make a copy.i have this sneaking suspicion that it's away somewher with my probability which has probably disappeared too.rahhhh.

supposed to o for tennis in the morning tomorrow.i don't thik i can wake up.try very hard la.i always seem to fall asleep at the wrong times of the day.always in the afternoon or evening but never at night.

got back 3 papers alr and the grades aren't that ideal.math got an A but i really need to work on stats.36/67 is a really bad score.and econs got an E but might be able to be pulled up to a D with ca added in.sad but i didn't put in much effort so can't be blamed.was trying to spend more time on chem n phy since i failed both of those in bt2 but chem only got a disappointing D.i thought p2 was alright and turned out i got some shitty 33.5/60.i decided that mcq must be my forte.haven't gotten phy but i really really hope for an E at least.i never passed physics in my life:(

okay enough with the whining.shall start work tomorrow!

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when i talk to alf we kinda just self-praise alot.haha.so she told me to blog about a classic example.

today was a good day too.started off the morning shopping with adrea then going to secret recipe for lunch with the vouchers from some touch rug competition.shopped again later(gosh i have really bad stamina when it comes to shopping).met loft at nat lib before rushing down to class bbq.

Class BBQ
was really happy they organised it in conjuction with my birthday.despite being thrown into the pool and having to blow the candles out on the cake which was floating in the middle of the swimming pool, it was a wonderful treat.having freddie the cook make the seafood platter and steak and tons of food it was a wonderful night.sorry i was late!immensely grateful to everyone for waiting and not getting too mad at me.
and lso thank oyu for the presents, no matter whichever random person it was from.haha.i think everyone made my birthday this year a really memorable one.

so thank you everybody.i enjoyed my 18th birthday very much:)

last few moments of the birthday.today was rather nice too.the nerdies invited me for a field trip to the botanic gardens and it turned out to be a ncie picnic they prepared!had fried chicken lovely mashed potato and tuna egg and stuff and i got to pop some sparkling juice bottle.and we played taboo (according to jacinta, we "go to the library to club" haha) and just had random rubbishy fun trying to move into the shadows as the sun kept rising.and they made me bring a toothbrush and extra shirt and umbrella and magnifying gglass for fun!sheesh!luckily i didn't have a magnifying glass la!

went home to shower and went back to town to shop a little before going to traders' hotel for dinner.i didn't even know we were having dinner there la!but it was lovely(except that i was off-form so couldn't eat much)






the silly things we do.haha.love he nerdies:)

this year's birthday is really special.got tons of fringe events.

22th Sept(Friday)
kailing-organised surprise was terrific.succeeded in embarrassing me by getting jinrui to play the birthday song in chinese outside the hall as i was coming out of math s and later dropping this parachuted bouquet from the 4th floor from the left wing.thank you to everyone involved-jierong for designing the parachute and jinrui for playing the lame music.and also thank you for asking that australian band to sing happy birthday.and all the people who helped them in any way or another.thank you for making it so specia!(yes and mindy for the glam card and mr rem for the rubber duckies!)

and i met kai in e middle of things and had lots of icecream at venezia.happy girl when i eat icecream:) lovely to catch up on things.

had dinner with kailing got a treat at billy bombers.had a wonderful dinner and kailing is super sweet.thank you:)

23rd Sept
went shopping with loft in the afternoon before meeting shiyang for the forbidden city.thank you for the wonderful night it's the first real musical i watched!and i love some of the songs i got the soundrack.

24th Sept
got an invitation from the nerdies to go to the botanic gardens tomorrow morning.wonderful people they are:)

and to those people who remembered my birthday thanks so much(yes klarissa it's really wonderful that my pri sch bestie still remembers!).
THOSE WHO DIDN'T SHAME ON YOU!
haha just kidding.

i'm such a lucky ol' thing.

I thought that you were the one who'd stay forever.
But now, forever's come and gone
And I'm still here alone.

i'm super pissed at my mum and dad.the worst is my mum.because the stupid computer had some problem my dad dunno rebooted the thing and her whole user is gone(and hence her precious stupid korean idol crap but she say luckily she's smart she saved another copy in an external hard disk) and she blames me for not shutting down the computer that night.like hello?who's the one downloading all the korean shit every day?and she says when my friends send me music files will have virus that'll spoil the computer.i'm sure downloading all the stupid korean videos and music won't give you a higher chance of getting a virus.and she complains that she's the one paying for the computer and she doesn't get a chance to use it.HELLO?she's either watching tv or watching stupid videos online.and she can't even not watch tv when i'm studying for prelims so i can't i even study properly at home.RAH.irritating.and all come and blame me.my foot ah.you pay for it very big right so i must be wrong everything i download must have viruses while yours doesn't.

what the hell.

gosh how did i even survive the entire week but i did.left with phy p1 and chem p1 and p2 and math s(which i don't think i'm really gonne bother about) and it's finally over.somedays like yesterday i really really get so tired of struggling through the whole thing and it's like i've gotta study everytime i come home and the next day is some stupid demoralising paper and before you get to complain and whine and upset over how horrid the paper was you gotta mug for the next one.and then there's so many papers.my sis commented "how come yours end the same day as me i take 9 subs and you only take 4." then i realised for 4 papers we're studying pretty hard and going through such shit for quite a long time.(not that i'd love for everything to be done in 4 days cos i know how tiring it is to have multiple papers in a day).just whining.

after sleeping in today(i woke up at 8 okay!but i got terrible cramps so i took some medicine and went to back to sleep the pain away - woke up just in time for lunch heh) i'll be starting work soon.sometimes it's like i think i know all the organic reactions and i can do my ionic equilibria calculations and those moments questions are so easy but when you go in there everything just kinda disappears?

ohwell still gotta study anyway.

i am sam never fails to make me cry.

prelims are in about 1 day and it's scary.

rahh.

i am feeling lazy and fat and having pointless conversations with the best friend makes us dream of having some changes to our bodies to make it much better.haha bimbotic and dumb thoughts, just like those weird nanyang girls who sat at island creamery and talked about themselves for about 3hours?"how do you pout?i think my pout's quiite weird"-and hey start pouting to each other."i like thin lips leh i think yours are very nice!" "i think thick lips nicer leh, nicer to kiss" "ohmygod i hate my legs la they're so big and my cheeks are so fat everytime i smile my eyes disappear"- and they proceed to smile for the world to see.and they will praise the other people i bet its with hope that they will get praised back by them.haha.i am damn mean.gosh i have fallen to the level whereby i need to gossip about other lamer girls to make myself feel better and entertained.

attempting to study apparantly has detrimental effects on me.

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.